Pictorial Prose

Pictorial Prose
Indulging my most lucid daydreams

Monday, September 30, 2013

Sing.. you made me stop to see...

You made me stop to see
the rainbow was meant for me.
I couldn't help but sing out loud,
knowing it is not a dream.

Flowers continue to bloom
as if they mirrored the blue.
Reflections of sweet love,
sent from our cloud above.

You made me stop to see,
the rainbow was meant for me.
I couldn't help but sing out loud,
knowing it is not a dream.



Where do the angels get the gift of song? Why do the rivers wind so far and long? Mountains and blue skies and then there is you and I. The road between us has a few barricades, but if your dreaming, you know we will find our way.

Where do the angels get the gift of song? Why do the rivers wind so far and long? Music sweet in the air, a tune familiar to the ear, plays a love song for you and I. Magical the sounds break the barriers that hold us down, as I listen to the music of love.

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Sings

I wanna love,
if loving means I'm in your heart.

I wanna dream,
if dreams place me in your arms.

If that means no pinching, leave me
lying here fast asleep. At least when I
am dreaming, I am creating the scene
that places you next to me. 

I wanna love,
if loving means I'm in your heart.

I wanna dream,
if dreams place me in your arms.

The skies are bluer when you are next
to me, my life takes on the sweetest
memories.

I wanna love,
if loving means I am in your heart.

I wanna dream,
if dreams place me in your arms.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Rubik's cube of Love

There are many kinds of love and none can be held up to comparison.  It is a rare love that is everlasting, it surfaces above the negative and carries us to a realm where all is positive to the heart and soul. Love is not an emotion that can be controlled and occasionally it catches you off guard. I find that in solitude the void within is the strongest. It is as if the heart denies the experience and the soul races to find what the heart is missing.

The Rubik's cube of love

I just keeping on trying
to find the right combination,
where there is passion and
caring , respect and desire.

Where I can wake up 
and find you by my side ,
romancing the moment
and escaping the darkness
of my mind.

Unconditional, we'd never
be alone, consistent with
the memories , in my heart
you would continue to grow.

There would be no judgment,
acceptance is the key as it
unlocks the trials of life
to find what happiness can
bring.

Everything fits into place,
as my soul knows we been
here in another time and
day.

Sometimes like a rainbow,
a puzzle still undone,
a story without ending
and a everlasting love.

The truth of recognition
is that it comes from inside
and is shared with the spirit
of the love to the heart collides.


There are angels that touch your heart in passing
and then angels that are with you till the ends of time.

I Believe in Love

I believe in angels,
that mountains aren't high,
dreams are for the living
and love is yours and mine.

I believe the moment,
when you first said hello,
woke up my spirit and
have yet to let it go.


Monday, September 23, 2013

Sings - My Heart Just Keeps on Breaking

My heart just keeps on breaking
and they say it's made to take it,
but I don't think I can handle
another day without you.

There is no joy or laughter,
the days keep passing faster,
as I find myself lying here
thinking of you.

My heart just keeps on breaking
and they say it's made to take it,
but I don't think I can handle
another day without you.

Darkness is all around and
no blue skies can be found,
my happily ever after is
lost up in the clouds.

My heart just keeps on breaking
and they say it's made to take it,
but I don't think I can handle
another day without you.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Wind, wind tell me so

                                     Love is powerful and magical indeed as you have
                                         grown in my heart to become a part of me.


Wind , wind tell me so,
whisper that you know,
how much he loves me so
and that he'll never let me go.

Wind , wind take to him
all my love from within,
brush gentle to his soul
all that time can hold.

Wind, wind take to the sky,
rumbling through the blue of
the eye, blow to the heavens
the request that makes him mine.
~


Our love is awfully special
it is wonderful indeed, it
took the seeds of life and
bloomed a garden of dreams.

Flower that never die, like roses
opening before my eyes,
each petals reveals how time
truly heals.

Our love is awfully special,
it is wonderful indeed, it took
the seeds of life and bloomed
a garden of dreams.




