The wind blew and
the sun went down,
the night had followed
with snow to the ground.
It wasn't the want
it was more like need
that sowed the thoughts
and spun the dreams.
I wanted to tell you
to shout it out loud,
but time had passed
and silence was bound.
No tears had fallen
no words could be heard,
but a hello to the raven and
goodbye blue bird.
I saw and felt you there
even though it was a dream,
scrambled a bit was the story
that brought you here to me.
Agitated and yet peaceful
to share my day with you,
that I refuse to wake up
I am just living on memories.
With family all passed away I find myself holding on to memories. Dad always said, " no goodbyes, I'll be seeing ya." Maybe it's the holidays, the lame holiday movies or the music that has me looking back. Sometimes the holidays bring a sadness of its own. You can't run, you can't hide so you have to face the day.
I hopped on that passing cloud and
I found I pulled it down to the ground,
All that left is the foolish dreams
and your sweet memories.
From tears to smiles
and smiles to tears,
as I go about thinking of you
and wondering if you think
of me too?
The snow has fallen
and the hills are dressed in white.
all that I can see and feel
is your hand in mine.
I have aged a bit over the years
and still inside feel like I am sixteen,
that feeling you get from falling in love
never leaves this heart and soul of mine.
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I'll aways love you
and love you I do,
the magic that comes
when one and one is
no longer two.
There is a place I know is right,
I think about it day and night.
Under that star shining bright
is where my life gets its start.
I am lost as lost can be
when you're not here with me,
I find a smile upon my face
as I think about that first day.
The snow has fallen,
it now blankets the ground
as the birds have flown south
and the deer hang around.
Winter is upon us
as the darkness has its say,
I go about daydreaming
of those bright summer days.
Time is moving quickly
and older are we,
but nothing really changes
I love you in every way.
From day one
when you first said hello,
my heart began racing
as the love continued to grow.
I could send the whispers
to your ears alone,
but I doubt that you would hear
as you have let me go.
I go about the evening
as I have the night before,
imagining how different
life would be from the core.
I danced in the kitchen
with a smile upon my face,
as I thought about you
in my arms each day.
Foolish might I be
to want forevermore,
but one thing is certain
that we never know what's
in store.
There is no falling asleep
I keep on silly thoughts of love
and the happiness I gathered
from those passing clouds above.
Many things can leave us
and so much really does,
but nothing can take away
these feelings of love.
Till the sun no longer shines
and the wind in all its glory
fails to brush against my cheek
I will keep close your love.
The snow blankets the hills
and the darkness rules the day,
as I close my eyes the visual
of two souls merging as one appears.
Today, tomorrow and beyond all the time,
like the song yet to be sung
and the story that we fail to document
lives on through the celestial heavens.
One star above us shining bright
reveals a kind of magic
uniting both heart and soul
of two beings into one.
This is my forever and my
forever belongs to you,
Once more I close my eyes
in desperation to see you.
I don't think this heart of mine is ticking,
I feel like the stillness that stole the night.
I've said my goodbyes once to many times
and let the void borrow deep in my mind.
The challenges of life are many
time as they say" is passing way to fast"
I shouted out in the night
in hopes that you just might hear
the call to you, my love.
I made a promise
and my promise is real,
to document the emotions
from the love I feel.
It brightens my winter
makes each day feel like spring,
jumped started my heart and
taught it once more to sing.
I made a promise
and my promise is real,
to document the emotions
from the love I feel.
I took from the heavens
the script of our dreams
and with the pen called life
I penned in you and me.
I didn't go looking
nor did I expect to find,
the magic of our love
where two souls are
entwined.
They call that something
that can't be explained,
but I call it happiness
that gets me through the day.
Just a word upon a page
one story that remains,
life with you is not a game
it's the path that leads this way.
Like a buoy tossed out at sea
that is what you are to me,
you calm the very soul
as you've got this magic hold.
I'll never let you go
I think by now you must know,
love likes ours was meant to be
as the sevens sent down this dream.
Something comes over me
as if the Lords listened to my plea,
I won't go till you are in my arms
and we are dancing under the nightly
stars.
The world has such negativity
but you and I rise above to see,
feel my hand reaching out to you
we are closing the gap in the heavens
blue.
I'll love you till the end of time
the words were written in rhyme,
documenting what you mean to me
and setting our souls soaring free.
