Pictorial Prose dances to the rhythm of the soul and the magic of nature. Each day is a journey through life and with it a view of the wonder and joy of the heart and mind with an explosion of passion and desire. The opposite of to live is to ...
Thursday, December 31, 2020
Another Snowy Day
Wednesday, December 30, 2020
Words of The Heart
I watched as the boats traveled down the river that day and at that moment felt my mind slowly drift away. The heart that was weathered by the storms begins to count the endless grains of sand along the shore. The landscape inviting I wished a little more, opened my heart and let you in the door. I kept the secrets in the sand upon the shore titled after the one that I adore.
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One sided love is the pain of all heartache,
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Fate leads us to the door,
choice allows us to open it or not.
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Life is nothing but chapters
I wish I could erase a few.
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People always talk about living their life over,
the first time is hard enough.
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I am beginning to like isolation
it doesn't hurt as much.
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Sometimes all there is,
is a daydream
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I must have read one to many fairytales...there is no happily ever after.
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Sometimes I like the silence
until the memories surface.
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Ugh
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Happy New Year
To have loved....
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If tomorrow never comes I can say
I have lived and loved.
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Rainbows aren't forever.
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I am getting and dusting myself off...
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The irony is it takes as much energy to hate as to love.
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I do believe in fate,
no matter where it leads us.
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There is only so many emotions
and I've experienced all at one time or another.
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It's a bit cliche " to have loved and lost" but even a broken heart is an experience worth living. So I keep telling myself that.
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Just Another Day
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No rainbows for you and I
they always fade away,
like the stars in the heavens
hide behind the gray.
The silence has spoken
and sorrow takes center stage,
for life is empty without
you in my day.
So I say good night
sleep well my friend
i'll be grateful
till the end.
Take What You Can Carry
I carry your love wherever I go
it has been there from the first hello,
it is wonderfully deep in the heart
where I've kept it safe from the start.
It brightens the darkness with its own light
while giving voice to the silence of the night,
cast by the memories of days gone by
the memory of love within me resides.
Tuesday, December 29, 2020
Star
One heaven above us
and one earth below,
the energy between us
continues to flow.
You can take tomorrow
the good mornings and hello's
but the dreams of you are
not on borrow.
The magic of love
was created by need,
I wanted you and
you wanted me.
One heaven above us
and one earth below,
the energy between us
continues to flow
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I watched as the cardinals
gathered for the dish of seed,
their red against the snowy trees
is a visual that pleased.
Winter upon us
and a season to endure,
my heart aches
needing a little bit more.
Monday, December 28, 2020
Close to you
One dream , one love
one day to see us through,
the path of this life has
led me directly to you.
Grateful am I
for there is no reign on time,
each second that we shared
was truly divine.
From earth to the heavens
and from star to star,
we were united though
our flesh is quite far.
I think about each moment
to be there close to you,
my skies gray without
you I miss the sunshine
and the blue.
Sunday, December 27, 2020
Waking Up
I woke from a nightmare with my heart racing and my head ready to explode. I fell asleep with the tv on and the news must have gotten into my head. The world is a crazy place and the sensationalism of newscaster encouraged my Armageddon type dreams. Writing has always been away to cleanse the canvas of the day bringing forth good thoughts. As I get my rather unsettled emotions under control here's to better thoughts.
The year is passing
so much unseen and undone,
as I go about dreaming
of the arms of the one I love.
Like the ocean meets the shore
and the sunrises in the morn,
I take to the heavens as away
of finding your love to explore.
It brings a blanket of peace
that calms and soothes the soul,
your love brings a warmth
that has me wanting for more.
My breath relaxed
and my heart follows suit,
as I go about reviewing the
love labeled "forevermore."
The hills are snow covered
as it's now fully winter time,
so I close my eyes to dream
a summer with your hand in mine.
You can't stop the feelings,
I won't toss them away,
the love we shared still brings
sunshine my way.
