Gotta keep busy,
to keep you off my mind.
Keep on looking forward,
no longer back in time.
Gotta let it go and
free this soul of mine.
There are a lot of ways to imprison,
when messing with the mind.
I'm taking control and not letting go,
no longer letting emotions to flow.
Just like the waters current is fast
and other times it trickles as the
journey is vast.
I could say goodbye a million times,
but some how you never leave my mine.
writing " The End" on our story
has no place in this book.
I tried to turn away
to look beyond yesterday,
but I find that I always
come back to you.
I could say goodbye a million times
but somehow you never leave my mine.
You are always here with me
in all my nightly dreams.
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Don't take my love and abuse it,
I won't allow you to just use it,
don't ya know what it means to me
it's not simply a foolish dream.
Don't take my love and abuse it,
I won't allow you to just use it,
it comes from within my heart
and it's been there from the start.
Don't take my love and abuse it,
I won't allow you to just use it,
I'd rather you walk away than
to allow the pain inside me to stay.
Don't take my love and abuse it
I won't allow you to just use it,
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I don't care what you say
and I don't care what you do,
all I know is that I love you
and time has nothing on me and you.
I don't care where the road leads
or if circles me back to here,
as long as you are in my heart
I'll be living in every word I share.
I don't care what you say
adn I don't care what you do,
all I know is that I love you
and time has nothing on me and you.
When I need to see you here,
I close my eyes and there you are.
Comforting in so many ways,
the visuals are always so clear.
I feel you in the touch of the wind
there is never a stories end,
for you are here in my heart
where you've been from the start.
When I hear your voice
like a song it always toys,
messing with this heart of mine
it stops the hands of time.
No matter where we go
what we do or what we know,
there will always be a place
in heavens space.
Singing sweet words of love
bring you so near to me,
once more I close my eyes
to see you there in my dreams.
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I feel your presence around me
as your laughter haunts the night,
touching me in this most unique way
I think the Lord has given me sight.
The gifts of life only foretell of a
forever love and a magical spell,
that cast a light upon you and I
in a story that we have yet to tell.
The whispers from my lips
come to you through each kiss,
to remind you of a love
that the soul can't dismiss.
It's some kind of dream
where I can't let you go,
the feelings inside of me,
continue to grow.
I'm reaching in the dark
wishing you were here,
taking my hand in yours
as in your eyes I stare.
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This must be memories
that haunt the night,
messing with my heart
bringing visions to life.
I don't think it's quite fair
these feelings that I have,
as I imagine you must
be having the last laugh.
The dreams are awfully sweet,
I just can't let them go,
I review them all the time
in gratitude of a moment
when you were mine.
All you need to know
is written upon the heavens,
I can't deny that you'll
always be mine.
Whispers to the wind
no loneliness for you and I,
we'll never be alone
forever is the way our love
goes.
Tears might certainly fall
but sadness is not in them at all,
Happiness and joy is what this
heart of mine employs.
Sings>I held on to the dream
watched as time went by,
hoping it was certainly true,
that it was always you.
You lit up the night
gave the stars a meaning,
wishing that you knew
how much I love you.
Days just kept on passing by
where years ended up a rhyme,
I'll always love you so
I hope that you would know.
...to wake in your arms each morn.
Gentle the kiss that begs for more.
In the dream I saw you
and I felt your kiss,
so very, very surreal
our lips to lips.
Beginning or closure
I am not really sure,
bringing a comfort
and begging for more.
The music is playing
and I failed to dance,
but life is like that
it gives you one more
chance.
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The creek is swelled
the water left the bank,
spring is upon us
and for that I'm giving thanks.
There is a lot to be grateful for
the joy comes from within,
as I share my love with you
through kisses via the wind.
Needing less but wanting more.
The seasons document a life.
Prayers bring peace through hope.
Because I can.
The seasons capture time through memory.
The perfect brings both excitement and peace.
Every time I look at the night sky I feel closer to you,
knowing there are only one set of stars above us.
You only have one great love all the rest is just wannabe's
The waterfall holds secrets that have only been heard by the heart.
I have learned to shield my heart by preventing expectations.
The words are written for my intended audience...self.
I have run away more times than most without ever moving my feet.
The whole others have it worse never changes ones own story.
How we remember is unique to each person.
I forgive but as the saying goes I never forget.
There are only so many emotions but so many ways to express them.
Experiencing that one great love is enough to see me through the day.
Souls do connect.
I've seen you in my dream a thousand times.
I am okay
I plan on traveling because there is a lot I wanna do and see.
The funny thing is I am not alone because you are imbedded
deep in my heart.
