My Soul on canvas, "Pictorial Prose": sorrow

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Thursday, June 27, 2024

My feelings were in a bit of turmoil

as I listened to the haunting songs,

my mind drifted to a time and place

feeling the warmth of your spirit.

The tears rolled down my cheek

as I thought of the wasted years.

I closed my eyes and allowed

my soul to soar beyond this earthly

prison.

I reached out as if I could feel you

reaching back in some magical way,

as if my thought I could bring you here

and this pillow we would once more share.

How could silence break all barriers of sound?

Was it the ache within my heart that cried for you?

I stopped for a moment erases these thoughts

free your mind, hold my hand, soar high above the heavens.

I couldn't move , I lay there still as the night

caught up in some foolish daydream,

What is it the tempts the heart and soul

and at the same time pushes it away?

Running, running and my feet have yet to move,

weighted down by my wants and needs.

I stumbled in the darkness

releasing my inner being through each tear.

Free me, love me, hold me, don't let go,

can you hear me or is it the silence that rules?

Dreams are the device in which I escape,

once more if only in my dreams I am laying

in your arms.

Saturday, April 10, 2021

Sorrow

From the mountain to the sea,

from the river yonder those trees.

My heart is racing with thoughts

conjured up in a dream.

Rainbows don't last

they always fade away,

unlike our star in the sky

it's there for another day.

I'm a fool for believing

I know it can't be real,

these emotions that have

my heart standing still.

Like a penny in a wishing well

there is no way to escape,

I am not sure if it's wants or

a boggle up kind of need.

The silence speaks the loudest

as it toils with the mind,

playing games with my heart

fiddling through time.

Chapters are written

and the pen was always mine,

I made a choice to script

your soul here next to mine.

I quivered at the notion,

the chill raced from inside

as I wiped the tear drops

resetting the hands of time.

Once the day has passed

another one begins,

I think of you my sweet love

and how we'll meet again.

If I the cause of a fallen tear, a lash to the heart, a scar to the soul, then I shall join and weep shall we of the darkness cast and stale windless sea. Gloom filled stagnant pool of fear created the waters to drown us here. Cold and rough separates the land and yet I still can feel your hand. Grasping mercifully this my plea, to lift me from my fallen knee. A chill that weakens from inside, forces me to run and hide. Hard like crystal and yet reflects the light of love, the warmth of souls, the mystery that still unfolds. Lay your head upon my breast, gentle soft with out life's test. Unlock the gates of despair and let the sadness free from here. Together we shall take flight, like an eagle who rules the blue sky. Above the winds and many clouds, beyond the barriers of the mind. One to one this bond was formed and nothing can break what God has born. Love and caring, warm and true, a friendship of many a hue.

Sunday, January 19, 2014

An Empty Heart is a Loveless Soul

I wrote a poem a while back, a stanza out of it went like this " I don't need you to feel complete, I know I can stand on my own two feet, it's the walk beside me that compliments me." Yet as humans we all have basic needs. Though it does seem that some people have greater needs than others and of course there is those who seem to function with very little. I find it difficult at times to find a replacement for all that is missing in my life. The lack of intmacy, love, romance and the desire for a loving companionship leaves a void. Thinking through life I find that very little really matters if we cannot complete the pyramid of life. The security, sense of oneness with another and the basic desires like trust, happiness and the mutual sharing of a day help to unite heart and soul. I asked my heart" tell me true, what waits in the heavens blue?" "Will tomorrow a beginning bring or is the darkness the voice that sings?" To my questions there was no reply, the response was silence that toyed with the mind. Weary, I looked but could not see,for time the ruler ends the dreams. ~

Monday, February 25, 2013

...and bring you here.

Overwhelmed am I
hanging on a cloud,
dreaming of you
holding with my mind.

The stars are falling,
the moon shy's away,
the sun no longer shining
without you in my day.

My heart is weary,
my soul reveals despair,
as I try to move the mountains
and bring you here.

The field of daisy,
the hills I have climbed,
the storms of each season,
tease the spirit and the mind.

Running in circles,
nowhere to go,
heart racing faster
and my feet are awfully
slow.

Everyday I write another poem with
words of love because I am all alone.
Dreams to replace the nightmares,
happiness is when someone cares.

