Love me with all of your heart

...to be loved as I love.

~

 

Do you know when you see that something special and you know that you'll never find it again...

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      I would be lying if I told you

       I adjusted to waking up alone.

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If someone told me this would be my life,
 I would have said you are ...

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I was once told  life could be a whole lot worse and I had to think I still have a roof over my head
and food in the cupboard and my children have grown to be a productive part of society. I guess they are right it could be worse.

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Some people can have sex with anyone,

but making love now that is special.

~

I have been on the other end close to death,

and I was willing to say goodbye.

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Only love can break a heart...

 

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I have succeeded in that I am
 somebody to someone.

 

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I wondered about this great plan, because it has so many emotions attached to it. I have felt fear, sadness, heartbreak and on the up side, I have embraced happiness , peace, love and kindness. But when it is all said and done, it is loneliness that hurts the most.

 

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It is not what I saw that swept me off my feet,

it was what I felt... and I felt love.

 

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I have tried to control my health, because that walk on the beach belongs to me... wipes tears. I stand corrected , that walk belong to you and I.

~

I have seen such devastation from nature and I wondered how can someone recover from the loss of life and home and I realized they don't.

~

 

Finding Peace

It is one of those warm early mornings where you find yourself not wanting to get out of bed. There is a silence that is broken only by the hum of the fan. As I  gaze out the window, I find the suns rays upon the leaves to bring out the varied colors of green. The visual picturesque like the canvas of life. It is at this moment that within my mind I can escape the worries of the moment.
I took to the heavens in the skies of blue and upon the clouds I sat waiting for you. I closed my eyes and I imagined you here, the love of my life in a moment to share. I envisioned the dreams of love where you can hear the angels singing of our special love. There is never a good bye and no hello's, for you are in my heart where ever I go.

Sit here beside me,
I am waiting for you,
my dream and my love,
under heavens blue.

No sign of rain or clouds
of gray, this moment is
ours forever and a day .

Sit here beside me,
I am waiting for you,
my dream and my love,
under heavens blue.

Our love unique to you
and I and is stronger
and stronger as time
goes by.

Sit here beside me,
I am waiting for you,
my dream and my love,
under heavens blue.

To Live and to love ...

I saw the river floods its banks,
rushing like love to the sea,
powerful it overflows with
a touch of your warm memories.

I saw the mountains standing tall,
like a barrier of a brick wall,
distanced the body, but could
not keep your soul from touching me.

I saw the images that make you mine,
I viewed them all in my dreams,
as your arms held me tight and
your kiss to my lips sweet. f

I saw the stars at night and the
clouds that wait for you and I,
as I reach into the darkness,
I found the love of you and I.
~


I wanted the moment to be yours and mine,
to live and to love for all time.
I wanted the dreams to stand still as I
battle every valley and hill.
I wanted nothing but to hold you close,
to smell your cologne on a bed of rose.
I wanted only to hold your hand forever
and ever walking through the sand.
I wanted to wake up next to you,
to watch the clouds passing in the skies blue.
I wanted to whisper in your ear, the words
of love for only you to hear.
I wanted the moment to be yours and mine,
to live and to love for all time.

... alone.

The last time I strolled alone,
the sand beneath my feet,
I held you close within my
heart via my dreams.

The sun had yet to rise,
the gulls had just taken flight
and there was something
calming in the clouds passing by.

I saw the visions clearly some
of yesterday and a few a reminder
how short the time where
tomorrow comes into play.

I held on so very tightly,
afraid of letting go, that
you might fade into the
darkness and again I
I would walk alone.

What is?

I wanna close my eyes and dream to night,
I'm in your arms sweet love in broad day light.
I wanna tell you how much you mean to me,
as long as I can hold you from memory.

I wanna wake up and kiss your lips,
make the moment last in a forever bliss.
I wanna wish the darkness away ,
replace it with the light that leads me
your way.

I wanna sing the songs written for you,
while my head gently rest next to you.
I wanna dance till the ends of time
as I embrace your sweetness mixed
with brine.

I wanna whispers words of " I love you"
whisper them under skies of blue.
I wanna write your name on the stars,
like you wrote yours on my heart.


What is a walk without your hand?
The empty journey that places demands,
to wake up knowing that you are not here ,
 is like swimming free of water and in a
 pool dry with sand. Tears can't erase from
 inside the heartache that makes me want
 to run and hide.

What is a breath with out your lips?
The emptiness that hungers for your sweet
 and tender kiss. Simple pleasures are all I need
and at this moment it is all imaginary dream.

What is life with out your love ?
Without the touch from that special one,
the darkness that dwells deep inside and
makes me feel as if I once more died.

What is a heart without your embrace?
The empty vessel in need of your love,
 the want and need of that magic above.
The dance upon the heavens high, falling
 to earth to make you mine.

What is a walk without your hand? The
world of emptiness, loneliness and pain,
in a tunnel of darkness where only dreams
remain.



