That little something special

I always felt that being ten years old was one of the most important milestones in growing up. It is the stage of life where you have one foot in childhood and another in the land of double digits. I think it is important because people start to tell you to act your age and yet you can still see the world through the lens of simplicity. I have found that even after all these years, I can still feel that little girl inside, who questions, accepts a new road of awareness and yet finds pleasure in all that life has to offer in a child like manner. I find that I am still able to experience life through the eyes of my inner ten year old. I acknowledge or define a ten year old as a view through life where each moment is seen as the first.

For most of life if not all my life I had this unique connection to nature. It was at times an escape, comfort, a land of paradise and magical, but at times it was also a very lonely place, one that I rarely ever shared with anyone else. From strolling through the hills to gardening or trying to catch a glimpse of wildlife before it catches a view of me. It is like catching a firefly to make a wish on it and let it a fly away, that is the then year olds view of a world much bigger than the one we are existing in.

I had a difficult time talking myself into doing a holiday show and yet it was a joy of an experience. I so absorbed the energy of those around me, loved the attention... oh Yeah I did realize that I enjoyed being pampered. It was all and all a wonderful experience that will remain with me for many years to come.

I believe what is really important is to be able to share all the depth of a personality and to have each part of your being excepted. So my ten year old, sixteen ,nineteen, twenty one, thirty two, and fifty one year old in me decided to write about the simple things that bring the most amount of pleasure.

I'd run through the meadows on a summer day,

catching fireflies to watch them fly away.

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I'd race the seasons just to share with you,

all of my dreams as I wait for them to come true.

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I'd dance in the moonlight, I'd hold you close to me

and I'd whisper in your ear the words from memory.

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I'd wait for the first snowfall, to go out and play, toss

at you at a snowball built in a silly childish way.

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I'd sit down by the river, watch the boats go by and

stare at the heavens as the clouds pass on by.

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I'd catch snowflakes on my tongue and make silly

angels just for fun.

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I'd sit by the fireplace and snuggle close to you,

to hear your heart beat and allow your love to infuse.

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I'd roll down a hill as long as you were there waiting

at the bottom of the dreams that brought you here.

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I'd sing a silly song, dance all day with you and make

the world a better place by just being there with you.

What is success? when the heart speaks and the soul

follows you have successfully found love.

Your Lips To Mine

Press your lips to mine, taste the sweetness of you and I

when you are here with me and our lips are kissing.

Feel my hands gently trace the outline of your face,

and take it very slow, and let our love flow.

Soft and tender thighs, oh! it is no surprise how silky

the flesh and comfortable the breast.

Pulls you ever close to whisper in your ear,

how much I love you so and how I need you here.

My love is here for you, unconditionally for you, to

love tomorrow more than today.

I hear your heart beat and every breath you breathe,

it is all music, all music to me.

I want it to never end, the words of love I send, to

secure for all time the moments that made you mine.

My Sun Light On The Darkest Days

There is always an adjustment period to the spring ahead, fall back time change. The early onset of night brings a quick end to a day. Jokingly I refer to the bears who are smart enough to hibernate for winter. I thought hmmm that doesn't really sound like a bad idea. There is a crucial need for a certain amount of sun light in our life. The light stimulates life with is rays of energy. I think it was seventh grade science class that we learned about the levels of energy from the sun. Sounds like a space odyssey from gamma to cosmic to x ray , infrared and ultraviolet rays. It is no wonder that the sun plays such a crucial part in the creation and continual growth of life. With the shorter days and the lack of sun, I find myself lacking the energy during this readjustment period.

Love to is a force filled with energy, it can alter life in ways that few people ever take the time to think about. In my current feel sorry for me stage, I thought of the craving the flesh has for the pleasure of a simple touch. I placed my head upon the pillow, pulled the blanket up close and my mind traveled not quite like the speed of light, but I do know it was racing. The reoccurring memories seem to haunt my spirit to a state of frenzy. I think I might have cried myself to sleep, not sure of the moment when my subconscious took over.

It is obvious that negative energy feeds negative energy and like a weight tied to a bottomless boat the water dangerously floods. The people who surround us are like a force field that can either protect us, encourage us or the opposite and prevent us from feeling the rays of positive energy.

You found the smile,

gave me the dream,

holds my hand and

allows me to sing.

My wonderful friend,

the light of my soul,

the warmth in my heart

and the treasure I hold.

You stand by me,

given light to the dark,

remove the chill,

allow my soul to heal.

My partner in dreams,

my sweet memories,

directed to me,

beyond the stars and the sea.

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My sun light on the darkest of days,

my friend in the most amazing ways.

From the moment I wake up to your kiss,

till I fall fast asleep and dream of the arms I miss.

The Greastest Love

I woke unto the darkness and

my pillow I closely held,

for all the secrets I have

whispered the pillow never tells.