Friday, September 20, 2013

Moment in Time

There is a old saying " be careful what you wish for." It reminded me of the first conversation I had with my physical trainer. He said " "I hope you find what you are looking for." But as time progresses and I stepped beyond the world of my big backyard, I have come to understand men and women in a different light. As I ponder on that statement " I hope you find what you are looking for" I realize I wasn't looking for anything , my life was like a ball of yarn unraveling and experiences were introducing themselves one by one. In review I have come to terms with life. One being I don't need to validate myself nor do I need acceptance. Maybe it is caution that comes to the forefront. I understand in away that only experience can provide. The traits of humanity are like threads woven into each of us and stitched into place like a needle weaves into the heart and soul.
There was a certain protection that the gardens provided. I tended to their needs and they provided me year after year with beautiful flowers. But it wasn't enough, a part of me was on a slow death course. But I guess that is true of all of us. Part of thrives to see another day, while another part goes about documenting the moment that will soon become our yesterdays.
I am not sure I have always held the reigns on my emotions and yet the exploration revealed tears of sadness, days of joy and laughter. The questionable struggle with faith and the dreams that some how took over my waking moments found  me floundering. Almost as if with all the gains I had made I am still standing motionless as if in one place with my feet anchored to the earth. I freely gave the pen so that someone else could write the chapters but as I began to write I found that there were still missing components for happiness.  Part of me believes that I kept holding the most positive of experiences up to comparison and there is no comparison. As I turn the pages it is as if the words have fallen from the pages, leaving a book blank to the eye.Trying to look ahead page after page and more emptiness.  Maybe it is the pen of caution that  makes one becomesleery writing the words of the present and future.

I gave my heart,
revealed it so,
whispers of happiness
that won't let go.

Laughed and cried
raced through time
the memories of life
are simply mine.







Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Whispers of Love

I'm calling on your love
like never before to lift
me to the heavens in the
dance of forevermore.

Embrace our two hearts,
unbreakable the hold with
the magic of your kiss that
leaves a print upon my soul.

I'm calling on your love
like never before to life
me to the heavens in the
dance of forevermore.

~

There is a song that waits to be sung,
and a story yet undone, on a path that
leads to you, in a dream that needs
to come true.

~
They are only words without any love,
no emotion or heartache nor dreams
of the dance above.

They are only tear drops without you to love,
full of emptiness and despair and void of the
sun.

They are only dreams without you to hold,
that teases the heart and tortures the soul.









Tuesday, September 17, 2013

The Words of Love

Happiness and Contentment are one in the same.
 
 
~
 
Stringing the stars one by one into a
lei of sparkle as a reminder of love.
I beg the heavens to listen close as
the words of love in the wind blow.
 
Not of a tune quaint to the ear but
the whispers of love I wish to share.
Sung in the dark of night, I hope it
reaches you before the morning light.
 
I lay here thinking of only you and
what it would be like to have a dream
come true. To wake up in your arms
and kiss you sweet and to lay in
your arms and fall asleep.
 
String the stars one by one into a
lei of sparkle as a reminder of love.
I beg the heavens to listen close as
the words of love in the wind blow.
 
 
 
 
 
~
I mirrored the dreams
of my memories and
the reflection brings
you to me.
 
The reality makes it so,
you are in my heart and
the love continues to grow.
~
 
I asked for truth,
and your heart appeared.
I asked for love
and it revealed you care.
I asked for a dream to
come true and poof
you made my heavens
blue.
 
I asked for happiness
and you gave me a smile.
I asked for faith and you
held my hand.
I asked for forever and
you counted the grains
of sand.
 
~
I wanna dream because
 dreams are all I have.
I wanna love because love
is what my heart demands.
I wanna dance if dancing
makes you mine.
 
Every morning, every evening
just you and I.
 
I wanna dream because
 dreams are all I have.
I wanna love because love
is what my heart demands.
I wanna dance if dancing
makes you mine.
 
Every morning, every evening
just you and I.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Escape the Darkness

Shouting as loud as can be, I asked my heart to be truthful to me. Ruled by the darkness, I stood
there in fear, as I wondered about tomorrow and how many days we had left to share. In a state of confusion and at the crossroads of life, I didn't know which way to turn and what road would lead me to the light.

If I can't have your love,
the end will speak and
the emptiness and loneness
is all that there will be.

There will be no tomorrows,
and yesterday will fade
and who will remember
the love that surfaced that
day.





Possessed am I by the dreams
and I know not what to do,
for my heart felt that something
special, the passion of love
that waits for you.

There with me in the morning,
your voice speaking softly and
again through the evening I
lay in your arms gently.


Possessed am I by the dreams
and I know not what to do,
for my heart felt that something
special, the passion of love
that waits for you.





~

The heavens cast an invitation
and without thought we said I do.
There is where the story got it's
start on the clouds where I dance
waiting on the dream to come true.

I saw myself in you,
a mirror reflection of two
and the words of  a love song
written the day we took on
the blue.

 




Voice of Love



I heard the voice of love
the whispers of loneliness
and fear, as I reached into
the darkness in hopes that
I could bring you here.