Life is short eat a brownie.
I am worthy.
Red flags are the signs you see but fail to believe.
The child in me still lives on.
Love taught me how much caring in its most simplistic form means.
Sometimes I am afraid to dream.
I have relived the words
through a thousand rhymes,
they brought to life this
troubled heart of mine.
It made sense and
was certainly clear,
of what we felt and
what we shared.
Time will pass
and I'll be gone,
but he words of love
will find their song.
It took a lifetime
that is so true
but like a clear day
the truth came thru.
The lessons learned,
a soul set free
and a story filled
with memories.
Loving, caring, sharing too
just to name a few,
for I felt mixed with needs
taught me to believe.
You can set the stage
and fake a smile,
but in the night the
stars do wow!
For they know
the truth behold,
that real love never
gets old.
Our flesh crossed a path
connected with love and laughs,
music, song and mystical joy
continued to toy.
As I lay here in the early morn
my heart is really quite torn,
if not for the chapters of life
but most certainly to make it right.
Sometimes fear ruled the day
in a angry hurtful way,
reality once more set in
canceling out where dreams
came in.
Unconditional love is rare ...everyone places conditions on a relationship.
Even forever has its limitations.
You are always alone in thought as everyone has a different idea of " what is"
They say " the older you get the faster time goes by" But I realize time is going by fast for everyone, even young people are noticing how quickly time is flying by.
Broken hearts never heal, they scar over.
If it brings you joy you should keep it
maybe that is why a lot of people choose to be alone.
Living and being alive are quite different,
I know a lot of people in my life who have been
a live but have yet to live.
I was once given this advice,
" I can throw you a rope but you need to climb it"
that might be true but it wouldn't hurt if someone
helped by pulling the rope up a little.
We only live on as long as someone remembers us,
maybe that is why I have put so much time into my family tree.
Two people loving the same way is rare .
Screaming in silence is louder than any sound
but few people stop to recognize or listen.
I am not frightened by the thought of death,
but by the reality that at this time of my life its
inevitably soon.
The great push or shove is of our own doing
but a little help never hurt.
People think animals aren't smart but we expect
them to learn our language. We are not going
around learning how to speak dog or chicken.
We never let go of childhood we learn more in
a few years than we will ever learn as an adult.
Family is not a Normal Rockwell painting.
No matter where we travel , how near or far
we take the person in the mirror and when you
look in that mirror you have to like what is looking back.
There is always a beginning and a ending.
We are much more vulnerable than we
think we are.
The galaxy is infinite and we matter
very little to it.
Real friendship never lets go.
Women want to be held to the same regard as men,
they fail to realize they are just that women .
Forever is in the memory of those who believe.
I have experienced more than some less than others.
I've climbed hills but considering the barriers
those hills were mountains.
I miss my father the most,
he taught me the most about life and
yet I had to experience, trip , fall and
get back up to understand where he
was coming from.
No matter where or how we choose our burial
we all end up ashes.
Hanging on to a love that doesn't love back
is a waste of life.
Dear friend said '"you didn't ask so you didn't get"
I am learning how true that is.
That no one is ever happy, When it rains they want
sunshine and when it's sunny they want the air conditioner.
My father use to say that " a man puts his pants on one
leg at a time. " I tried to prove him wrong and put my
feet in at the exact same time.
There is a script for each of us but who is writing it
is the question.
The wealthiest of man can see the joy in the
smallest of things or is that poor man who
is now wealthy because he does feel the joy?
Emotionally tired is like giving up.
One moment wasted is one to many.
Prayer is positive energy.
Choices is like a game of chutes and ladders,
sometimes we go up and other times we are sliding down.
Fifteen years can be a young person whole life and a
old persons end of life.
On a clear day I can see forever but the days
haven't been to clear lately.
Love and hate are both strong emotions
that once seeded are quite powerful.
We all have wants and needs
that is simplicity of our animal drive.
Watching the sunrise on the beach
is one of my most beautiful memories,
mostly because I carry you in my heart.
Living life over again means you lived with regrets,
I have no regrets.
The gift of life is indeed brief.
Scattered thoughts and yet they always bring me back to you.
Dreams just might be our alternate reality.
The ducks are a quacking
and the willow quickly grew
nostalgic thoughts on the mind
as they had me race to you.
Laughter and tears from day to day,
shared moments in a special way.
Smiling as I hold on tight
to the joy and love of my life.
Adventures only we can share
right down to just underwear.
Emotions that I almost forgot
and the temp is getting hot.
I saw you clearly in my dream
we shared the day wonderfully,
might have been your promise of eternity
as I felt you reach out and touch me.
