My Soul

If you read or watched a good book or movie for the umpteenth time, you find that you sometimes interpret it differently or miss a scene that you hadn't seen previously. Mostly likely we relate to a scene based on where we are at the moment. I realize more now than ever that everyone has a very interpretation , like the script of life. 

I can't tell you how anyone else can see, 

but for me the blue sky is more than a dream. 

Like the mountains as they reach so ever high, 

I can feel my soul soar beyond this earthly time.

I know love has taken me for a ride, 

showed me the world through very different eyes. 

Like the simplicity of wild daisy in the field

and the journey as we crest the many hills. 

I know love has taken me by surprise, 

lifted my heart and soul many times. 

Each morning as the sun begins to rise

I thank the Lord that you are by my side. 

~

Reflected in each raindrop, 

in the rays of the sun, 

I can see the magic that

created our sweet love. 

Arched across the blue sky,

rainbows bridge you and I 

and that is how I hold you close

heart , soul and mind. 

!

~

We choose our own destiny

even though detours are written into the journey. 

~

No one man's journey weighs heavier than another...

~

I vote next winter we study hibernating... 

I think I can sleep through winter. 

~

I am not prepared for tomorrow, 

but I don't think any of us are. 

~

There are so many kinds of love,

one does not compare to the other. 

~

It was the cardinals at the feeder, 

feathers were bold and bright, 

that reminded me of the strength

we all need to stand up and fight. 

It is not the need of weapons, 

for our struggles are like a sea, 

it is our endurance that reveals

that we can accomplish anything. 

It has to be the season
it reminds me of you,
and lifts me from the earth
in the dance that lovers do.

My feet are anchored,
but my soul is soaring free.
I am in the arms of love,
cradled so peacefully. .
~


It is the blue sky,
the early rise of the sun,
the song that filled the air,
the love we both share.

It is in the silence and
in the dark of night,
when I close my eyes,
it is you I am holding tight.

It is in the laughter and
in the tears that fall
the memories of a lifetime
that to my soul call.

~
Each day reveals the treasure,
the happiness from deep in side
from the memories you have given
and our hearts that so entwine.

The world a journey that few
never completely understand
as every road a circling detour
that has a walking hand in hand.

I have met a lot of people and
I have seen so many things
but as I stay on the journey
I realize you are my everything.

Earth has little meaning,
for our hearts and souls are one,
as we have found our place
in the heaves above.

This is our love story,
it was always meant to be,
written in the wind,
soaring high and free.

One day our time will pass
and rivers will run dry
but our love was meant to last
and forever it will be.

Your voice is all I hear,
as I wake from the dream
and find no matter our travels
you are always here with me.

To deny makes me a fool,
as loving you has a magic hold
an embrace that won't let go
and deep inside me grows.

Like a tree deprived of water,
my thirst for you makes me hotter.
Ignited by need and a passionate desire
my soul feels the fire.

You are always in my arms
no matter where and how far.
From the moment I say good night
till I wake to the morning light.

I could go on forever
documenting the falling of a feather,
the joy of that day ,
when an angel found his way.

Singing With the Angels

I acknowledged love

when the void within me no longer existed.

~

 

Some chapters are frightening,

that is why I keep reviewing my favorite.

 

~

 

 

 

 

 

If I could gather up the stars
and string them across the sky,
I'd use them to write the words
an eternal gesture of the love of
you and I.

Like lavender on my pillow ,
your image suggest a calm,
that comforts me in the night
with your love from afar.

Angels

I think they must be angels,
they push, they pull and 
they tug and when I try to 
let go I feel a gentle hug. 

I think they must be angels, 
they call, they whisper, they
sing and when I doubt the 
moment their voices come 
to me. 

I think they must be angels, 
loving, wise and kind, they 
directed me down the road 
and eased my troubled mind. 

I think they must be angels, 
they touched my from inside
left a print upon my heart 
and wiped the tears from 
my eyes. 

I think they must be angels, 
as I have thrown in the towel 
and when I least expected it 
they gave to me a smile. 

I think they must be angels, 
for they know me better than
I know myself and when the 
curtain of sorrow falls they 
remove the power of hell. 

I think they must be angels, 
when the storms of winter fall
they give to us a reminder
through the rays of sun they 
call. 

I think they must be angels, 
they come in many a disguise
and lend a ear so that I may
quietly confide. 

I think they must be angels, 
sympathetic and true for 
when I reached out a hand
they once more led me to you. 

I once more found myself
in the arms of yesterday,
when all was as it seemed
and happiness replaced
the gray.

I could have done it differently,
the choices I had made but with
no regrets I let go and the dreams
with the wind took way.
~

The script was written in error and 

no provisions were made and that is 

why a tear drop falls each 

and everyday. 

~

The stars go on forever, 

the mountains top the sky

and the steps that led me 

to you confuse the mind. 

The blue bird returned, 

the wren she stayed behind

and I thought about the 

strength it takes to heal 

this heart of mine. 

~

It is not strength that makes the decisions

for I have been on a course of choice other 

than my own. 