Your breath sweet to mine,
your lips gentle and so fine,
touching heart to heart and
embracing with the mind.

Wiped the tears from my cheek,
but couldn't remove each one.
Embedded are they to my soul ,
to represent our forever love.

~





Autumn

Fur Side Up
Smile... for we have lived to watch the sun shine 
down upon the day, we touched a heart, 
soothed a soul in the most amazing way. 

Sing... for we were given the gift of life for one
day or a thousand and no matter when we part 
this earth our love will stay to sing much louder. 

Dream... for we have sailed the heavens high,
and soared beyond tomorrow, in the hope 
that our dreams come true in replacing all
the sorrow

Thursday, September 12, 2013

One Moment In Time

Up early and unable to fall back to sleep, I found my mind wandering. How is it that one moment in time can have an everlasting affect upon the soul? The answers seemed obvious depending upon the void within, our own vulnerabilities and the basic needs. It is almost at any given time the path on which we journey can be redirected. It is inevitable that we will meet with the various changes of life , as no one can control fate.

My pillow awaits me ,
it is time to go to sleep
and if I have my way
I'll see you in my dreams.

No mountains, rivers
or streams ,the barriers
 of life can't keep
your love from me.
~
 
There is living, existing and then
a living death, that is life without you.


Wednesday, September 11, 2013

I just wanna love you and know you love me too.

I just wanna love you and
spend each day with you.
Take my hand and make
our dreams come true.

I just wanna dance on
the clouds up in the sky.
You make my heart
beat faster with time.

I just wanna know that
you want me too and
share each moment
under the heavens blue.

I just wanna wake up
and find you next to me.
See your smile and
whisper of loves memory.

I just wanna to pull you close
and feel your heart next to mine.
Stop the hands on the clock and
freeze time.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Swimming in my Fish Bowl

It is a special moment
as I close my eyes to see,
that you have never left,
you are a major part of me.

There is no sadness
when I think of you,
only joy and laughter
to see this wounded
heart through.

~
I kept the memories in reserve,
to call on when life is blurred.
I chose the heavens baby blue,
where I can be found dancing
with you.

I can feel the magic in away,
that brings life to the day.
From the moment I wake up
till I am fast asleep.

~








~
Believe

I would sail a sea,
reach for the clouds,
embrace tomorrow.

I truly believe
in the bonding of souls
when you touched me.

I would sail a sea,
reach for the clouds
embrace tomorrow.






~

When you sense my troubles
and can be there to convey,
the love of a special angel
that just appeared one day.

I know that you are with me
beyond the shadows of a day,
as I gaze unto the heavens
and see the blue take on the
gray.

Monday, September 09, 2013

Through the Eye of the Heart

Love parallels the universe,
when two souls become one.
~
 
It is not how I feel when I am with you,
it's how I feel when I am not with you.
 
~
Being on the same page is the same
as rowing in unison and there
you find the gift of giving
and receiving.
 
~
Each night I remind myself
that I can surface from the pain.
 
~
 
 

Good NIght

I'll not forget,
remember will I,
the fun and the laughter,
the glint in your eye.

The stars in the heavens,
the moon shining bright
and the dreams that await
to kiss you good night.



Sunday, September 08, 2013

In the darkness...

In the absence of the angels...
~
 
The is not of yesterday but that of the unwritten script.
 
~
 
 
Each word documents the power of the heart.



I looked to the heavens,
to the stars in the sky,
to the clouds in passing
and the birds flying by.

I looked to my heart
to the depth of my soul,
to the center of truth
and the memories of ole.

Saturday, September 07, 2013

The magic of a garden

 The restrains put upon my soul
 cannot anchor my love.
 
~
There are many ways to love,
I choose to love with passion.
~
You cannot have what is not yours to have.
 
~
The fairytale of my dreams
cast you my king...
 
~
 



I am thankful,
the sun shines,
the skies are blue
and the dreams are
mine.

There is no convincing,
for I always knew,
from the first moment,
that I would love you.

I am thankful
the  sun shines,
the skies are blue
and the dreams are
mine.

~
I can dance on the clouds with you,
sing sweet nothings in the blue,
You took me by surprise and your
whispers can't be denied.
I can dance on the clouds with you,
sing sweet nothings in the blue.




I looked back
and there was
nothing to see,
as time passes
it takes memories.
~
I can't say what you are thinking and
I don't claim to always understand.
I only know what is in my heart and
little of this God forsaken plan.

 I can't explains what is in your heart
nor the reason that we are apart.
I only know what is in my heart and
little of this God forsaken plan.