To escape the sadness,
 I ran away to only find
it followed me each day.

There is nothing I can do
or say that will make the
darkness fade away.

Up to the attic where I
can hide and release the
child locked inside.

Child like memories
in a day so blue,
listens as raindrops
pit and patter through.

There is no happiness
without you , I realized
it when I first met you.

You put the smile on
my face and caused my
heart to race.

There is a silence eerie
as can be, like walls of
distance that keep you
from me.

~

You and I

No tears to fall,
nor hearts to mend,
I ran out that morning,
when inside I brushed
with death.

Days feel like night
and nights are the end,
of a moment of darkness
where loneliness begins.

No tears to fall
or hearts to mend,
I ran out that morning,
when inside I brushed
with death.

I saw the clouds in passing
and the rivers meet the sea,
I felt your love as it passed
through me.


There is nothing we can't do,
there is always you and I ,
we have danced in the heavens,
we ruled the blue sky.

There is a song in every moment,
beautifully waiting to be sung,
a story not yet written that
wreaks of love.

The is nothing we can't do,
there is always you and I,
we have danced in the heavens,
we ruled the blue sky.
~

I am here waiting,
I'm waiting here for you,
for the love of my life
and  a sky that is so blue.

I am here waiting,
I'm waiting here for you,
to take my hand and
make my dreams come true.

I am here waiting,
I'm waiting here for you,
waiting on your love,
to bring me next to you.

I am here waiting,
I'm waiting here for you,
waiting for the moment
to give my kiss to you.

Embraceable Memories

This is really simple

and I will tell you why,

as long as I have memories,

I'll have you by my side.

 

I close my eyes and I'm

lying next to you, as

we touch with hearts we

cross the skies of blue.

 

This is really simple and

I will tell you why,

as long as I have memories,

I'll have you by my side.

 

I can feel the warmth you

give to me, like sunshine

on the first warm day of

spring.

 

This is really simple and

I will tell you why,

as long as I have memories,

I'll have you by my side.

 

You're the magic of the moment,

the dreams I dream each night,

you're the love I hold in my heart

that makes this world seem right.

 

This is really simple and I

will tell you why,

as long as I have memories,

I'll have you by my side.

 

 

 

 

The bridge of dreams,

crosses rivers and seas,

breaking barriers night

and day to bring your

love my way.

 

I can feel you next to me,

lying close and peacefully,

warm and wonderful, are the

embraceable memories.

 

The bridge of dreams,

crosses rivers and seas,

breaking barriers night

and day to bring your

love my way.

 

Stars shining bright,

cast a glow of light,

leading us by chance

in the mystical dance.

 

 

 

When the children were little and they were tired or under the weather, I would sing them to sleep in hopes that when they awake they would be better. If life could only be that easy, that a song could put us to sleep and we would wake up woe free. Strange as it maybe growing up in a very structural family with stringent rules , there was also much compassion and love. I can remember always battling an illness of some sort as a child and I can always remember that music and song was very comforting. My daughter is having her biopsy done Friday and if only I could sing away her woes.

 

If I could make it better,

I'd sing all night and day,

to ease your troubles and

make them fade away.

 

I'd hum an unknown tune

and give to it your name,

in case the angels are listening

as I quietly pray.

 

If I could make it better,

I'd sing all night and day,

to ease your troubles and

make them fade away.

 

I'd sing of sunshine,

happiness and skies of

blue and all the love

I have for you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Reach for the sunshine,

the skies blue,

reach for your love

and a dream true.

 

Reach for the night sky,

the stars bright

in the heavens

where you'll be mine.

~

 

 

 

~

I don't wanna wake up,

I am where I wanna be,

I'm dreaming your

arms around me.

 

I don't wanna wake up,

I am where I wanna be,

don't go pinching,

I am enjoying my dream.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Take to the heavens,soar mighty and high,

let your wings open, rule the blue sky,

make each dream come true. I'm in the
clouds waiting there for you.

Let the worries all be gone,
when you are with me love is strong,
no sorrow or aching hearts,
just let our souls ignite that spark.

Take to the heavens, soar mighty and high,
let your wings open , rule the blue sky,
make each dream come true. I'm in the
clouds waiting there for you.
 

 

 

~

Dreams might be all I have,
gives me hope and has me laughing,
like angels in the heavens high,
you can catch me toe tapping.

Dreams might be all I have,
gives me hope and has me laughing,
thinking of your lips to mine,
passion sweet like honey brine.

~
I'd like to dance,
Id like to sing a song,
I'd surely like to
rewrite the wrongs.

With you my love,
I'd like to make
our dreams come
true.

I'd like to dance,
I'd like to sing a song,
I'd surely to
rewrite the wrongs.

Amžinai

I cannot change how my heart feels,

nor the memories that consume my daily thoughts.

 

 

-

Lost in a love song...

~

As my hand brushes against your cheek,

embracing with love.