~

It just might be winter

or the darkness of the 

day, but somehow I 

highly doubt it, as the 

pain has never gone 

away. 

I placed upon my face 

a masque made of a smile 

and a band aid upon my 

heart that stuck for the 

long mile. 

~

With Love

Sings >

There is angel in my corner

and I will tell you how I know,

he held my hand tightly and

refused to let it go.

 

Touched my heart

and whispered words of love,

there is an angel in my corner

sent from up above.

 

There are days when I am weary

and I don't know which way to go,

when I feel like giving up because

the moment seems to blow.

 

There is an angel in my corner

and I will tell you how I know,

he held my hand tightly and

refused to let it go.

 

Touched my heart

and whispered words of love,

there is an angel in my corner

sent from up above.

 

I don't pretend to understand or

know who wrote the script that

was written in the sand but as

the ocean erases it from the shore,

I am reminded of my angel who

I deeply adore.

 

There is an angel in my corner

and I will tell you how I know,

he held my hand tightly and

refused to let it go.

 

Touched my heart

and whispered words of love,

there is an angel in my corner

sent from up above.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The darkness of the night having nothing on me,

for I have your love and I have the dreams.

 

Sunshine in my morning, with every smile you

give , that brings to me the love that through me lives.

 

~

 

Need more of your love,

your warm embrace.

 

Need more laughter

to remove the heartache.

 

Need to script to the blue

a life of loving you.

 

Need to let you know

that my love for you

continues to grow.

~

 

 

 

We sometimes write the ending

before we have read the beginning.

I don't like turning pages gray,
crumbling before me makes
for a weary day.

I don't like the darkness that
rules the night, that is why
I need your laughter to
bring me light.

~
Idle lay this body,
while the mind runs away
and still I have to confront
what comes both night and day.

Tears upon my pillow
as I share my thoughts with you,
wondering through the chapters
of both gray and blue.

We can't erase it nor
change a chapter or two,
but we still can write
tomorrow to see our
heart through.

~
With love in your heart,
you'll see it what it can do,
bridge an ocean and paint
a sky blue.

With love in your heart,
the world will look anew,
as you wander over the
mountains and see the
sun come through.

With love in your heart,
no sadness will there be,
for everything makes sense
a fulfillment of the perfect
dream.

With love in your heart,
you'll make it through the day,
touching others in a angelic
kind of way.

With love in your heart,
freedom will find away
to dance upon the heavens
night and day.

... and then the angel spoke.

The existence of love is what feeds the heart.

There are various angels from heaven above that grace us with their gifts through the hands of love. Some soar and they soar high as they embrace the soul never weakening their wonderous hold in the blue of the sky. The angel of love takes to the heart a gift that allows us the opportunity to feel from a far. Joyous the angel of the spirit can see and is capable of reaching out through a dream.

Whispering to the Angels

Whispering to the angels, my morning plea,

send in a love a letter, a kiss from me.

Direct the sun rays, warmly to his heart,

in memory of the moment, he caused my

soul to spark.

Sing softly to my darling of happiness and

glee, a song of our heavens, sung from

memory.

Scripted for two, the play has just begun,

you take the lead and we'll dance just for fun.

Whispering to the angels, my morning plea,

send in a love a letter, a kiss from me.

Lilac

Each day I watch as the leaves grow and bring to the hollow lush shades of green. The seasons reveal that there is hope beyond the days of stormy weather. I find mother nature to be quite encouraging as she shares in her ever blooming gardens the mystique of life. One lesson that surfaces is the need one plant has for another. The tables of the forest shows the needs of the various plants and how they are dependent upon one another to flourish and provide for the animals that live within. The trillium carpeting the hills nourished from the rich and moist soil hidden under an array of tall and stately trees.
I understood my need to hold your hand as I felt the rain upon my face and the thunder rattle my soul as the lightening lit the sky striking fear into my being. Your smile shines down on me and thus warms my very soul and your embrace is felt like the tree embrace the mountains, strong and secure. But most of all I feel the growth of my spirit as it is surrounded by your love




The tantalizing smell of lilac in full bloom. I can get lost in the fragrant blooms of lilac as they tease the spirit into an entrapment. An invitation to the soul, one that has it falling back into our yesterdays as it documents the current moment. I literally spun around in dance, as if the hollow had summoned me to partner with spring in a celebration of a season in its full expression. Briefly I felt such glee as I became one, one with the moment, one in spirit with the hollow, one with the dreams of my heart.

~

It has been five months since I made my new years resolution, " to thine own self be true. " Have I been honest with myself? My heart and soul again raised the question? Have I been honest with myself? I hadn't removed all traces of fear, nor had I gained in the stride in which I had hoped. We all at times feel the restraints from both our inner and our outer vulnerabilities. I see a few accomplishments as well as personal failures. I feel the weight of my surroundings and the anchor of my choices. I thought back to the moment when the journey took a great turn. It was a time where I had succumbed to the walls of despair both physically and spiritually. At this time it was a rapid period of growth, I had seen my own worth in the world, my value as a woman and a friend. It was a rather simplistic time without pressure, one that worked with my spirit and enhancing the soul and encouraging growth. The experience did not stop there, there was much to learn and I was learning at a rapid speed.

