My Soul on canvas, "Pictorial Prose": New Years Resolutions

Saturday, December 29, 2007

New Years Resolutions

It's the time of year that we scan the past and starting looking forward to a new year. As I reflect on past years resolutions, I find they have one common goal to be better in one way or another then the previous years. Unfortunately we set ourselves up to fail once to many as we try to obtain goals that are far from our reach. This year is very different, I don't feel the temptation to make a resolution of weight loss, or any specific challenge. This year I want to step forward in everything I do being truthful or shall I say completely honest with myself. What do I expect to find in this newly excepted wisdom? I believe that through this unveiling of emotion I will be capable of moving on without the additional stress that comes with fitting into everyones preconceived notion of who we are or who we should be, or where our life should lead.
This new freedom of thought shall be free of limitations, instead granting the potential to stand inside out and to obtain more of who I am on a even grandeur scale. I will sort my wants from my needs, love from lust, happiness from sadness and I will like the seeds of the dandelion blowing in the wind set free all that has restrained my soul. From this day forward I will express my own strength and weakness, not as a form of acceptance but to express, motivate and create my own path. I will not in anyway limit my own abilities, as each day I will use the untapped source of energy to not improve but to establish my being.

I promise that today I shall move forward and neither will I be restrained by circumstances, nor fall victim to those who seek to control. I am worthy of more and more is the expression of love that is seen in all of the world. More is respect, trust for I am worthy of being loved as I love. I will meet each days commitment with the excitement that life is deserving of. For the true gift was given at birth and it is up to us to seek and create in a knowledgeable way an expansion pack on the road we travel.My emotions may trigger my vulnerablity or lead me to the first path of truth.

I will not fear change for the more we learn the more we grow,

and the less inept we will be in meeting our challenges.

First truth ... I am afraid... except when your here,then I am as powerful as the mythlogocial Gods who rule the universe.

Second truth I cannot hate anyone but I do feel a sense of pity, for they fail to see the beauty in this wonderful planet we call home or the untimely birth of a newly born fawn or as I the view magic of a traffic jam .... oh I love bonus time!!!!!!!!!!!

Third Truth.. I can't sleep tonight because I am missing you.

Fourth Truth... I knew better and I still did... does it make me a bad person? I don't believe so, maybe a needy person lol

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Light Up The Cloud

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your heart to mine,
rhythmic they beat,
spinning in circles
to memories.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Stars above us,
in the night of calm,
where we dance as one
all night long.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your lips of sweet,
pressed gently to mine,
sharing a moment
please stand still time.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Not Only in My Dreams

Singing>I wanna hold you forever, I wanna make dreams come true.I wanna love you like no other and make you love me to.Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no! I wanna create our eternity, where you are holding me.

I wanna feel you inside me, I wanna dance the night away.I wanna make you need me .... the way that I need you....Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no!. I wanna create our eternity , where you are holding on to me.

Not only in my dreamssss

Lyrics by Rachel Charlotte Miller

The Dance in the clouds

Welcome to Prose, my daily escape, where sweet fantasy mingles with reality, to create the magical land of romance.
Dreams.....

1.
a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.
2.
the sleeping state in which this occurs.
3.
an object seen in a dream.
4.
an involuntary vision occurring to a person when awake.
5.
a vision voluntarily indulged in while awake; daydream; reverie.
6.
an aspiration; goal; aim: A trip to Europe is his dream.
7.
a wild or vain fancy.
8.
something of an unreal beauty, charm, or excellence. –verb (used without object)
9.
to have a dream.
10.
to indulge in daydreams or reveries: He dreamed about vacation plans when he should have been working.
11.
to think or conceive of something in a very remote way (usually fol. by of): I wouldn't dream of asking them. –verb (used with object)
12.
to see or imagine in sleep or in a vision.
13.
to imagine as if in a dream; fancy; suppose.
14.
to pass or spend (time) in dreaming (often fol. by away): to dream away the afternoon. –adjective
15.
most desirable; ideal: a dream vacation. —Verb phrase
16.
dream up, to form in the imagination; devise: They dreamed up the most impossible plan.
Close your eyes and open your heart, and step into my world where the clouds carry us through the night sky to the awaiting sun lit mornings. ...

Soul Mates

Most people relate to the study of Greek mythology, the magical stories of the heavens and the gods that ruled them. Zeus the God of Gods, ruler of the universe struck bolts of thunder down upon mortal man. The myth that humans were combined of four arms and four legs and a single head made of two faces which struck fear into the Gods, caused Zeus to split them in half. Zeus Condemned split souls to spend eternity searching for the other half that would complete them giving them the energy and power.
In our modern day era there is all kinds of talk of searching for soul mates, a loosely used term for finding the person who has the perfect fit. Soul mates could be defined as very dear friends who have a strong bond, two people who walk in harmony, a life lasting connection, spiritual companions, twin flames that burn as one, one that has an extreme , positive influence over another or in a more romantic way some have referred to soul mates as the reuniting of
split souls.
There is no doubt in my mind that an energy does exist between people, on a scientific note, they would break it down to mere adrenaline. I believe soul mates are much deeper, it is the equilibrium that causes an inner balance of happiness.
In our society there are the expected norms, dating marriage, love an life that we are somehow predestined to perform. As you look around you find that rarely do people find such a perfection connection. In my mind is a view of all the perfect weddings that I had attended to find that very few lasted the miles.
In the bonding of a soul mate, both must be standing on common ground, that which feels comfortable and in a state of normalcy. Each knows the others moments of weakness as well as days of strength and brings out the best in all situations. The positive cognation from one partner to the next creates a platform of encouragement, promoting one to strive for better, to create a desire.
In a bond of two inner spirits there is no demand set upon the souls, but an understanding that speaks without words. Emotions rise up from the flames to possess the energy of desire and create lasting moments that lift and bond two into one.
What is the possibility that two people will find such a positive energy of attraction, both in the spiritual and physical sense? I can address no formal number to the combination of a puzzle that interlocks two souls.
Do I believe soul mates exist? I in every sense of the word believe there is a connection from one human to another that is above the normal expectation. The interaction of souls is rare and gifted with trust, respect, faith and love. The crucial ingredients must be met with self first before they can be shared with another human being. Standing at the gateway of self respect, allow faith and the trust in oneself guide you to Love.