Good Morning Sunshine

Life is an on going classroom with each day providing new lessons. Trials and triumphs, the substance of each chapter. I find that respect of diversity allows a person to grow. Knowing that we each have our own rung on the ladder. It is the similarities and differences within each of us , that both brings us together and keeps us apart.
Yesterday was a true celebration of spring, the weather was as near perfect as it could be. Just the right amount of sunshine, soft gentle breeze and blue skies. It brought people from all walks of life together in the celebration of the wild onion called ramps. One of the first true signs that spring is underway.
The weekend was so busy that I had little time to think, but the irony is that after the weekend ended,  I was given a clarity of thought. As I ponder on yesterdays long gone and what my tomorrows will bring, I find myself puttering through the reality of life and love. It is with retrospect that I look back at a journey that was indeed filled with many lessons of life. In many ways it was as if I were rereading the same chapters of life over and over. This is where the clarity came in, stuck right in the middle of I. I consisted of my heart, emotions, love, hope and faith with an eternal will. I'll call  it what it is, there I was for so many years trapped in the chapter titled denial. As I review past and present chapters with much more clarity than ever before, I am now more capable of skipping through the book, ending a few chapters and moving forward in writing a new one. Life by all means is filled with more than a few hello and goodbye's.

Goodbye Yesterday

I can't changed my yesterdays,
they're all a part of me
Lessons that I carry
for all eternity.

Life is a poem,
with and without rhyme,
written in the heart
scripted to the mind.

I gaze out the window
like many times before,
knowing that tomorrow
has so much in store.

It is the strangers in our life,
that lead us on our way,
with reminders that love
warms like the sun's rays.


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Good morning sunshine,
it's a  bright new day,
filled with laughter and
the love that just won't fade.

I am so ever grateful,
truthful as can be
that I have walked this earth
and you walked it with me.

Hello Sunshine, Good Morning Blue!

Sings>Hello sunshine,
good morning blue, I am
waking up early and I'm
thinking of you.

Good bye rain drops, no
sadness today, I'm holding
your love and I'll never let
it get away.

I'm awake and dreaming,
happy as can be, wondering
if you are thinking of me.

Do you know I love you,
more with each passing day?
If you don't know it, I'll
sing a little louder today.

Singing darling I love you,
and I want you to know,
that you mean so much,
and in my heart you grow.

Hello sunshine, good morning
blue,  I'm waking up early and
I'm thinking of you. 



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Without Your Love

I've got everything, I have what dreams bring,

I have your love in me, just the way it was mean't to be.

It matters little what a lost soul may believe, for you have been guided and in my heart you shall stay, for I have felt your love from the very first day.

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I hear the music and I'm waiting by chance, that you will return and we will dance. I feel the love and I feel the joy of living and loving each day with you.

If the sun loses all energy and no longer blazes high,it will have no affect upon my heart for I will love you beyond the end of time

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I was reading passages that I had written over the years, it was obvious that they are the words spoken by my heart and soul. In some ways maybe more then I would like to admit, the prose and poetry are the voice of silence. I'll try to explain what is I have felt and feel the best way I can. In the day to day humdrum moments of life, we go about fulfilling the expectations that others place upon us and sometimes even those that we place on ourself. I use to see it as a responsibility to the web, the web being the network of people who are woven together into a mass. If we cut lose the web and set our soul free, there begins the journey beyond the silence, where both the heart and soul are give the voice to speak through the magic of the written word.

Happiness has always been at the center of the search for the greatest of experiences. In the many interpretations of happiness, you find that as important as it is to achieve it varies from individual to individual. I believe the ultimate experience is one that is shared. The sharing of moment can be so minor and yet bring such joy to the heart and soul. Well I am sure people are thinking that is easy enough! It would be easy if were honest to ourself, truthful and followed that truth, because at there very moment we would of honesty we would be sharing the most delicate of weave that which is stitched into our very being.

As I moved forward one step at a time into the cool pool water, I felt the satisfaction that comes from lowering the body temperature and I felt the sun on my face and I was mesmerized by the movement of water as it reflected off the rays of the sun. It was almost as if everything around me for that moment disappeared and I was one beyond earths hold. That is exactly how I feel when I share a moment with you, everything disappears and you and I become one separate from our surroundings. We endure our earthly experience simply so that we may expand on the secrets of life to achieve and over all willingness to excel beyond our trials to feel that magnificent infusion of love.

Our goal to achieve the ultimate in happiness and to bring the ultimate in happiness to those we love. Breaking through the wall like barriers placed by time, I smiled, giggled till I laughed and felt your love bring to me the pleasure of sharing in our very own happiness. Each day I hunger for more and more of you and dream of spending all of life making you happy. That is all I ever wanted, that is all I need, to kiss you good morning and kiss you good night..."you make me so very happy, I'm so glad you've come into my life"

I Have Your Love

\I have everything imaginable, a treasure deep and wide, I call it the gift of love and it's shared by you and I. Like a thousand rose gardens all blooming at one time, that is the power of love and which our hearts dine. I have the sun shine in the morning, the stars in the night, the magic of you which gives the darkness light. I have the river, the mountains and the sea, I have everything from earth to the heavens as circles back to me. I have everything imaginable, everything a person could dream, because I have your love and your love lives in me.

My Heart Only Sings of You and I

My heart is yours to do as you please and all that I ask is that you don' toss it to the sea.Embrace my love from spring until fall and again from the first snowflake and through the deep winter thaw. La, la, la, la no lullaby, my heart only sings of the love of you and I. La la la la, no lullaby, my heart only sings of the love of you and I.

My heart is yours to do as you dream and all that I ask it that you don't break it please. It's as magical as the castles in the sky where you are the King and I the partner by your side. Dance my love, just dance with me, in our very own castle of make believe. La la la la, no lullaby, my heart only sings of the love of you and I. La la la la , no lullaby, my heart only sings of the love of you and I.