Moving slowly I was now at the mile marker where I first escaped, I left behind the memories that haunted me so and I walked away to feed my own personal needs. Here is where I began to explore my own emotions, some that had not surfaced till that very moment. I felt a happiness that I never had experienced before.

In time more lessons would be revealed as I moved forward and embraced friendship and love in the most unique way. From a time when "ignorance was bliss" to the struggle to stay a float to and again to a period of growth which took me to another level.

I at times feel as close as the angels to the heavens and as distant as a fish to the dessert. Turning the pages in the book of truth, what do we see? I thought about the purpose of this life and where the journey leads. It is not in the ending of a book but the path we taking getting there. Brush and thistle, Brier and rambling rose all seem to barricade the path.Forging ahead through thorn and thicket, I am aware of the struggles on the climb. The claw of the anchor digs in deeper to try and hold me back. Release his hold and set me free, allow my heart and soul to dream.

~

The more I experience, the more I crave.

~

The hunger is fed by knowledge.

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One lie causes the rocks to crumble for the foundation is weak.

~

Because I dared to love...

Angels

When you are with me,
when we walk side by side,
our heaven is what you'll find.

Wonderful as can be,
the beauty reflected,
is our souls set free.

You're always with me,
where ever I go, I feel
your love and it always shows.




When we speak of angels,the first thing that comes into the minds of many people, is the celestial winged creatures that hover over the heavens. Energy takes on many forms and can create a force which can be felt from great distances. Angels appear at different times in our life and for many reasons, sometimes to guide us, other times to pick us when we have fallen and embrace us. The impact is an everlasting beauty which not only strengthens the soul but clears the path as it realigns the direction in which we must travel.
In our early years we went from crawling to standing up and walking, in our adult life we do much the same. We start out climbing mountains, occasionally sliding backwards and inevitably stumbling forward till we reach our destined journey.
Confusion occurs when we overtly place expectations on the moment and fall victim to disappointment. If we clearly remove the haze that forms around us, we begin to see the truth of our journey. Stripping away our selfish needs reveals the existence of our heaven upon earth and our walk with the angels.

Peace

Where there is love, there is peace, where peace, great joy!

When Angels Stopped To Smile...

I can't recall if the sun was shining,or if the day was cast in rain. All I know is that something happened and it just kept getting better everyday. The days became shorter and in the nights I danced to song and I knew that this was more than special, in your arms is where I belonged. I asked about the timing, why did it take so long? Why were the roads so winding and the barriers so tall and strong? The wind nipped the spirit, the sun cast away the gray and the angels stopped to smile down on us and to our hearts convey. Compare not to sorrow, let the darkness fade, the reflection from the heavens had chosen to shine on you and I that day.

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Blessed

This is so incredible, fantasia at its best, one lone star from the heavens to remind us how we are blessed. Stare on upward and surely you'll find, twinkling beyond the mountains, the planet Venus makes a sign. This little wonder as seen from all angles of the earth, remains in the southern sky, as patiently our love is birthed. I froze for a moment as I glanced one more time to see, the miracle of this connection that bound your heart and soul to me. Love was born from the revelations of respect, but passion raged a fire, from the very first moment we had met.

February Snow!

Cuddling in those soft inner wings, I lay
my head and heart and happily I sing.
Joyous this embrace, I am afraid to
wake and alone the world face.

With out such a quest, I felt your outer
wings strong and I knew I was blessed.
Starry the night, I kiss ,as I grasp
to hold tight, the love you give
to me.

The moon displays images that will
never fade away, cast of a rainbow
set in gold i'ts the love for you I hold.

Strength I’ve never seen, bending
down reaches out for me. Close as
your dreams is the love, we set
free.

High, higher then the stars, beyond
planets, Jupiter and Mar. I ‘m not
afraid, I know we are not lost , we
will find our way.

Tired I took to sleep in those soft
inner wings, where I’m safe and
your love creates for me a magical
place.

Don’t let me fall, I couldn’t handle
the separation at all, for I will love
you so, my personal Angel cast from
the February snow.

Merry Christmas! Through the eyes of a child...

When ever I like to think of Christmas .. I try to remember what it was like through the eyes of a child. Not much changes as we grow older ..
hope and faith and the mystery o
f life still dominates our being.

I know I can...

Singing> Close your eyes... The darkness soon to fall and heaven makes a call.

The winter chill and breeze left trees without there leaves
Now stands my heart bare for you to see , what you've done me.

Close your eyes ... The darkness soon to fall and heaven makes a call.

A blanket of covers me ... filled with loneliness

Till I turned to see my angels follow me.

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The human psychic a scary place to be.The challenges of a lifetime can be overwhelming and tiring. My grandmother filled with life had lived a long and quite healthy life. I wondered as she met with death of family and friends how she must have felt. The ability of the mind to cope with less then kind situations .. Then I realized how blessed we are , how many angels have crossed our path. How do you thank a angel?

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I am giving the little engine some competition... I know I can....