Nothing more than a rainbow
fading high within the clouds,
where nothing is left to hold
as there is only emptiness inside.
The early darkness sets
as the rain pit and patters
and there in the moment
nothing else seems to matter.
It could have been the dreams
the wish fulness of the heart,
that hoped for something more
from the very start.
But rainbows never last
and blue skies turn to gray,
as I look up to the heavens
and the void has found its way.
The wind swept down
and carried to the sea,
the love and the heartache
leaving only memories.
The calendar shredded
as the months fade away,
like the rain in a storm
I pray for the sunny day.
No tears are falling
this chapter left blank,
as I feel a numbness
in the void that remains.
Whispers of love and
stars that shine of above,
I took it to the wind
to send you all my love.
Song of the heart
a melody of sweet,
inspired by the dreams
of you with me.
My lips quivered
I imagined your touch
and there in the darkness
your image merged with
mine into one.
If only I could make you see,
just how much you mean to me.
I know you'd be here now and
you'd be gazing at my smile.
If only I could make you love
the way that I love you,
I know you feel the magic
the way that I feel it too.
If only I could hold you here
and never ever let you go,
I'd love you the way you should be loved
like the sun that melts the snow.
If only I could make you see
just how much you mean to me,
I know you'd be here now and
you'd be gazing at my smile.
I wanna make the mountain bow
to make it easier to get to you,
I wanna make the rivers flow
sailing in one direction to you.
I wanna make the skies blue
even when those skies are gray,
I wanna whisper in your ear
" I love you more with each
passing day."
I wanna dream night and day
of holding you here close to me,
I wanna exchange those kisses
sweet the ones that bring you
to your knees.
I was once told "not to let my emotions rule. " I guess that has always been a little difficult as I believe in life, nature and energy and that we are one with our surroundings. Trying to keep my emotions in tack makes me feel a bit numb. Almost like a blank canvas with no yesterdays or tomorrows. Sometimes I find it necessary to file away in my mind each experience , so as not to relive them. What is gained and what is lost? The sun is setting earlier and feels once more as if I am living in darkness all the time. I looked up at the stars, the sky clear and bright and thought of our existence in a reality that is not fully explained. What is our place in this great universe? Life so precious that if lost cannot be replaced and at the same time people disregard the importance of it. I thought of the stars how they brought us closer. One set shining down on us no matter the distance between us. But this evening I looked at them quite different for I felt lost without you. We are so minute in the scheme of things. All of life needing the same nourishment, food water and care. Was is beyond what we know? As the clouds pass by the heavens the stars fade.
One with the heavens
and one with the earth
nothing between us
as our hearts concur.
Energy, spirit or
something in between,
as our souls came together
like a well thought out dream.
I hold you near,
I hold you in my heart.
~
As the rainbow faded into the sky
the sky blue surfaced.
~
The canvas of life changes with the season
unlike my love for you which never falters.
~
This is my story....
~
The heart is like a puzzle with each piece that perfectly fits
and if one piece becomes missing it becomes a broken mess.
~
Unconditional and timeless comes to mind.
~
Without you the darkness rules.
" We'll cross that bridge when we come to it" "No bridge in sight."
Weight of A Tear
Shed in a tear and ounce of sadness for what may not be, as it rolls down my cheek it picks up memories. Beautifully uncomplicated to the seriously naïve. It washes away the sadness and washed away the fear but can never cleanse my heart of the love I feel for you my dear. Steadily moving it makes a gentle curve, leaning towards hope and faith in just one little tear. As I catch it in my heart and hold it so very near, I realize just how heavy the weight of just one tear.
Patience, happiness and sweet words of love
are a few of the gifts showered down from above.
~
Je t'aime de tout mon cœur.
You can't compare the star lit sky
to the sunshine that brings the morn,
nor can you compare the greatest love
to any love that has come before.
I might not feel your flesh next to mine
nor taste the sweetness of your lips so fine,
but this incredible feeling that I get from you
lifts my soul high above the heavens blue.
The emotions linger in a auspicious way
encouraging the dreams to get me through the day,
deep and powerful in away few would understand
the passion between us has my heart on demand.
I'll net your sorrows and toss them away,
replace with happiness in the most joyous way.
From the moment you wake up , till you're asleep
my love is what you'll find unconditionally.
~
The trees standing bare
as a carpet of gold now lay,
one with the season as only the
stories within us remain.
Moments filled with laughter
that had taken me by surprise,
above all overflowing with love
that never leaves my mind.
We challenged the mountains
and overcome the rivers flow,
to unite two souls together
as they are nourished to grow.
Reaching to the heavens
your hand interlocked in mine,
in a spiritual connection
rising high above the divine.
Not of magic nor trickery
that the distance might fade,
for we are a source of energy
that grows stronger everyday.
Cliché "I'm happy when you're happy "
but true.
