My Soul on canvas, "Pictorial Prose": Close and closer

Saturday, October 27, 2018

Close and closer

I woke up at 4 am and watched a silly romance movie. I should go on and say it a " chick flick." You know the kind where you laugh and cry in the same movie. It reminded me of my first formal dance at age 16 . All the girls wanted roses, I wanted daisy's. My father would say that I always " walked to the beat of my own drum." Call it a little bit crazy or a passion or maybe just following one's own thoughts and dreams.

I guess I always followed my inner being and dared to be a little different. Which brings to my crazy addiction for fine china. I splurged on myself and bought a set of holly Christmas bone china. It surely wasn't a need but more of a want. I guess we could have Christmas dinner on paper plates or the other sets of china I collected,but to me when family is together that is a special occasion and special occasions deserve to be celebrated as such. I always told the children not to worry about racing home on a holiday. I told them whenever we are together that it is special and for that reason alone I always keep a turkey in the freezer. I wanted them to share the moment not because they needed to but because they wanted to be here with me. Fine china or not we will never be a " Rockwell painting."
I had an all day headache yesterday and when I woke up this morning without the stubborn headache, I was that much more grateful for life. Sighs ...deep breath. Who would think a headache could do all that ? It is like a good cry washing away all the negativity in life or starting it a new with a fresh canvas. On this canvas I am painting, sunshine and blue skies, happiness and dreams, romance and love, you and me. Never a gray sky, no darkness allowed, sharing in laughter and sometimes a smile.

There is a calm to the moment
as I wake up in your arms
and a joy to the thought that
you're here in my heart.

Quite whimsical and magical
in a dreamy kind of way
as I know your love is here
as within me it's ingrained.

My father knew more old adages and quotes than anyone I have ever known. But I realized when you start repeating some of them you have either gotten old or your parents have found a way to come out in you. There is the old say " the straw that broke the camels back" " God helps those who help themselves" " a watch never boils " " actions speak louder than words"" absence makes the heart grow fonder."" treat others as you would have them treat you" I imagine that the old adages have guided me throughout life or at least they are engrained in who we are. I have slept way to long that I seem to be rambling or blowing in the wind. So I think if your willing , I'll quit writing and begin to dance or at least

close my eyes and pull you close.

Close and closer ,
eyes sealed tight,
the fragrance haunting
in your arms tonight.

No right or wrong
just follow the steps,
feeling your heart beat
and the taste of your lips.

Body to body
in this sweet embrace
as we hold on tight
in our special place.

In the clouds of heaven
above the treasure of blue,
we'll dance and dance
the whole day through.

Feeling without touching
and knowing it's true ,
when hearts come together
the love continues to blooms.

Close and closer ,

eyes sealed tight,

the fragrance haunting

in your arms tonight.

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Light Up The Cloud

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your heart to mine,
rhythmic they beat,
spinning in circles
to memories.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Stars above us,
in the night of calm,
where we dance as one
all night long.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your lips of sweet,
pressed gently to mine,
sharing a moment
please stand still time.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Not Only in My Dreams

Singing>I wanna hold you forever, I wanna make dreams come true.I wanna love you like no other and make you love me to.Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no! I wanna create our eternity, where you are holding me.

I wanna feel you inside me, I wanna dance the night away.I wanna make you need me .... the way that I need you....Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no!. I wanna create our eternity , where you are holding on to me.

Not only in my dreamssss

Lyrics by Rachel Charlotte Miller

The Dance in the clouds

Welcome to Prose, my daily escape, where sweet fantasy mingles with reality, to create the magical land of romance.
Dreams.....

1.
a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.
2.
the sleeping state in which this occurs.
3.
an object seen in a dream.
4.
an involuntary vision occurring to a person when awake.
5.
a vision voluntarily indulged in while awake; daydream; reverie.
6.
an aspiration; goal; aim: A trip to Europe is his dream.
7.
a wild or vain fancy.
8.
something of an unreal beauty, charm, or excellence. –verb (used without object)
9.
to have a dream.
10.
to indulge in daydreams or reveries: He dreamed about vacation plans when he should have been working.
11.
to think or conceive of something in a very remote way (usually fol. by of): I wouldn't dream of asking them. –verb (used with object)
12.
to see or imagine in sleep or in a vision.
13.
to imagine as if in a dream; fancy; suppose.
14.
to pass or spend (time) in dreaming (often fol. by away): to dream away the afternoon. –adjective
15.
most desirable; ideal: a dream vacation. —Verb phrase
16.
dream up, to form in the imagination; devise: They dreamed up the most impossible plan.
Close your eyes and open your heart, and step into my world where the clouds carry us through the night sky to the awaiting sun lit mornings. ...

Soul Mates

Most people relate to the study of Greek mythology, the magical stories of the heavens and the gods that ruled them. Zeus the God of Gods, ruler of the universe struck bolts of thunder down upon mortal man. The myth that humans were combined of four arms and four legs and a single head made of two faces which struck fear into the Gods, caused Zeus to split them in half. Zeus Condemned split souls to spend eternity searching for the other half that would complete them giving them the energy and power.
In our modern day era there is all kinds of talk of searching for soul mates, a loosely used term for finding the person who has the perfect fit. Soul mates could be defined as very dear friends who have a strong bond, two people who walk in harmony, a life lasting connection, spiritual companions, twin flames that burn as one, one that has an extreme , positive influence over another or in a more romantic way some have referred to soul mates as the reuniting of
split souls.
There is no doubt in my mind that an energy does exist between people, on a scientific note, they would break it down to mere adrenaline. I believe soul mates are much deeper, it is the equilibrium that causes an inner balance of happiness.
In our society there are the expected norms, dating marriage, love an life that we are somehow predestined to perform. As you look around you find that rarely do people find such a perfection connection. In my mind is a view of all the perfect weddings that I had attended to find that very few lasted the miles.
In the bonding of a soul mate, both must be standing on common ground, that which feels comfortable and in a state of normalcy. Each knows the others moments of weakness as well as days of strength and brings out the best in all situations. The positive cognation from one partner to the next creates a platform of encouragement, promoting one to strive for better, to create a desire.
In a bond of two inner spirits there is no demand set upon the souls, but an understanding that speaks without words. Emotions rise up from the flames to possess the energy of desire and create lasting moments that lift and bond two into one.
What is the possibility that two people will find such a positive energy of attraction, both in the spiritual and physical sense? I can address no formal number to the combination of a puzzle that interlocks two souls.
Do I believe soul mates exist? I in every sense of the word believe there is a connection from one human to another that is above the normal expectation. The interaction of souls is rare and gifted with trust, respect, faith and love. The crucial ingredients must be met with self first before they can be shared with another human being. Standing at the gateway of self respect, allow faith and the trust in oneself guide you to Love.