Ramblings of the Heart

 To brief a time

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Fear dictates the journey

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I miss you the most. 

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Memories can be both good or bad, 

depending on where they lead you.

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Love or Lust?  Love is caring and in most cases lust is selfish. Unless you have a spiritual intimacy and a physical intimacy on the same plane. 

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3. Love and hate are so close together in the sense that both are an energy that says you care, 

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I will love you till the end of time. Which feels a lot closer than one would think.

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I think its possible to become dehydrated on the amount of tears one sheds.

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Tethered by heartache.

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I spent a life time of running with my feet standing still.

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Who ever wrote the script of life should have been fired long ago.

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Like a mosaic painting my thoughts are all scrambled. 

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Screams in silence. 

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Is it what I believed it to be or merely confusion ?

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The tear that does not fall remains within. 

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The storm woke both the physical and the spiritual. 

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I hope your journey was better than this.

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I feel that certain ending that we all will come to at one time or antoher.

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I begged the wind if it should blow 

to your heart my love would go. 

Whispers, roars or rolls on by 

touch the soul and the mind. 

Chills by day and ache by night

reminders of this passing life, 

Might have been our paths had crossed

but nothing is ever truly lost. 

Haunt My Mind

 You never ever said  your good-bye

the void in my heart feels like I had died, 

I tried to hold on to all the memories 

but as the days passed so did they. 

I try to visualize what it could be

but it all seems like a blur to me,

maybe it was just a dream or

 two people simply in passing. 

The ache is always with me

no matter what or where I go,

like an imprint left in concrete

there are reminders everywhere.

No longer do the tears fall 

though we could have had it all, 

all the joy that love brings and

the feelings like the first of spring. 

I looked upon the night sky 

searching the heavens high, 

knowing that you might be looking too

as I say my good- bye to you. 

It didn't turn out how I hoped

seemed that we were sliding  

up and down the slippery slopes,

no it didn't turn out how I hoped.

Just to once hold your hand

walking along the freshly washed sand,

as the sun shines down on you and I

I'll have to settle for those dreams that

haunt my mind.

Teetering

 I don't think you get it 

why the blue bird doesn't sing, 

while winter keeps on battling

and it some what maddening. 

I shout from the hills 

and it echo's back to me, 

Dare I face the truth 

that each season brings.

I tried to change direction

to follow the correct path, 

but I think it must be fate

that stands to take the last 

laugh. 

Teetering on fear

it anchors to the soul 

when memories fail

to release their hold. 

Journey

 It might have been the time

or the way it was meant to be, 

but no one would understand

the secrets within me. 

Pain within the eyes, 

the ache within the heart

on a reckless journey 

where memories never part. 

Whispers done in silence,

as if the need to share 

but fall upon deaf ears

imbedded with a touch of fear.

To the grave they'll follow

as they weren't meant to be, 

for it was a time and place

in a seemingly troubled journey.

One or a Thousand

 I felt the chill of the wind to my cheek, 

the stars shining and the moon full as can be.

Silence of the brisk walk in the night 

gave way to the tree's as they came to life. 

Walking down the gravel road 

somehow I knew I wasn't alone.

My hand swinging by myside 

felt your hand gentle in mine. 

I gazed up high at the  sky

as the the night went passing by,

I knew wherever you were,

my whisper of love would be heard.

Snow blankets the winter grass 

as the trees silhouette captures the past,

from that moment I knew it to be true

in my heart is where I keep you.

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You can run away 

as fast as can be, 

but the truth beholds

what will be. 

It doesn't matter 

how far we go, 

as the reflection 

won't ever let go. 

No one to push 

and no one to pull, 

so I dust off the moment

and take on the hill. 

I took on the challenge

and I'll see where it leads,

one day or a thousand 

I'll still have my dreams.

Story of Love

 In the garden, 

by the seashore, 

or the clouds up above, 

you are my dream of 

sweet love. 

Peaceful and contentment

it's a treasure indeed, 

when I think of your kindness

in past memories. 

Gentle your hand 

sweetly to my cheek,

as I kiss you good morning

in each of my daydreams.

