Pull me close and kiss away the tears

I don't hear bells, can't see the birds
don't feel the sun on my cheek and
yet I believe my heart sings for you.

I don' t hear bells, can't see the birds,
don't feel the sun on my cheek, and
yet I believe that you are here with\
 me.

I don't hear bells, can't see the birds,
don't feel the sun on my cheek and
yet I believe that this dream will
come true.

~
Sings>There is a flame in my heart for you,
you surely must feel it to. It is my way of
telling you how much I love you.

There is a dream I'm living day and night
with only you in sight, oh how I delight
in sharing my life with you.

There is a song that waits to be sung,
it can't be undone it flows from my
heart to yours.

~

When it is a little overwhelming and I need to get away,
I quickly close my  eyes and I am in your arms to stay.
The darkness has no power, the devil quickly fades,
and the only thing between  us is the love the angels
gave.

The Newly Fallen Snow

The newly fallen snow is as beautiful as can be,
but I have had enough of it and impatiently wait
for green.

Waiting for the sunshine, the smile on your
face, as just the thought of you makes my heart
race.

The newly fallen snow is as beautiful as can be,
but I have had enough of it and impatiently wait
for green.

Waiting for tomorrow to feel your hand in mine
and stroll through life, body, soul and mind.

HAPPY TOGETHER - THE TURTLES

Weep Not Heart

It might be that winter is just a little to long or to much time on my hands. I could be doing an awful lot of things and yet I find today to be especially a battle. I have always believed that I lived my life with no regrets, it is not like you change the past anyway. Yet I find myself looking back and wondering if... "If "how can such a little word be filled with so much? I had wondered how life would have been like today had I met that someone in my earlier years who understood the value of love on a equal level. I felt troubled as I saw myself standing at the crossroads and wanting so badly to know which road to take. There is not a very distinctive difference between what  the heart says and the will of my own soul and still I did not follow through with what I knew was my destiny. Did I deserve the darkness that surrounded me? Had it all to do with my choices? Sometimes I think responsibility is equal to guilt and that in it self ways heavily on the spirit. Call it a conscience that inner guide that tells you what is right or wrong. Sometimes that conscience is the cross road in it self, for what is right for one person maybe wrong for another. So I decided that this moment would be dedicated to the moment in time when all felt right within my spirit. 

I opened the door and I walked outside and there was something different I felt from inside. My spirit was free with no reason or rhyme and surely there was no mountain to high to climb. Something had happened no toying with the mind it was okay to let out the person inside. I laughed to a giggle, I was simply just me and the road that I was not of a dream. I looked over the ravine, no fear and no shame and I gathered the strength to that moment lay claim. I knew when it happened and that is the pain, when first the soul soars and than falls covered in chains. I wanted to deny, but I knew it was true, when the stars fell from the heaven and I became with the blue. Confusion and madness another plan laid but it was not of my doing the hell that won't fade. I ran and I ran as fast I could and I tried to hold on if only I could. Time the keeper with a reminder of sort through the journey of life this is a time to abort. What was the reasoning, where it did lead, was it my heart that set out to tease? The path like a thicket of rambling brush, tried to get through but it seemed like a fuss. I tried to circle around take a new path, but the darkness was gaining way to fast.

I know the heart always knows the truth 

and when you refuse to listen that is 

when you have everything to lose. 

~

If tears could erase all sadness 

 than happiness we'll find was always there waiting to bring you to myside.

If you intentionally set out to hurt a person 

you cannot possibly understand the value of love.

~

Survival is when you can reach inside yourself and find 

that person you didn't even know existed. 

~

 Truth is when you learn to  be  responsible to yourself. 

~

I wish to forget... but it is never that easy.

~

When the well is frozen 

I feel a chill in my soul.

~

Strength is when you don't need to lean

but it is awfully lonely.

Open Your Heart

 All I ever needed  was the simplicity of touch

for your lips to mine are bonded with star like dust.

~

The gateway to heaven is through the doorway of the soul.

To place your hand to my cheek and gently stroke the flesh and feel the tenderness of your hand is heaven at its best.Sunshine in the morning, starlight in the night as the beauty of your love shines so very bright. My body begins to quiver, my soul trembles so, as our hearts come together and the passion between us flows. My breath a bit labored sometimes deep and very slow as I imagine the depth of love that only you and I would know.
~
I have always like colored glass, pink, blue and greens, as they are but quick reminders of what few will ever see. I see a wide spectrum of colors upon desire, sometimes gentle like a lamb and other times blazing like a fire. Traveling through the emotions, many flow like a river are the ones from in my dreams. Love is not a notion or a think to obtain, it is the moment when souls come together like a collision between two trains.





