Balance

...it's not always black and white,

sometimes we do have to add a little color.

Balance, where or how do you find it? When I looked back over my life, I found I had this habit of all or nothing, I gave it my all or I gave it nothing. I could not give a small amount of who I am to anything or anyone. I find that as I incorporate everything into one I still have a problem with myself. I think it was the picture from seven years ago that had me thinking. The picture represented only one aspect of who I am. The struggle is that the picture had no depth it was one side,one reflection, one part of my being. I must admit it was a very controlled and confident part of who I am. The years that would follow would come with a tremendous amount of struggles. I felt like I was straddling a horse and jumping the fence. Fence after fence and sometimes making it and sometimes not. The achievements have been many and I think to myself from where I stand how was it possible? But it was and it is possible to break barriers in away that teaches as we travel.

I looked inside myself and wondered exactly what it was that I needed to do to bring balance and allow my soul the experience which is necessary for survival. The more I thought about it, the more it felt like a vice squeezing my brain. It was the threads that I did not weave, loose and sometimes tangled that caused the struggle. How do I untangled, trim and reweave so that it all appears to become the tapestry of life that my mind knows can exist? Standing at the crossroad in the journey, I knew I had to do what was right for myself and still consider everyone. Is it possible to achieve personally, financially and emotionally on stable ground? Not sure if I know that answer or that I am ready to know. It is almost as if my soul is pacing, responsibility starts with self and branches out and not the other way around.

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Hold my hand and don't let go,

it's never easy on the rock road.

We've taken the mountain and

grain my grain exposed, the

beauty of love and it strength

as it grows.

Hold my hand and don't let go,

I don't have all the answers,

this you know. But I know I love

you and each moment is ours

till the journey of life expires.

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As the curtain cracks open my choices are one, to master the moment and to embrace the sun. The day is here and there is much to do, but I'd rather be spending it all with you.

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Balance, when your souls knows

what your heart is doing and agrees.

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I need the euphoria while keeping my feet on the ground.

Concept of Love

Light to the darkness,

fulfillment to the emptiness,

completion to the journey.

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I believe in the bonding of souls,

in my darkest hour a smile emerged.

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In this troubled world love replaces hate and anger

with peace and harmony.

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I believe no one person should alter the journey

without the consent of the others soul.

My happiness is powered by the magic of dreams.

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The greatest of minds dared to define love,

when love is simply the absence of hate.

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We cannot change the face of evil,
but we can give refuge to the soul.

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Built by love, maintained by happiness,

infused with desire, welcome to our cloud.

Paradise

Paradise is not a fantasy or memory

of the mind nor is it a place or a certain time.

Wonderfully, beautiful a treasure to find,

the magic of Paradise, is when your soul met mine.

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When I take into consideration the limits on a day,

how much time we spend together and how far you are away,

I brace myself for all that will be and with each breath I take

I thank the Lord for sending you to me.

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Your love accumulates with each moment of a day and as I look into

your heart I can honest say. Our souls were joined and merged into

one and nothing in this world can out flame the love which burns like

the sun.

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I don't this work this magic, I don't write the tale, to stories that

are written are under heavens spell. You can it in the ocean and

over the land wide, but the magic that you feel is from deep inside.

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The child within laughed

and giggled with delight,

no question of the glory

that gave to darkness light.

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The flowers no longer bloom,

their leaves wither away and

as I say goodbye to autumn

winter makes a play.

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I wasn't sure how it happen,

or why the with this connection I dwell,

except that he freed my spirit,

which was enslaved from the depths of hell.

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My heart felt so impatient it wanted yesterdays

delight and didn't understand the tone of

music which was relayed without a fight.

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I speak of happiness which is derived of heart and soul

and when bonded with my kindred spirit created

the most magnificent and wondrous hold.

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Again I ask how many combinations can we describe

love from the limitations of the word of man?

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The combinations unlimited for as time will tell,

that one word in front of another will create another spell.

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Indefinite is my proposal as long as I shall live and when

I lift unto the heavens, the words of love will transcend.

The Angels Are Smiling...

The angels were smiling

the day you said hello to me,

with a dusting of heavens love

and the start of a dream.

The skies took on a hue,

more bluer than blue can be

and your love found home

in my heart, where you

were always meant to be.

The angels were smiling

and generous as well, they

cast in my direction a love

spell.

I began to talk to blue birds

as they sat at my side and

like a fairytale only happiness

resides.

The angels are smiling, I know

this to be true, the gift they gave

was gift of loving you.

In the mountains of pine..

In the blue of the sky,

in the mountains of pine

and deep in the heart,

my love you'll find.

I'm singing love songs,

dreaming of you and

waiting for the day

when it all comes true.

In the blue of the sky,

in the mountains of pine

and deep in the heart,

my love you'll find.

my love with you find.

Smiling and laughing,

giggling outloud, happiness

had found me, the day

you came around.

In the blue of the sky,

in the mountains of pine,

and deep in the heart,

my love you will find.