Pain

 The season takes charge

with snow, rain and cold, 

as the darkness moves in 

I'm feeling a bit old. 

But I can't stop thinking

as my thoughts turn to you, 

from the dance in the kitchen

to the city lights blue. 

Somethings are necessarily 

like taking a simple breath, 

but the tears kept on falling

taking me to a deeper depth.

I tried to control it

but the emotions won out,

and I found myself lost

without a doubt. 

The screams are in silence

and no one can hear, 

the pain in my heart 

when you are not here.