There is something special about the blue in the sky, there is something wonderful about the love from you and I. It gives the mountains a majestic sort of green even it is snow covered, I know what I see. Everyday is like a golden day of summer, every moment not like another, everything thought is filled with all my love for you. Every dream places you in my arms and every thought reminds me of your charm. The hills are quiet the and the tree's might now be bare, but they still can't hide the magic of the love that brings you here.

Listen Closely Baby

 This is relatively easy and here is my show and tell, just place your hand over your heart and feel my love swell. I placed it within you and I know you'll will keep it safe, for it is there with you in the night as my most gentle embrace. It goes where ever you go, it never leaves you alone, this love is always with you and it by the day it grows. You can see it in your face it's the smile that you share, you can feel it throughout the day its the magic we share. This is relatively easy and here is my show and tell, just place your hand over your heart and feel my love swell. I placed it in your  heart to keep my love  safe and sound to protect you from the darkness when my flesh can't be found.

Listen closely baby,
let me whisper in your ear,
a few simple words
" I love you dear"

I whispered to the song birds,
"fly high and sing the words of
the sweet love of mine."

The sun has yet rise and still I
can see the bright reflection of
your love on me.

Listen mountains and stream,
reach to the blue sky to reveal
my dreams.

I know what you mean to me,
and now I celebrate by singing .

Listen closely baby and I'll whisper
in your ear, a few simple words,
" I love you dear"
~

I'm all out of love songs,
I'm all out of dreams,
I'm all out of mistletoe
but I still have your memory.

I hold it in my heart and I
have yet to let it go,
sweet reminders of yesterday
compound like mountains of snow.

I'm all out of love songs,
I'm all out of dreams,
I'm all of mistletoe , but
I still have your memory.

Warms me on the coldest night,
puts a smile on my face and teases
my spirit and causes my heart to
race.

I'm all out of love songs,
I'm all out of dreams,
I'm all of mistletoe , but
I still have your memory.
~
Breaking the silence, the words just come to me and in the night I tremble by what it is I see. I see you in the distance, your arms reaching out to me and as I begin running you disappear as if it were nothing but a dream.

Breaking the silence, the haunting begins and I know that this is not merely words but the soul speaking from within. It tells of heartache, it tells of goodbyes and speaks of my trouble that held down my mind.

Breaking the silence, is the kindness of your voice, little whispers that give to life a choice. My head is spinning and round and round I go, feeling dizzy, and yet you have never let me go.

Breaking the silence,  is the song of the heart and to it I dance with you from afar. I chose the brightest star in the sky and there is where I'll you with my heart, soul and mind.

Breaking the silence,  is the rivers flow, it rages from it banks and with it our story travels so.Around the mountain,  through cities wide and as  far it takes to take my spirit to your side.

Breaking the silence, the world will come to know, the greatest love on this earth and in the heavens where angels go. Celebrating this day so divine as it is a reminder how you kissed this soul of mine.

Breaking the silence, are the words " I love you so" just hold them in your heart and don't you, don't you, don't you... ever let them go. the words, " I love you so" are meant for you alone, so hold them in your heart and don't you, don't you every let me go.

~
I quivered and I shook and I knew not where to go, I begged the heavens to guide me so. I am lost like a sparrow whose wings were cut in flight and all that remains is the voice lost to the night.Get up spirit and relearn to fly, you can do it if you use what is deep inside. Open up your heart and let the love proceed, this is reality and far from a dream. The road confusing to some, for there is an uncertain journey that my soul has just begun. I quivered and I shook and I knew not where to go, I begged the heavens to guide me so. 
 

XO Back AT You

Did you ever get déjà vu ?  The odd feeling that you have been there or that it is something you can't put your finger on but that you know it is something you experienced before. It is that compelling sense of familiarity, it could be a word, a phrase or an action and sometimes even a person or place or thing.
I have had the déjà vu  experience  many times through out life, once it was in a dream, I felt as if I had experience or would experience the dream and it was so vivid, a game of the subconscious. Another time I connected with a place as if I had been there before, knowing where to turn and the layout of the event. But sometimes it is something someone says, that strokes your being stirring a déjà vu  moment. I find it to be between a puzzle and a game, what puzzle piece is missing or what game is someone playing. Funny how you pick up on  personality and thought, like the personality behind the image.
I always believed that everything happens for a reason,so that means everyone you meet is a piece of the puzzle. I have always admired those who were so confident with their choices that they knew exactly what they wanted out of life and where their life would lead. I never found it that easy, I always felt as if there was some exterior power directing my life. Not quite like a puppet but like pre-laid  stepping stones that you don't see until you stumble upon them.  Sometimes I find that confusing and other times much more clearer, was is it I am missing?