My eyes have yet to open

and yet I know the story well,

how dreams create the moment

and the heart like a sponge swells.

Memories accumulate and fall

like drops of rain, to waken up

the spirit and to the soul

the words of love ingrain.

I reached into the darkness

as a thousand days unfold

and found the hands of love

held tightly to my soul.

No tears to weigh the morning,

a smile is what I claim

as sunshine in the winter,

your love to my soul the same.

The greatest love is infinite in its power

to kiss the heart while embracing the soul.

Everyone

Everyone needs a little sunshine, everyone needs some love, pull me into your arms my darling because tonight I need to feel your hug. Everyone needs a little sunshine, everyone needs a little love, give to me that endless laughter everyone needs to feel that joy.

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I whisper songs of love to you,the words not many but a few, they're released from my soul as a reminder of all my love for you and only you. I love you beyond the heavens high, beyond all stars in the sky, I love you for the magic you bring and for the songs that only love can sing.

I whisper songs of love to you, the words not many but a few, they're released from my soul as a reminder of all my love for you and only you. I love you my darling, beyond all rivers wide, I love you forever, beyond the documentation of time.

I whisper songs of love to you, the words not many but a few, they're released from my soul as a reminder of all my love for you and only you. I love each memory we make, I love each breath with you I take, I love like no one before us, I love beyond walls the mountains made.

I whisper songs of love to you, the words not many but a few, they're released from my soul as a reminder of all my love for you and only you. I love the magic that I feel, I love the dreams of you, I love the day our souls came together and soared the mighty blue.

It is not an entitlement to lay claim upon another's soul, for the merging of spirits is the gift of the heavens in loves sweet embrace.

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There are times where I want to feel the embrace of your love, today I need to feel the embrace of your love...hold me.

The ardent desire to feel your embrace,leaves nothing to chance and everything to trace. Sweet serenade direct from the soul, sings to the heart, ...

Head on shoulder,

heart on sleeve,

simple reminder,

magical dreams,

heavens doorway,

souls response,

to love forever,

nothing by chance

Povestea noastra-Directia 5

We could indeed warm a winter day...


Our Story

A star from above was shown to us, but it is gone
I look for you again , late in the night
Near to the stars is where I want to be.

We will never know what had bond us,
When it suddenly end, how did we forget
All is left from us is our story, nothing else.
Is there someone who can believe in the past?

Lonely now, it is just me here,
Nobody in your place, Im always lonely
I look for you again, late in the night
Close to you is where I want to be.

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He resusitated my heart by blowing life into my soul.

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The Song of My Soul

I felt each raindrop,

the air crisp and cool and

under the harvest moon,

dreams took a hold.

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I spun in circles, I danced

with glee,my heart raced

to feel you, like a caged

cheetah set free.

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I felt each raindrop,

the air crisp and cool and

under the harvest moon,

dreams took a hold.

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The moment magical, the

dreams surreal, your loves

embraces is all that I

can feel.

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I felt each raindrop,

the air crisp and cool and

under the harvest moon,

dreams took a hold.

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The moment empowered the

dreams of yesterday to confront

tomorrow to bring lifes pleasures

our way.

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I felt each raindrop,

the air crisp and cool and

under the harvest moon

dreams took a hold.

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I knew today would come,

I knew it was for real, love

made of forever and dreams

where your all I can feel.

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I felt each raindrop,

the air crisp and cool and

under the harvest moon,

dreams took a hold.

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My eyes twinkled so, my

heart a story tells and released

from my soul a smile that

warms the hills.

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I felt each raindrop,

the air crisp and cool and

under the harvest moon,

dreams took a hold.

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There in the night sky like

angels in flight, the souls of

lovers soared to the highest

high.

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I felt each raindrop,

the air crisp and coll and

under the harvest moon,

dreams took a hold.

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You are going to have to remind me not to watch anymore chick flicks. Talk about an emotional roller coaster. Throughout the movie, the drama and the romance sent my mind a drift. I thought of the love in my life and what I felt were the most devastating of moments. It came down to a simple conversion, people either saw a glass half full or half empty. In the minds eye the thought of losing or the separation of love is unbearable. I then reminded myself that no one can take away love, they can't damage, destroy or remove that which is true love. In the essence of it all, we do become one, unified whole beings. I don't know what I would do without you, you have become such a mega force and a huge part of who I am. Comedy!!! That is it for sure next movie is most definitely going to be 100 percent comedy...I'm gonna laugh, laugh until I cry.

People always think there is this yes or no answers to life, that all we gotta do is want it bad enough and life turns out the way it should of from the beginning. It just doesn't work that way,

we have those stepping stones, that skip over place and time. Okay you can pass the tissue, wipes sniffles and curls up under blankets and kisses you good night.