As I prepare to fall asleep
I visualize you here,
a moment of a lifetime
removes the nightmares I fear.
Tuesday, December 22, 2020
Burn
One day forward
and a breath I take,
for I have loved
and felt the ache.
The heart which beats
and the souls that feels
secures the moment
and holds it still.
Joyous smiles
all love infused,
captures the dreams
and each day renew.
Once given
cannot be returned,
so in my soul
your love will burn.
Thursday, December 17, 2020
Tried
I tried to stop the dreams
to hold the memories back,
but there is no stopping love
to keep it from this heart of
mine.
I can't control how others feel
and don't know what they think,
it might take two hearts to love
but all I know is what's in this
heart of mine.
Can't see over the mountains
nor cross the rivers wide,
unless you were here beside me
and we stopped the hands of time.
I tried to stop the dreams
to hold the memories back,
but like the tears that had fallen
both the dreams and memories
could not be held back.
Holiday
Maybe it's the season or the sappy holiday movies. That I find myself time after time going over the same memories. One was when I was seven years old and we were moving and I asked if I could take my baby doll and mother replied" take what you can carry. " I couldn't carry my clothes and the dolls but that memory all these years later still burns a hole in my heart. I ended up moving in with a Great Aunt with nothing but a few clothing items. She took me to a Christmas store. It was the first time I had ever been in a store that carried nothing but Christmas items. She said pick out something for your younger sister and yourself. I chose a pink elf and a purple elf for myself. To this day I still place that elf on the tree. Call me the sentimental fool. I left out a lot that happened in those earlier years . Maybe it was intentional or a way of healing that the mind selects certain memories to hold onto. Somehow there is a gap in time and I find myself sharing those first holidays with my own children. I remember taking them to green tree shopping mall. We viewed the decorations they saw Santa Claus and we did some shopping. There was something uniquely special about that day. It was a really nice holiday that year. The holiday has away of touching on all the emotions. I just want to say that I hope you find the perfect memories to carry you through the holiday. Wishing you and yours a Very Merry Christmas!
Wednesday, December 16, 2020
Snowfall
and remembering when,
we shared the moments
and my life once more
began.
Another season
and I stand here alone,
wondering darling
where the time goes.
I'll keep the memories
close here in my heart,
as a way of staying close
though you're quite far.
Friday, December 11, 2020
Alone
I find myself alone and dreaming
needing and wanting you here with me,
it seems a thousand years between us
or the crossing of a million seas.
Tears fallen from the heavens
or is that my heart that weeps?
without your love I have nothing
while I've fallen into a deep sleep.
I could take to the mountains
stand there to feel the breeze,
but nothing really matters
because you're not here with me.
The void is deep within me
the sorrow has found its place,
they must have called this heartache
as the pain inside remains.
I know all to well this story no
enchantment or happy endings for me,
to the grave I'll take the secrets of the
love that once set my soul free.
I must not have meant enough to you,
nor did I make your sky blue,
for you easily walked out on me
when I thought love knew what to do.
Haunted by the experience
when I thought you held my hand,
to find that I was standing here alone
in what I thought was heavens plan.
No sparks to light the night,
nor sunshine to bring happiness my way,
as I walk through this darkness
your love seems to fade farther away.
Chapter
Monday, December 07, 2020
Yesterdays Thoughts
The words are my eternal gift as
Sunday, December 06, 2020
Chapter
I saw the heavens as one and
not the many worlds beneath,
confusing my wants with my needs
and bartering with love.
Surrendering to the journey
which way do I go?
forward by one, back by two
no matter what the sky is
not blue.
Gray like the storms
each day from birth
hovering over cast
darkness upon the earth.
Weep not for sorrow
for there is always an end,
whether I chose it or you
did my friend.
Snow Falls
There is no magic to the moment
nor warmth to the sunshine,
without you here beside me
my heart is cold like that of
winter time.
The snow has fallen
and drapes the hills in white,
like a blanket over the dreams
they are no longer bring the
memories to life.