Words of endearment, common at best,
inquisitive nature, life long quest.

Over a mountain, beyond the cascade,
of memories, stories and dreams relayed.

Stream to the river, river to the sea,
stars to the sky and your in me.

        

February..the month of love

The winter sun shines down on the snow covered hill and the ice melting above the window drips down upon the sill. The music box playing and spring one short month away and here I sit dreaming of sharing a warm summer day. Take my hand and hold it tight, don't you let it go, no matter what's in sight. Just allow our love to grow.. Stroll through life and through the many stormy days of gray, until we reach that one special warm summer day. Think of all the possibilities for you and I, lying in the grass and in your arms gazing at the blue sky.Picnic on the mountain,  looking over Coopers Rock and taking in the Mountain Laurel as if the rolling hills could talk. Hold still the moment and allow it to infuse, deep into the heart and soul for later use. When you are feeling lonely and you gaze unto the sky, remember that I am looking back and I am yours and you are mine. Nothing can erase the love I feel for you, for you are a part of me and that is so undeniably true. Take my hand and hold it tight, don't you let it go, no matter what's in sight remember I love you so. Rainbows over the mountain and sunlight at your door just waiting for our love to explore




 My mind explored the distance it traveled both near and far as it broke down the barriers to reach out to your heart. I have come to know the feeling of the void you left behind when you first tickled my spirit and ignited a love from deep inside. The winter is often challenging and I can neither run or hide, as the tears overwhelming flood from my heart, soul and mind. One tear was for my yesterdays which have come and gone and another for the moment  when my heart was empty of song. The tears they kept on falling and I tried desperately to hold them back and use the warmth of your love to create a passion pact.   It might have been the darkness or the season long that makes a play but I think its the dreams of love that simply just won't fade.


Historically in the Christian faith Valentines day had little to do with romance between lovers.But like many holidays that are honored and celebrated their meaning over the years morph and take on a new genre . There are many stories, myths and legends  of why and who valentines day was and many believe it was St Valentine. Though many third-century priest were named Valentine and the name rather common  there  remained an issue of who actually was the time honored saint.Though many believe that it originated from the Legend of a priest named Valentine who persisted in performing marriage ceremonies despite a ban by the Roman emperor Claudius II . Claudius believed that single men made better soldiers for his army. Thrown into jail, Valentine formed a relationship with his jailor's daughter  and he signed his last message to her "From your Valentine," which still is used quite frequently today. St. Valentine was executed on February 14,  the year 270, and his remains  are now on display in the Whitefriar Street Carmelite Church in Dublin. There were also Pagan holidays that coincided with St. Valentine and it might have been a combination of several events that led to the holiday we celebrate today. There is no doubt that marketing and the media of our time took a bit of history and created a holiday unlike the one that was so intended and introduces to young children our first knowledge of romance via the Valentines Day Card. Of course I look back on the holiday of my childhood with fond memories. What was the prettiest card, the largest card, who sent and what it said. There have been many traditional sayings that belong to valentines day alone. Be Mine, Dear Heart, luv you.
No matter where the holiday originated today it has special meaning for those who want to acknowledge with a gift or card their love for one another. It is nice that one day is set aside to share more deeply our thoughts on love, but I do believe that everyday is a celebration in the making and that love and the passion in which we live life should be celebrated moment by moment.

Be Mine Valentine!

 Be mine and I will be yours,
here on earth and in the heavens
we yet to explore.

It is true the dreams brought to me
a channel through the darkness
that our love is everything.

~
 I am lost without you, troubled my soul for I have felt love and its passionate hold. I know the void when you are not here, that is when loneliness meets up with fear.  So I beg to you my darling to gaze into the sky and the star that shines the brightest belongs to you and I. Meet me there my darling, my love, my souls desire, meet me there my love and watch the blazing fire.


~

I had a bad dream it is a quick reminder 

that the subconscious never sleeps.

~