Each night I send you
in whispers of song,
my heart felt devotion
to the one that I love.
Feel the tenderness
as our souls embrace,
remember this moment
as nothing will take its place.
Beyond forever
our love will survive,
as it takes to the heavens
to master the sky.
Glimpse of the stars
and gaze at the moon
as soon you will realize
nothing can part the love of
two.
I race to the bed
to wish you good night,
closing my eyes
and pulling you tight.
Kisses of sweet
in a tender embrace,
as I begin to dream
that we are face to face.
The darkness surrounds us
and I adjust to see,
the heavenly visual
when you are with me.
The stars to the moon,
the clouds to the sky
somethings belong
like you and I.
The hills are no longer green
and autumn is now in charge,
shades of gray and yellow
can be seen both near and far.
I walked through the leaves
that had fallen to the ground,
crunching beneath my feet
making a musical sound.
Documenting the moments
writing each one of them down,
just incase you might forget
this angel is earthbound.
Spiritually attended
I can feel it everyday,
whether you are near or far
you always find your way.
A gift from the heavens
or is it a magnet draw?
Unshakeable emotions
seem to say it all.
I wake up immersed in your love
eternally bonded two as one,
the new moon cradles the stars
as your love holds tender my heart.
You don't choose true love,
true love chooses you.
~
The familiarity of a soul
reveals our similarities.
~
I looked up at the sky so clear and so blue
and at that moment realized how small we are in the scheme of things.
~
I hope there is an ever after
because it would be sad to think that our time on earth is all there is.
~
Saving you your place on my cloud.
xo
all that much more beautiful,
~
I can handle pretty much anything
just knowing you are here.
Simply xo
When my children left to go off to Kindergarten. The first lesson I remember them learning " life is not fair" and I responded to them with" no one ever said it would be." Than my dearest friend Nancy who said" I wish we were the same age so we could have grown old together. " Which takes me to my grandmother who always manage to keep a smile on her face through the loss of family and friends. I clearly remember thinking how difficult it must have been for her and yet she never complained. Strangely as I have grown older I now understand the loss and void that she had felt through the loss of my own family and friends. I must be an over emotional person as I have filled my share of tear filled buckets. Nancy was much older than me and surely much wiser and she said " when God closes a door , he opens a window". I am glad that you were outside that window. Takes your hand pulls you close and gives you a kiss.
While at the bank today I picked up a calendar and amazing it was for the new year 2021. How fast time has gone by . I remember your first xo and now years have passed. If wishes came true, I would freeze time while laying in your arms.
Season upon season
chapters of a tale,
where two souls
like warm butter meld.
Right outside my window
a heartbeat away,
your love surfaced
to bring joy to my day.
Where there is hope
I found a bit of faith,
that I should experience
such love in a day.
Tears have fallen
and my heart had
felt such pain,
till the day I met you and
you brought your sunshine my way.
Words simple as" hello,
how are you today? " and
kisses felt from a far
making sunshine out of rain.
Always and Forever
Humming birds to nectar,
honey to the bees,
a butterfly to the flowers
and your love to me.
Bridged across the heavens,
no distance to part
as you found your place
here in my heart.
~
Autumn Breeze is the
warm wind that dances
through the trees
sending down to the earth
a mix of golden leaves.
One more time
to wish you happiness
as I say "I love you more"
as I lay here and reminisce.
The Autumn hills
in a rainbow of color
surrounds with the hues
to warm the spirit enhancing
the sky of blue.
To share a moment
and take in the day,
with you in my heart
the world has never
been the same.
It's moments like this that reveal
how truly wonderful you are.
~
As long as you are here,
I'll keep rereading this chapter of life.
`
The sky clear and stars shining bright
shining down on both of us.
~
Snuggling close
my eyes closed
and still I see
through the heart
you and me.
~
knowing you care means everything ,
for you are pure love.
~
Visualizing, head on your chest,
hands interlocked, sweet kisses,
enough to hold me through the night.
~
Loving you makes me appreciate
every moment we share.
~
In a tear...
~
Blessed
~
I LOVE YOU
The easiest thing
that I have ever done,
is fall in love with you
and in my heart you grew.
My sunshine when it rains and
the love that warms me thru,
my angel and my darling
my thanks I give to you.
Forever is easily spoken
but you revealed the truth,
as you stayed beside me
and each day got me thru.
I dedicate these words
for all you are to me,
lover, friend and soulmate
my sweet eternity.
My kind of normal
is a day with you,
hugging and kissing
is a dreams come true.
To watch you smile
while holding tight,
you're like the sunshine
as you warm this life.
I wouldn't trade moments
for the memories we make,
you're here in my heart
by the hands of fate.
My kind of normal
is a day shared with you,
cliché " I am happy
when you're happy too."
