My Soul on canvas, "Pictorial Prose": In my Heart

Thursday, May 08, 2008

In my Heart

What is in my heart?

Many layers one upon the other creates a nest of hope and faith for each day is like no other. Woven tightly in a warm embrace love was first to be found, as it secured a place in my dreams, with desire laced more tightly by the hour. The closer you allow your soul, the more that you will see that what is in my heart is the most beautiful reflection, the bond of you and me.

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I was on prison release today, that is surely what it felt like. The magic of Greene is that it hasn't quite caught up with the rest of the world. You can travel for many miles without another car in either direction. The rain steady, tapered between a light sprinkle and then a on again off again heavy pour. My windshield wipers kept this cool rocking motion as they cleared the pounding of rain upon from the front window. The highway 218 cuts through the hills leading deep into backhills of West Virigina. The whole ride I kept thinking of you saying ah I wish I had my camera, I want to share the landscape, the horses grazing in the valley, the orchards in full bloom, the peacock eating out of my hand and the sun struggling to break through the dark and heavy clouds.
It was a sense of peace and tranquility and a true pleasure as I conversed with the owner of the newly opened winery and carefree enjoyed viewing the various gardens filled with the most fragrant of spring flowers. There was a complete freedom, a joy that I had not experienced. I traveled alone a little more each time, expanding and exploring and most of all making decisions along the way. The magic of it all was that I was absorbing like a well dried out sponge everything that crossed my path as if my mind were truly photographing the moment.
I cried for a few moments as I thought of the struggles in life that were created by my own choices and then quickly they faded as I new just like the vehicle I was driving was moving forward, I to was moving in a direction that was both positive and exciting.
Again this feeling of confidence came over me and after and hour of driving, I turned around to head back home, as I ran up the steps I was anxious to share with you my moments in the day, as I began to write tears again began to fall, not of sadness ,but of an accomplishment in the exploration of a new days journey.

In my mind, in my heart and right here next my soul...awaiting your arms embrace... how could I not love you.

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Light Up The Cloud

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your heart to mine,
rhythmic they beat,
spinning in circles
to memories.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Stars above us,
in the night of calm,
where we dance as one
all night long.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your lips of sweet,
pressed gently to mine,
sharing a moment
please stand still time.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Not Only in My Dreams

Singing>I wanna hold you forever, I wanna make dreams come true.I wanna love you like no other and make you love me to.Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no! I wanna create our eternity, where you are holding me.

I wanna feel you inside me, I wanna dance the night away.I wanna make you need me .... the way that I need you....Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no!. I wanna create our eternity , where you are holding on to me.

Not only in my dreamssss

Lyrics by Rachel Charlotte Miller

The Dance in the clouds

Welcome to Prose, my daily escape, where sweet fantasy mingles with reality, to create the magical land of romance.
Dreams.....

1.
a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.
2.
the sleeping state in which this occurs.
3.
an object seen in a dream.
4.
an involuntary vision occurring to a person when awake.
5.
a vision voluntarily indulged in while awake; daydream; reverie.
6.
an aspiration; goal; aim: A trip to Europe is his dream.
7.
a wild or vain fancy.
8.
something of an unreal beauty, charm, or excellence. –verb (used without object)
9.
to have a dream.
10.
to indulge in daydreams or reveries: He dreamed about vacation plans when he should have been working.
11.
to think or conceive of something in a very remote way (usually fol. by of): I wouldn't dream of asking them. –verb (used with object)
12.
to see or imagine in sleep or in a vision.
13.
to imagine as if in a dream; fancy; suppose.
14.
to pass or spend (time) in dreaming (often fol. by away): to dream away the afternoon. –adjective
15.
most desirable; ideal: a dream vacation. —Verb phrase
16.
dream up, to form in the imagination; devise: They dreamed up the most impossible plan.
Close your eyes and open your heart, and step into my world where the clouds carry us through the night sky to the awaiting sun lit mornings. ...

Soul Mates

Most people relate to the study of Greek mythology, the magical stories of the heavens and the gods that ruled them. Zeus the God of Gods, ruler of the universe struck bolts of thunder down upon mortal man. The myth that humans were combined of four arms and four legs and a single head made of two faces which struck fear into the Gods, caused Zeus to split them in half. Zeus Condemned split souls to spend eternity searching for the other half that would complete them giving them the energy and power.
In our modern day era there is all kinds of talk of searching for soul mates, a loosely used term for finding the person who has the perfect fit. Soul mates could be defined as very dear friends who have a strong bond, two people who walk in harmony, a life lasting connection, spiritual companions, twin flames that burn as one, one that has an extreme , positive influence over another or in a more romantic way some have referred to soul mates as the reuniting of
split souls.
There is no doubt in my mind that an energy does exist between people, on a scientific note, they would break it down to mere adrenaline. I believe soul mates are much deeper, it is the equilibrium that causes an inner balance of happiness.
In our society there are the expected norms, dating marriage, love an life that we are somehow predestined to perform. As you look around you find that rarely do people find such a perfection connection. In my mind is a view of all the perfect weddings that I had attended to find that very few lasted the miles.
In the bonding of a soul mate, both must be standing on common ground, that which feels comfortable and in a state of normalcy. Each knows the others moments of weakness as well as days of strength and brings out the best in all situations. The positive cognation from one partner to the next creates a platform of encouragement, promoting one to strive for better, to create a desire.
In a bond of two inner spirits there is no demand set upon the souls, but an understanding that speaks without words. Emotions rise up from the flames to possess the energy of desire and create lasting moments that lift and bond two into one.
What is the possibility that two people will find such a positive energy of attraction, both in the spiritual and physical sense? I can address no formal number to the combination of a puzzle that interlocks two souls.
Do I believe soul mates exist? I in every sense of the word believe there is a connection from one human to another that is above the normal expectation. The interaction of souls is rare and gifted with trust, respect, faith and love. The crucial ingredients must be met with self first before they can be shared with another human being. Standing at the gateway of self respect, allow faith and the trust in oneself guide you to Love.