Without your love there is an emptiness that dwells inside and a loneliness that surfaces and I can't possibly hide.The darkness which swallows the sky so blue, as it makes me yearn that much more for you.

Without your love, I am a empty vessel with no where

to go, like a ship lost at sea, alone and in disbelief.

Imagine a butterfly without her wings, as she

spirals helplessly without a voice to sing.

Without your love I am half of what I could be,

a shell without and inside to dream. The days

are long and madness seems to dwell as if

I stand at the gates of hell.

Without your love,nothings really seems to matter,

without the dreams, my heart is all but shattered.

I need you so, more than you will ever know,as

your the sunshine which brightens my day.

Without your love an ache takes a hold of my

heart and I feel as far away as the nightly stars.

I need you here with me, day and night for the

rest of my life to make the moment right.

Without your love there is no meaning to the

day and the dreams happiness begin to fade,

I stand awaiting your most precious love

as if like rain falls from the heavens above.

Without your love I fall into the abyss

and all that can save me is your tender

kiss. So I close my eyes once more and

I feel your love, from the one who I adore.

Without your love,nothing feels right,

as I need what you give just to live,

to feel the joy set free, your love is

what I need.

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My dreams are always the same,

I know many think it sounds lame,

but all I live is for your embrace

and to hold you face to face.

My dreams are always the same,

I know many think it sounds lame,

but all I need is your love and to

be the one who holds your heart.

My dreams are always the same,

I now many think it sounds lame,

but if you reach to hold my hand

I guarantee I'll not let go.

My dreams are always the same,

I know many think it sounds lame,

but all I need is just one look into

the those beautiful eyes.

My dreams are always the same,

I know many think it sounds lame,

but this is I need you to know

that I'll always love you so.

My dreams are always the same,

I know many think it sounds lame,

but each moment was meant for

you and I hear on earth and

in the heavens high.

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He who cast one shadow of doubt

has yet to feel the power of love.

Behind Those Rain Clouds

Are emotions responsible for tears behind the eyes? What are our emotions? The dictionary states it as an affective state of consciousness in which joy, sorrow, fear, hate, or the like, is experienced, as distinguished from cognitive and volitional states of consciousness. The tears are the lingering emotions which have not been reasoned with. I thought about the first time I realize they existed and it occurred to me it was from the very first time I held back my emotions and allowed others to lead me, rather than standing up for myself. I believe our response to life masters all emotions.
I leaned back in my comfy desk chair and gazed out the window. The rain had given the hills a weepy dark green canvas, one which seem to reach out and pull me into the world of dreams. The darkened sky and the heavy rains set the mood and I felt as if fell into the pit of what if, what if , what if? What if I had found the courage to stand up for what I believe sooner, what differences in my life, what changes might have occurred? Would the inevitable have been sooner? So many questions, so few answers.
My body quivered from the chill which raced through my body. The path traveled revealed my own weakness and through the ongoing journey allowed me to experience as I strengthened from my inner spirit out. I could since sense a mild case of tears behind the eyes and I held back from speaking out loud as I wondered to myself, what do they mean? what do they represent? As if a book had opened in front of me and there was a list, my beliefs, needs, wants, desire, and happiness and on the opposite page was the beliefs, needs, wants, desire and happiness of everyone else. As we move forward we realize we are students of life, experiencing the lessons of a long and winding journey.

Delicately entwined are the colors of life.

Behind those rain clouds...

Behind those rain clouds, beyond each drop of rain, the sun is still shining on this dark day. The blue bird singing, I'm listening to him now, he sings about the blue beyond those dark clouds.
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Behind those rain clouds, beyond each drop of rain, the sun is still shining on this dark day. I felt it in my heart, with just the thought of you and it made me smile at the baby sky blue.
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Behind those rain clouds, beyond each drop of rain, the sun is still shining on this dark day. I saw it in your eyes, the reflection of your soul, took my heart and made a really tight hold.
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Behind those rain clouds, beyond each drop of rain, the sun is still shining on this dark day. Felt your kisses sent via the wind and it touched my spirit from deep within.
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Behind those rain clouds, beyond each drop of rain, the sun is still shining on this dark day. Painted a rainbow, clear across the sky, to connect our love through the heart, soul and mind.
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Behind those rain clouds, beyond each drop of rain, the sun is still shining on this dark day. It is the moment, your warm embrace, as your love cascades through the sun rays.

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Ultimate Freedom

Rays of Sun

Sings> I don't know how you do it, but you the gave the morning a smile. Touched my heart and gently embraced it from across the many miles.

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I don't know how you you do it, choreographing every dream. Placing lovers strategically in the most romantic scenes.

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I don't know how you do it, controlling all those clouds, sending them one by one my way morning, noon and night.

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I don't know how you do it, but I feel it in my soul, the dance of life so meticulously performed in the most loving hold.

My Friend

I didn’t wanna wake up this morning, I didn’t wanna get out of bed. Snuggling with my pillow, I heard a good morning hello and here I am with you.
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I didn’t wanna wake up this morning, I didn’t wanna get out of bed. Dark as can be till you sent to me,the blue, blue skies through the trees.
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I didn’t’ wanna wake up this morning, I didn’t wanna get out of bed.Warming to the dreams of those rerun scenes, under the blankets my friend.
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I didn’t wanna wake up this morning, I didn’t wanna get out of bed. Trapped in a moment and we replayed a sonnet and that is all that was said.
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I didn’t wanna wake up this morning,I didn’t wanna get out of bed. A whisper did I hear commanding me there and I rolled on over and said......I woke up this morning and I couldn’t hide the warm feelings, that you are here and I am there.... side by side my friend.