Every thought is always of you and
a summer day under skies of blue.
Strolling by the rocky river side
imagining you walking in my mind.

~

Light Up The Cloud

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your heart to mine,
rhythmic they beat,
spinning in circles
to memories.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Stars above us,
in the night of calm,
where we dance as one
all night long.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your lips of sweet,
pressed gently to mine,
sharing a moment
please stand still time.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Not Only in My Dreams

Singing>I wanna hold you forever, I wanna make dreams come true.I wanna love you like no other and make you love me to.Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no! I wanna create our eternity, where you are holding me.

I wanna feel you inside me, I wanna dance the night away.I wanna make you need me .... the way that I need you....Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no!. I wanna create our eternity , where you are holding on to me.

Not only in my dreamssss

Lyrics by Rachel Charlotte Miller

The Dance in the clouds

Welcome to Prose, my daily escape, where sweet fantasy mingles with reality, to create the magical land of romance.
Dreams.....

1.
a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.
2.
the sleeping state in which this occurs.
3.
an object seen in a dream.
4.
an involuntary vision occurring to a person when awake.
5.
a vision voluntarily indulged in while awake; daydream; reverie.
6.
an aspiration; goal; aim: A trip to Europe is his dream.
7.
a wild or vain fancy.
8.
something of an unreal beauty, charm, or excellence. –verb (used without object)
9.
to have a dream.
10.
to indulge in daydreams or reveries: He dreamed about vacation plans when he should have been working.
11.
to think or conceive of something in a very remote way (usually fol. by of): I wouldn't dream of asking them. –verb (used with object)
12.
to see or imagine in sleep or in a vision.
13.
to imagine as if in a dream; fancy; suppose.
14.
to pass or spend (time) in dreaming (often fol. by away): to dream away the afternoon. –adjective
15.
most desirable; ideal: a dream vacation. —Verb phrase
16.
dream up, to form in the imagination; devise: They dreamed up the most impossible plan.
Close your eyes and open your heart, and step into my world where the clouds carry us through the night sky to the awaiting sun lit mornings. ...

Soul Mates

Most people relate to the study of Greek mythology, the magical stories of the heavens and the gods that ruled them. Zeus the God of Gods, ruler of the universe struck bolts of thunder down upon mortal man. The myth that humans were combined of four arms and four legs and a single head made of two faces which struck fear into the Gods, caused Zeus to split them in half. Zeus Condemned split souls to spend eternity searching for the other half that would complete them giving them the energy and power.
In our modern day era there is all kinds of talk of searching for soul mates, a loosely used term for finding the person who has the perfect fit. Soul mates could be defined as very dear friends who have a strong bond, two people who walk in harmony, a life lasting connection, spiritual companions, twin flames that burn as one, one that has an extreme , positive influence over another or in a more romantic way some have referred to soul mates as the reuniting of
split souls.
There is no doubt in my mind that an energy does exist between people, on a scientific note, they would break it down to mere adrenaline. I believe soul mates are much deeper, it is the equilibrium that causes an inner balance of happiness.
In our society there are the expected norms, dating marriage, love an life that we are somehow predestined to perform. As you look around you find that rarely do people find such a perfection connection. In my mind is a view of all the perfect weddings that I had attended to find that very few lasted the miles.
In the bonding of a soul mate, both must be standing on common ground, that which feels comfortable and in a state of normalcy. Each knows the others moments of weakness as well as days of strength and brings out the best in all situations. The positive cognation from one partner to the next creates a platform of encouragement, promoting one to strive for better, to create a desire.
In a bond of two inner spirits there is no demand set upon the souls, but an understanding that speaks without words. Emotions rise up from the flames to possess the energy of desire and create lasting moments that lift and bond two into one.
What is the possibility that two people will find such a positive energy of attraction, both in the spiritual and physical sense? I can address no formal number to the combination of a puzzle that interlocks two souls.
Do I believe soul mates exist? I in every sense of the word believe there is a connection from one human to another that is above the normal expectation. The interaction of souls is rare and gifted with trust, respect, faith and love. The crucial ingredients must be met with self first before they can be shared with another human being. Standing at the gateway of self respect, allow faith and the trust in oneself guide you to Love.