The dream brought you here
as a conversation we shared.
I found myself wanting so,
in the dream I couldn't let go.
Clear as it could be,
you were sitting next to me.
Call it closure if you will
or maybe a way to heal.
I could feel you close
the visuals from my mind arose,
I didn't want to awake
as the dream held me thru the day.
Sings
I'm not listening to the love songs,
I'm not playing them anymore.
I refuse to be reminded
of when you closed the door.
My heart fought moving forward
you had me hanging by a thread,
till I came to the conclusion
that something in my heart was dead.
I'm not feeling any emotion
I've lost the ability to cry.
Maybe I have been hardened
by the years that have gone by.
The endless days were a struggle,
I am sure I never crossed your mind.
The world could have been a whole lot different
if you didn't let go of this hand of mine.
I thought it might have been a chapter
and I just needed to turn the page,
but the truth is in the whole story
and I need to burn that book of mine.
Toggled in some sort of limbo
not able to get beyond the past,
the days were cold and dark
and they were passing awfully fast.
I'm not listening to the love songs,
I'm not playing them anymore.
I refuse to be anchored and
have my heart begging for more.
If I whisper do you hear the words
"I love you so" ?
Does the wind know which way
to blow?
Take to you my love, like a cloud
passing by from above.
Do the clouds take to you
my love?
The dreams are surreal as they can be
I meet you there nightly.
Do you know the dreams are a pathway
that unite us in its own way?
~
Forever friendship from the heart
is an eternal flame that you sparked.
~
I'm gonna write the words of love
when I'm gone they'll live on.
The world will soon know
that our love continues to grow.
I'm gonna sing so that you can hear my song,
with words that will never lead us on.
For you are mine and I am yours,
in a song of forevermore.
~
If I think hard enough
will you hear?
The words of love
that two souls share.
If I reach in the darkness
to take your hand,
will you be there
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It's that time of night....
My head on the pillow
the dreams begin,
I see you there and my
heart starts to spin.
I could stay forever
if only to please,
this troubled heart
on bended knees.
Screaming in silence
drives be a bit insane,
as my heart aches
for just one more day.
I say to myself
" stop being a fool"
" why do you let him
have this hold?"
I can't help it
your there every night
when I close my eyes
it begins a new life.
I'm not sure why you said "Hello"
but I am so glad you didn't go.
You took my hand , touched my heart
from the very start, I'm glad you didn't go.
There is an energy between us two,
it joined my heart and soul to you.
From that first " Hello" it just seem
to grow and grow, I'm glad you didn't go.
My day and night are thoughts of you,
as if we ruled the heavens blue.
Over mountains and across the sea
you became my everything, I'm glad you
didn't go.
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The moon took its place in the sky
and yet the darkness draped the night.
I closed my eyes and pulled you close to me,
placing your hand in mine for all eternity.
Nothing can separate your heart from mine ,
our souls were joined as one for all of time.
I know whenever our flesh is far apart
our souls unite from afar.
When I am thinking of your embrace,
with my eyes closed I kiss your face.
I reach across the mountains with thought
knowing that our beings are never ever lost.
I'll love you till time no longer exist
as the stars in the heavens will send down my kiss.
You must know our love is forever true
it crosses the mountains and soars the blue.
When you wake early in the morn
remember I am there with you
in a magical embrace called
sweet forevermore.
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I wanted to run away
to find that special place,
to rid my heart and soul
of that hold you placed.
It occurred to me
that it isn't just a dream,
our energy is here and
that is what we share.
I feel you day and night,
you set the path for life.
giving this world of mine
a reason for all time.
Somehow it is all meant to be,
I don't question wants and needs.
as the tears reveal the tale
and the separation a hell.
I blocked the doors to childhood
couldn't remember even if I tried,
protecting the soul within, as
tomorrow marches with time.
I selected the days of joy
to get me through the day
it brought only days of sunshine
erasing all the skies of gray.
There is no ache in this heart
maybe it can no longer feel,
I've distanced from the memories
replacing them with the power of will.
~
Redirect the journey
led me right to you,
I couldn't tell you why
but I woke up in a dream.
Your caring and loving way
might be all that I need,
as I feel a certain contentment
when you are here with me.
I thought I would never feel
the love you and I share,
but each day brings a treasure
from the one who cares.
~
Everyday a different thought,
whether we are capable or not.
I look at life from different views,
clouds of gray and summer blue.
Confused with right and wrong
the heart pines and the soul longs.
Trying to fill that hole in side,
with the foolishness of rhyme.
Outside my window the song bird sings,
as if he knows the deepest part of me.
All my wants and my needs,
troubled with years of memories.
Decisions had all been made
on both sides of this game,
and heartbreak remains
to weigh down another day.
Each day brings with it a different perspective on life. I am stronger when I put everything in context and
challenge the emotions that battle to control. Running faster and faster and yet my feet have not yet left
the ground.
The sky is so blue
the sun rays shining thru,
a summer day to celebrate
a morning dream come true.
Music fills the air
a song of love to share,
maybe this will start anew
the sweet love of two.
Pages in a book,
chapters of a life,
add up to the stories
of the wrongs and
the rights.
Sorrow and happiness
but never regrets,
as we take the best of it
and say goodbye to the rest.
I keep with me the love
the joy that we shared
as those were the days
when I knew that you cared.
I just can't understand,
why all of my thoughts
you seem to command.
Try to keep busy
to not let my mind drift
but some how it happens
because it is you I miss.
Some people a page
or a chapter or two,
but you are my forever
a whole book thru and thru.
It alters my being
gives life a new meaning,
changed my world
from the start.
I watch as my own adult children make mistakes and how I wish I could change their path. It doesn't work that way we each have to travel our own path, make our own mistakes and of course pay the consequence. Unfortunately the error in judgement can last a lifetime.
Looking back at the choices made,
I now realize the lessons life gave.
Like a good and bad path of pebbles
I stumbled like a troubled rebel.
There is nothing to regret
I am who I am from the test,
maybe it could have been different
but all in all I guess I have been blessed.
