I really don't don't know what had drawn me to this , other than a survival mode. You do what you have to , to make life work. I see life separated into quarters. Young and foolish, mother and wife and than a period of time where I was just me, without thought or expectation , just myself. I think about who I am now, most of my customers call me Autumn and yes Autumn is a big part of Rachel. The memories , the experiences of a lifetime.
Sometimes you look back and you think if I could have done things different.It comes down to "if I knew than what I know now." I am not sure why the swell of tears surfaced at this moment ,it wasn't always an easy journey and many times though I believe in choice , I do believe a lot of what happens is out of our hands and yes belongs to destiny.
Puzzles are interaction each piece interlocking. That is how I feel about the opportunities I have been granted and the people I have met , they interlock and find a place within my heart.
My son recently bought me a quill pen as a gift. As I dipped the pen in ink and began to write , I thought about how we are different to different people. Family, mother, sister, friend, customers, acquaintance, lover and the impact that leaves in everyone, like an imprint on our soul.
As difficult as life can sometimes be I am ever so grateful for everything that I have been blessed with, because on the contrary the" glass is half full. "
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The young dreamer ....
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