My heart a music box in which you hold the key

and as you wind my love up the music plays to please.

My heart a music box in which you hold the key

and the melody a song meant for only you and me.

The streams gentle current and the mountain of fallen leaves is all the invitation needed to soothe the heart, ignite the soul and encourage the dream. In the most glorious of fall days, the sun met with the hills in a performance that revealed the most beautiful images of love.

Some bridges may be difficult to cross,

but that which the heart builds unites soul to soul .

Interlocking, crisscrossing, your love strengthens

the heart and soul with dreams.

I almost forgot how to dance, almost forgot how to sing,

until I pulled you close and felt your heart beat, it

put the zip back into the zing.

I almost forgot the steps, almost for forgot how to spin,

till you took my hand and spun me around and showed

me again how to live.

I almost forgot how to dream, almost forgot how to believe,

and then I closed my eyes and it was no surprise,your love

came flowing back to me.

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I understand and I don't for I am as close

as each beat of your heart and as distant as the sea is wide.

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It takes one cold weather day to make you appreciate a fair one.

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I am not sure what was more seductive, the gentle wind as it softened the sun's rays or the mesmerizing still waters as they reflected the silhouette of the bare branched trees of fall. It was the dry cushion of leaves that bedded along the stream which encouraged me to lay upon the earth and feel the intensity of the moment. The aura which belongs to nature revealed the perfection of a small corner of my world, one untouched by man. The heron fishing along the waters edge, cautiously took flight, and a pair of mated cardinals flit and fluttered from branch to branch. I felt one with my surroundings as if I were a part of the canvas in motion.

I can honesty say I had never felt a more peaceful or serene embrace. It was obvious the balance within earths perimeters created the images of paradise. The picturesque view cradled my spirit as it rocked my being and soothed my soul. The distant sounds began to fade and the silence fell only to be broken by my minds request for your companionship. Every step forward revealed the shadows of your being along side my very soul. I jumped from the boulder down to the shore line and felt your arms , I climbed the wall of rock and as I lost my step, I felt your hand reach out, I closed my eyes to dream and found you there with your heart open. I beg the moment to hold still as to infuse your love into my very soul and the moment responded by integrating reality and dreams.

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Window

I'm looking out the window just to

see, and found the world was looking

back at me, blue skies and a dream

or two, meant for me and you.

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I see the hills with fern of green,

a squirrel jumping from tree to tree,

your smile and the magic it brings,

in the window beside me.

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I'm looking out the window and to my

surprise, memories of you were

flooding my mind. Laughter the whole

day through and love that makes the

blue sky blue.

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The sun his hiding way up high, behind

the clouds in the sky, still I feel it shining

through, the sunshine that comes from

loving you.

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I'm looking out the window and that's no

lie, the glass reflected you and I. I turned

to see if you were near and I felt your

love appear.

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Chipper as the blue bird to the heavens taken flight,

the music of the moment filled with such delight.

My heart started dancing, my soul bellowed in song

and before I knew it, I was in the arms gentle yet strong.

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My spirit is giggling it feels the energy of love and makes

me feel so beautiful like an angel from above. Simple

maybe but to you I'm a Queen and that is pretty

obvious because you are my King.

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Chipper as the blue bird to the heavens taken flight,

the music of the moment filled with such delight.

My heart started dancing, my soul bellowed in song

and before I knew it, I was in the arms gentle yet strong.

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Something happened and I am not sure the why, the

darkness and gray disappeared from the sky. The

rain no longer falling, no worries on my mind, I

know through the years you never left myside.

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Chipper as the blue bird to the heavens taken flight,

the music of the moment filled with such delight.

My heart started dancing, my soul bellowed in song

and before I knew it, I was in the arms gentle yet strong.

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Our Bond

I looked around at all of you in me, from the shaking

of a snow globe to the sweetest memories. I smiled

and a tear came falling down, but this one is very

different, it's the joy in you I found.

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We laugh and we giggle and that is no dream, the

music of life, plays a song for you and me. The

words are easy to follow along, all you need to

do is feel the magic of our bond.

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I can' t stop the happiness nor hide the glee,

I can't stop your love from shining through me.

You bring to me hope for each new day and give

to me the memories that only love can make.

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I won't stop from singing, I wouldn't know how,

the music playing takes me to the clouds.

I find you're always waiting there, it's where

we can go and no one need be the wiser,

if your just didn't show.

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I can't stop the happiness nor hide the glee,

I can't stop your love from shining through me.

You bring to me hope for each new day and give

to me the memory that only love can make.

Life

This walk has a step all its own,

this walk I don't do all alone,

this walk is how you and I grow,

strolling through life with me.

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This dream brought you to me,

this dream taught my soul to sing,

this dream I know from memory,

come along and dream with me.