I looked at the sky so blue and
thought of sharing life with you,
no clouds at all could be found,
only leaves were falling down.
Simple pleasures are all I need
to have you here next to me,
to feel your kisses sweet as
I wake up from this dream.
I looked at the sky so blue and
thought of sharing life with you,
no clouds at all could be found
only leaves were falling down.
Your hand interlocked with mine
an image that soothes the mind,
crackling leaves beneath my feet
woke me from this daydream.
Here in the hollow surrounded by
autumn's blush of golden leaves,
the winds begin to rustle with a
whisper through the trees.
Everything goes about
as if time has never passed,
the deer are grazing as the
turkey stroll on past.
Hanging on to the dreams
that have gotten us this far,
the love of both you and I
tucked deep within my heart.
We leave our print firmly
displayed upon the earth,
where the once upon a life
the script of love was birthed.
Endless moments
brought a smile to my face
and touched my inner soul
in a most unique and wonderful
way.
No endings to the story as the
words have now been claimed,
written through the years to
document the days.
More cannot define
the deep love that I feel,
as I am reminded of how
we make the earth stand still.
Your love is always here with me
we accepted life's challenges,
conquering the distance
to full fill our needs.
~
In my arms and in my heart
in my life the brightest star,
a song from my lips sings
of that special kiss.
In my day and in my night
in each moment of my life,
I find myself aware of the
joyous love we share.
~
Forever and always...Amen
Life is fleeting...so I don't want a day to go buy without saying " I love you"
~
Exhausted... head on your chest,
~
Sealed with a kiss.
to quickly bring you here,
as I conjured up the images
I felt the love we share.
It removed the darkness
in a utterly complete delight,
brightening my morning
with a kiss like sun shine bright.
I took to smiling
and the mountains took to fading,
as placed my hand in the air
and hoped you would do the same.
Interlocked souls
capture the meaning of
"forever and a day"
as I hold you in my heart
in this very special way.
I went about daydreaming
to quickly bring you here,
as I conjured up the images
I felt the love we share.
~
You built me a rainbow
as it arched the blue ,
it connected my heart
directly to you.
I found a comfort
and embrace from a far,
and I returned it with kisses
taken you by the stars.
~
To close my eyes and just once open them while in your arms.
~
So vivid a dream that it haunts me while
I'm awake.
It's one of those moments where I'm running but my feet have not left the ground. Screaming but no sound comes from my lips. Where my need and want of you battle to feel your touch.
Like a puzzle piece as it connects,
when you are here I am complete
and without you an emptiness .
~
To kiss your lips good night
and feel your arms holding tight,
my want and need for more
wonders what is in store.
Tired as tried can be
and still I cannot sleep,
thinking of you and
wishing this dream
comes true.
My heart aches for you
as I gaze up at the blue,
no words from my lips
and still i wait for your kiss.
where two souls are one,
above the heavens high
we unite time after time.
Breathing in your air
as this dream I share,
above the heavens high
we unite time after time.
Visuals are so kind
a reminder you are mine,
above the heavens high
we unite time after time.
I'm grateful for each one,
that I could experience
the joy of your love.
To know you care
and shared your life with me,
brings a smile to my face
as I review the memories.
I woke early in the morning,
the dream still vivid in my mind.
The images clear as they can be
I'm there with your hand in mine.
Our love survives the distance
it overcome the ups and downs of life,
as I review the experience before me
in the dream that brought together you and I.
The mountains just another grain of sand
and the river beds dried up long ago,
as the bridge of the heavens arch as they
connect your world to mine.
watch the sun as it sets in the sky,
with whispers from the heart
spoken only for you and I.
The evening has come quickly
it gets darker earlier each day,
but for me that matters little
because your sunshine always
find it's way.
Could be a word or two
or just a hello and goodbye,
bringing peace to the day
and closure to the night.
~
I go about running
though my feet have never moved,
I find you're always waiting and
my soul quickly approved.
I'm in your arms each night
if only in my mind,
as I take to my bed and
hold my pillow tight.
It is the energy between us
that cannot be denied,
a gift from the heavens
that graced you and I.
I am thankful for each moment
that we get to share and
I'm thankful for your loving
as you show how much you care.
and let it guide you,
hold my hand and
follow me.
The day is nothing but time
until you and I have shared
the love that was always
meant to be.
Must be a gift
from the heavens,
that led your soul
to reunite with me.
~
The stream trickles over sandstone,
waiting on the rain to once more fall,
it flows like a magnet to the river
like my soul to your love is drawn.
We've entered another season
the leaves on the trees tell us so,
this is time as it tells a story
of how love continues to grow.
~
I could stay in this dream forever,
as long as I'm there next to you.
I hold my pillow tightly and
dream another dream with you.
In the garden or atop the mountain
as it matters little where we are,
for you are as close as can be
you are here in this heart of mine.
