My Dreams

 I'm enjoying the moment,

I'm taking in the day.

I don't need your nonsense

in any form or way.

From the moment I wake up

till I'm fast asleep,

I celebrate this life and

all it seems to bring.

You might have let go

and walked away 

but I have survived

in my own way.

First, I was frightened

I didn't want to be alone

and then it occurred to

me that I have truly grown.

I no longer struggle

for something that don't exist,

or beg in silence

for your kiss.

This world I live in

now nested in peace,

and if I need your visit

I still have my dreams.

Sings ..Loving you

 There is nothing I would do

 or  I could do to stop from loving you.

Like a song of old or one of gold,

the music takes a hold.

My mind drifts a far up to the stars

but there you remain in my heart.

There is nothing I would do or

I could to stop from loving you.

True Delight

 Jumping clouds and holding hands, 

in this moment the dreams command. 

Starry nights and skies of blue 

and there I dance as one from two. 

See it, feel it ...so surreal 

in your arms the visuals reveal,

sweet and loving and all we are 

that we can unite from afar. 

~

With my eyes tightly closed 

my heart is given clear sight,

I can see what's meant to be 

with the magic of memories. 

Physical may cause a block

but I can feel you when you talk,

as if the words come to life 

to my soul a true delight.

Can't Sleep Thoughts

 Positive memories keep me afloat when

 the negative memories try to drown me. 

Some people are indeed a chapter,

it's a rare individual that makes a whole book.

It is difficult to focus on tomorrow 

when we are not even promised today.

Live and let live seems easy 

but difficult for most. 

To be joined just to be torn apart 

is an experience that I regret having to endure.

One can hope

 Death is the final goodbye. 

~

All that is left is a hole where you fill with memories. 

~

If we are energy I hope our spirits reunite. 

What's your story?

 Everyone has got at least one story.

There is no better or worse as we all at one time or

 another experience and express the same set of emotions. 

~

• Admiration
• Adoration
• Aesthetic appreciation
• Amusement
• Anxiety
• Awe
• Awkwardness
• Boredom
• Calmness
• Confusion
• Craving
• Disgust
• Empathetic pain
• Entrancement
• Envy
• Excitement
• Fear
• Horror
• Interest
• Joy
• Nostalgia
• Romance
• Sadness
• Satisfaction
• Sexual desire
• Sympathy
• Triumph

I believe I experienced all but two of these emotions with you .

One story does not weigh heavier than another but it all depends on how much you can carry. 

See you soon

 Living in two worlds 

one I am there with you,

living in a dream holding

hands all night thru.

Spending my nights

with a silly smile, 

I think I am going back 

to sleep for a little while.

I wish you could feel the way I feel,

in this dream like made up world.

It is all I have this dream of you,

rolling on over, I'll see you soon.

Barbara Lynn - YOU'LL LOSE A GOOD THING - 1962 Original!