Paralyzed

There is an emptiness inside and

I feel as if a part of me has died,

the world became so small

as I'm surrounded by a wall. 

No push or pull and still

you have that hold, 

paralyzed in away 

that robs me of the day.

I yelled from the hilltop

screamed in silence as well,

my words were misguided

as they reached you.