The feelings I have inside 

are a reminder of another time, 

when laughter took center stage

and a story of love was first made.

Follow Me

 Follow me, follow me 

through this dream, 

hold my hand and 

you'll begin to see.

Follow me, follow me

through this dream, 

with a kiss to start

in a embrace of eternity.

Follow me, follow me

through this dream,

where love can be found

in most everthing. 

In a Magical Way

 I spent my night daydreaming,, 

wondering if you are too,

the world became a lot smaller

when it united me with you. 

One heaven above us 

wherever we may go, 

and one set of stars 

without ever letting go.

Closing my eyes 

and I see you here, 

every word written

from the heart I share. 

I'll never say goodbye

for you are a part of me, 

deep here within 

to let go would be a sin. 

Smiles with every thought,

holding on to what can't be bought,

a love as wonderful as can be

it soothes with a single dream.

Love like ours 

can never be repeated, 

unique in its own way

will remain ours forever

and a day.

..through your eyes

 It might be a bit cliche, 

through your eyes our love remains, 

something about you never fades, 

its the magic of a sunshine filled rain. 

I didn't see you to really know 

that a connection would continue to grow, 

I'll continue to write the words 

and watch them fly on the wings of the 

blue bird.

There is no loneness for me, 

we'll never part for eternity, 

stepping forward  one at a time

with your love heart, soul and mind.

February Snow

 I watched the snow falling down, 

sprinkles of star dust on the ground.

That with the sweetest memories 

brings a joy directly to me. 

Closed my eyes to bring you near, 

so our love could be shared.

From that first day I met you

my world took on a different hue.

It doesn't matter where you are, 

our names are written on the star, 

up above the clouds high, 

the star is shining down on you and I.

Life was most certainty grey

until I think of you it goes away, 

bringing sunshine to my heart

melting it from afar. 

There is no tears in these eyes of mine,

only smiles till the end of time.

as long as I have your memory 

I'll live on that sweetheart dream.

You might have let go, 

turned away like melting snow, 

but I remind you that I don't care

as I will always keep you here.

There is a place in my heart, 

occupied by your sweet love,

kept there for those special days

so our cloud dance never fades.

Sweet Dreams Indeed.

 It's some kind of magic

this powerful energy we share, 

from the moment I wake up 

there's love in the air. 

It can't be copied

it's as unique as can be, 

sweeter than honey 

it brought you to me. 

Touches my heart 

in an extraordinary way, 

leaving happiness to carry

me throughout the day. 

I'll say good night 

glad you're in my life, 

as you calm my spirit 

replacing the darkness 

with light. 

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Sunshine on grey cloudy days and a warmth that blankets in it's own way. Grateful am I for this unique kind of love. Unconditionally wonderful must have been sent down from above. I close my eyes and whisper good night as  I tuck your love in my heart to keep safe throughout our life.  Sweet Dreams.

Never Gone

 I found through words

that our souls remain as one, 

I felt the peace when you and

I fell in love. 

Magical as it may be

I'll try to explain what I see, 

flowers when the winter chills

and sunshine on snowy hills. 

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My soul finally set free 

once and for all, 

as it soars to the heavens

to see what is in store. 

My fingers kept on typing

the words just rambled on, 

as if my heart was never broken

and you were never gone. 

wake up

 There was something in 

the song that I heard, 

not merely the words

as the memories rushed in. 

I could feel it take a hold of me

like some foolish daydream,

and once more I found my self

there in your arms. 

I'm gonna hold on tight 

to the warmth and sunlight, 

to all that you have brought 

sweetly here to me. 

You might never understand

the hearts demands 

as I wake up in the dreams

of those magical yesterdays. 

Stock on Eternity

I gazed at the night sky, 

the stars were shining bright, 

my mind drifted closer 

to the embrace of you and I.

I am never, ever alone,

you are always here with me, 

you are deep in my heart

we took out stock on eternity.

Time

 It's the words in a love song, 

the memories of you, 

the heartache that I'm feeling

as if the days are through. 

Sorrow in the making 

if that can possibly be, 

with every good bye

it shatters the dreams. 

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