Nothing more than a rainbow
fading high within the clouds,
where nothing is left to hold
as there is only emptiness inside.
The early darkness sets
as the rain pit and patters
and there in the moment
nothing else seems to matter.
It could have been the dreams
the wish fulness of the heart,
that hoped for something more
from the very start.
But rainbows never last
and blue skies turn to gray,
as I look up to the heavens
and the void has found its way.
The wind swept down
and carried to the sea,
the love and the heartache
leaving only memories.
The calendar shredded
as the months fade away,
like the rain in a storm
I pray for the sunny day.
No tears are falling
this chapter left blank,
as I feel a numbness
in the void that remains.
Whispers of love and
stars that shine of above,
I took it to the wind
to send you all my love.
Song of the heart
a melody of sweet,
inspired by the dreams
of you with me.
My lips quivered
I imagined your touch
and there in the darkness
your image merged with
mine into one.
If only I could make you see,
just how much you mean to me.
I know you'd be here now and
you'd be gazing at my smile.
If only I could make you love
the way that I love you,
I know you feel the magic
the way that I feel it too.
If only I could hold you here
and never ever let you go,
I'd love you the way you should be loved
like the sun that melts the snow.
If only I could make you see
just how much you mean to me,
I know you'd be here now and
you'd be gazing at my smile.
I wanna make the mountain bow
to make it easier to get to you,
I wanna make the rivers flow
sailing in one direction to you.
I wanna make the skies blue
even when those skies are gray,
I wanna whisper in your ear
" I love you more with each
passing day."
I wanna dream night and day
of holding you here close to me,
I wanna exchange those kisses
sweet the ones that bring you
to your knees.
I was once told "not to let my emotions rule. " I guess that has always been a little difficult as I believe in life, nature and energy and that we are one with our surroundings. Trying to keep my emotions in tack makes me feel a bit numb. Almost like a blank canvas with no yesterdays or tomorrows. Sometimes I find it necessary to file away in my mind each experience , so as not to relive them. What is gained and what is lost? The sun is setting earlier and feels once more as if I am living in darkness all the time. I looked up at the stars, the sky clear and bright and thought of our existence in a reality that is not fully explained. What is our place in this great universe? Life so precious that if lost cannot be replaced and at the same time people disregard the importance of it. I thought of the stars how they brought us closer. One set shining down on us no matter the distance between us. But this evening I looked at them quite different for I felt lost without you. We are so minute in the scheme of things. All of life needing the same nourishment, food water and care. Was is beyond what we know? As the clouds pass by the heavens the stars fade.
One with the heavens
and one with the earth
nothing between us
as our hearts concur.
Energy, spirit or
something in between,
as our souls came together
like a well thought out dream.
I hold you near,
I hold you in my heart.
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As the rainbow faded into the sky
the sky blue surfaced.
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The canvas of life changes with the season
unlike my love for you which never falters.
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This is my story....
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