 ~
Ups and downs
round and round we go,
where we stop nobody
knows.

The ultimate would be
to stop time, as long as
that moment you were
mine.

Ups and downs
round and round we go,
where we stop nobody
knows.

~
I pray each morning
and I thank the Lord
for the strength and
wisdom on the journey
of forevermore.

~







              




Loving Me, Loving You

You can't go replacing dreams,
there is nothing you can do,
that which lives in my heart,
takes on  my pillow too.

There is no signs of sorrow,
sadness has no place here,
the day would be lonely if it
weren't for the memories
we shared.

You can't go replacing dreams,
there is nothing you can do,
that which lives in my heart,
takes on my pillow too.


~
When I am overwhelmed
this much I will say,
loving thoughts of you
bring joy to the day.

Wake me in the morning
and gives to me a smile,
I thank the Lord that
led me down those
miles.

~
Peace in the heart,
comfort to the mind,
images sweet for all
time.

Documents with ease
the dreams of life
that brought you
to me.
~

Loving me, loving you,
that is all we need to do
and we'll leave our
presence for all time.



Loving me, loving you,
is a dream certain to
come true, as I spend
my day with thoughts
of you.

~
This is my story,
the chapters a few,
written by fate,
directed by truth.

Travels the distance,
compares the day
reminding me when
you came my way.

~

If you take my heart
and turn it inside out,
you'll see there is no
difference as it was
you who make It
spark.

I couldn't hide it and
I don't think I'll try
as you touched my
soul and left your
love behind.

~





Friday, September 06, 2013

With Love

Sings >
There is angel in my corner
and I will tell you how I know,
he held my hand tightly and
refused to let it go.
 
Touched my heart
and whispered words of love,
there is an angel in my corner
sent from up above.
 
There are days when I am weary
and I don't know which way to go,
when I feel like giving up because
the moment seems to blow.
 
There is an angel in my corner
and I will tell you how I know,
he held my hand tightly and
refused to let it go.
 
Touched my heart
and whispered words of love,
there is an angel in my corner
sent from up above.
 
I don't pretend to understand or
know who wrote the script that
was written in the sand but as
the ocean erases it from the shore,
I am reminded of my angel who
I deeply adore.
 
There is an angel in my corner
and I will tell you how I know,
he held my hand tightly and
refused to let it go.
 
Touched my heart
and whispered words of love,
there is an angel in my corner
sent from up above.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
The darkness of the night having nothing on me,
for I have your love and I have the dreams.
 
Sunshine in my morning, with every smile you
give , that brings to me the love that through me lives.
 
~
 
Need more of your love,
your warm embrace.
 
Need more laughter
to remove the heartache.
 
Need to script to the blue
a life of loving you.
 
Need to let you know
that my love for you
continues to grow.
~
 
 
 
We sometimes write the ending
before we have read the beginning.



I don't like turning pages gray,
crumbling before me makes
for a weary day.

I don't like the darkness that
rules the night, that is why
I need your laughter to
bring me light.

~
Idle lay this body,
while the mind runs away
and still I have to confront
what comes both night and day.

Tears upon my pillow
as I share my thoughts with you,
wondering through the chapters
of both gray and blue.

We can't erase it nor
change a chapter or two,
but we still can write
tomorrow to see our
heart through.

~
With love in your heart,
you'll see it what it can do,
bridge an ocean and paint
a sky blue.

With love in your heart,
the world will look anew,
as you wander over the
mountains and see the
sun come through.

With love in your heart,
no sadness will there be,
for everything makes sense
a fulfillment of the perfect
dream.

With love in your heart,
you'll make it through the day,
touching others in a angelic
kind of way.

With love in your heart,
freedom will find away
to dance upon the heavens
night and day.

Wednesday, September 04, 2013

 
I am never saddened by the trials of my yesterday,
but I do ache at the tomorrows that will never be.
 
~
Life is...



In this crazy review,
there is nothing to do,
as we can't change
the passing of time.

Heartache adieu,
no tears for you
yesterday has
come and gone.


Sunday, September 01, 2013

Count On Me - Bruno Mars - Lyrics


One with the Night

I lay here in darkness
as images appear,
like a bridge across
the ocean your soul
to mine adheres.

Broken silence by
the whisper of your
name and to my heart
a melody that is there
like falling rain.

~
Man has many senses
more than the five you
read, for you are the
center of my universe
the energy in me.

Reflections of love
are cast for all to see,
but only the few will
dare to believe.

Listen closely
my whisper to you,
for your ears only
will catch the love
I blew.