Like the sun you warm my heart
close the distance from a far,
when I think of you a smile appears
as if our souls connected really are
bonded dear.
Like the water rushes the rock
your love created a spark,
from the moment I felt you here
I knew that you really did care.
I held onto the magic sweet
the way you lift me off my feet,
I refuse to let you go,
every thought is like a first snow.
It might be the child in me
who still believes in dreams,
as I close my eyes to sleep
I take with me your memories.
Loving you, loving me
I give into this dream,
Like our star above
shouts out about our love.
Loving you, loving me
is how it was meant to be,
I have tried to understand
but it's all in God's hands.
Loving you, loving me
and my heart begins to sing,
as we dance on heavens high
you are in these arms of mine.
It's a song yet to be sung
unwritten words of love
from the day you said hello
I felt that joy in me grow.
Somethings can't be explained
like rain on a sunny day,
but this much I do know
I can't or won't let you go.
I find a certain amount of peace
just holding on to your memory,
the bonded visual of two
from the day I met you.
Somethings come and go
through acceptance I do know
that you have become a part of me
and that is a glimpse of eternity.
Expectations lead to disappointment,
love finds heartache at the door and
memories are all that surfaces
from the dreams of forevermore.
You promised the pain would fade
that I'd forget how much you mean to me,
as the years have quickly passed on,
I've found myself living on those dreams.
The tears are stored inside
held back so no one can see,
I take to my bedroom and
let those tears flow from me.
I know how the clown feels
walking around with a smile,
inside is a forever heartache
that resides deep in me.
The season takes charge
with snow, rain and cold,
as the darkness moves in
I'm feeling a bit old.
But I can't stop thinking
as my thoughts turn to you,
from the dance in the kitchen
to the city lights blue.
Somethings are necessarily
like taking a simple breath,
but the tears kept on falling
taking me to a deeper depth.
I tried to control it
but the emotions won out,
and I found myself lost
without a doubt.
The screams are in silence
and no one can hear,
the pain in my heart
when you are not here.
Life is but a challenge,
some may say it's a game,
where we are all but pieces
that take on each day.
Some may win or lose
and often do the bow,
but hold your head high
and trick them with a smile.
For joy is truly contagious
I have experienced it along the way,
sing and dance with laughter
in this life that's called a game.
You only feel heartache but once,
for harden the heart becomes,
as a shield of protection is placed
to prevent what once thought of as
love.
Foolish are the years
that had me holding on,
for I have wasted a lifetime
in a world lost without song.
I have carried a lifetime
somehow it was tucked inside,
sometimes filled with heartache
that toyed with the mind.
I saw a new beginning
and I grasped in hopes to find,
a chapter full of happiness
to replace the tears from inside.
To each their own story
a book from deep within,
chapter upon chapters
each page a day begins.
Life with many options
the choice is always ours,
from the moment we are born
till we meet our untimely end.
Tears have quickly fallen
emotion packed yet free,
within each tear a trial
like a ship that sails the sea.
There is no doubt that it's magic,
the love caught me by surprise
brought all my dreams to life
as I fell deeply for you.
My world changed forever
as it lifted me high on the clouds,
we danced closely all around
sharing moments of love with you.
They say lost love heals with time
or fades like a past memory or rhyme,
I found neither to ever be true
as I feel that same love for you.
You touched that part of me
allowing my soul to soar free,
to forget would be a painful loss
that kind of love can never be tossed.
I hold it in my heart
so that you and I will never part,
more than a simple memory
you became a true part of me.
The music was playing
and my mind raced to you,
my arms folded against my chest
and I was assured I was dancing
with you.
It might have been the love song
or the longing here for you,
but as if magic had empowered
I felt the love between me and you.
I won't deny it and
I can't let it go,
the love between us
has that eternal glow.
It brings a smile
to my face each morn
as I lay here thinking
what tomorrow has in store.
It has to be better
than being alone,
as I go about dreaming
what you already know.
I know for certain
those little things we share
come from the heart
revealing how much you care.
I reached out into the darkness
as I have done many times before,
desperately trying to hold on
to that sweet love of yours.
There are so many chapters
from that very first hello,
that I find myself wondering
where did the time go.
Something is awfully peaceful
in the connection between us two,
as it comes with complete acceptance
of the love that grew between me
and you.
Right outside my window
the moon is full and bright
shining down upon us
while uniting you with me.
I think about you often
wondering where you are,
wherever your path leads
with you goes my heart.
