My Soul on canvas, "Pictorial Prose": WEBOMH

Sunday, March 25, 2018

WEBOMH

Not sure why I am emotional this morning. I am not necessarily melancholy but overwhelmed as I look at the season that is just beginning. I have always had a reason for the struggles. Make sure the children had a stable home, provide, college etc. There were even times as I look back when there was a freedom of thought that set me above the clouds. I guess I never felt so much alone as I do now or so lost in the scheme of things.
Screaming in silence. My mother's advice in life was " you made your bed, you lie in it" " if you think you have it bad, someone else has it worse" " why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free" Yep that was the extent of her lessons of life.
Okay so I am having a good cry and hopefully getting that all out of my system before I start the day. Heading out with a friend to celebrate her birthday. I have to travel on a highway that I am not fond of. I must have been the oldest sixteen year old to ever get a license and I still do not like traveling on some roads.
The " little engine that could" was always one of my favorite childhood stories to read to the children. So much so that I kept a framed painting of it above my work desk. As the train tries to make it over the mountain..." I think I can, I think I can, I think I can, I knew I could."I have come to realize it is not what happens but how we deal with what happens.
When my son Nicholas was two years old and we were camping he had a crowd of people around him and he was singing perfectly a song that I had always sung to the children. The people all yelled out" look he is so cute and he knows the words so well. " "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey. You'll never know dear, how much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away." He knew all the verses to the song. All I know is that I did the best I could and hopefully that is good enough. That day down the road they will know the sacrifice, the love and the faith that it took to get them to that place in their life.
I am not sure if I love or hate the song by the Beatles " the long and winding road" as it reminds of how long a journey and how difficult at times it was. Oh yeah, a lot of people had it worse. Lot of people would say" you are very strong Rachel." I don't feel very strong today.

Sings> You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamt I held you in my arms
When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head, and I cried

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me to love another
You'll regret it all one day

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.

~
So leaving this moment on a positive note. Here goes...

You bring the laughter
placing joy in the day,
calming my soul in a
warm kind of way.

Hugs and kisses
are merely of thought
but the love we share
cannot be forgot.

Bring on the blue skies
let the season begin,
lets take on the field
where daisy's are blooming.

Not here in my arms
but for sure in my heart,
you have been here from
the very start.

Feel the kisses
I've sent thru the wind,
from me to you till
the end.

Living and loving
each day with you,
that is what these
dreams do.

Reached wit the hand
and found with the heart,
the strength to unite
what nothing can part.

Up on the heavens
or here on earth,
I'll cherish the love
for all that it's worth.

Lips to lips a sweet kiss,
the feelings of bliss,
whispers of love for you
and scripted in the heavens
blue.

The Long and Winding Road

The Beatles

The long and winding road
That leads to your door
Will never disappear
I've seen that road before
It always leads me here
Lead me to you door

The wild and windy night
That the rain washed away
Has left a pool of tears
Crying for the day
Why leave me standing here
Let me know the way

Many times I've been alone
And many times I've cried
Any way you'll never know
The many ways I've tried

And still they lead me back
To the long winding road
You left me standing here
A long long time ago
Don't leave me waiting here
Lead me to your door

But still they lead me back
To the long winding road
You left me standing here
A long long time ago
Don't keep me waiting here
Lead me to your door

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Light Up The Cloud

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your heart to mine,
rhythmic they beat,
spinning in circles
to memories.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Stars above us,
in the night of calm,
where we dance as one
all night long.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your lips of sweet,
pressed gently to mine,
sharing a moment
please stand still time.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Not Only in My Dreams

Singing>I wanna hold you forever, I wanna make dreams come true.I wanna love you like no other and make you love me to.Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no! I wanna create our eternity, where you are holding me.

I wanna feel you inside me, I wanna dance the night away.I wanna make you need me .... the way that I need you....Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no!. I wanna create our eternity , where you are holding on to me.

Not only in my dreamssss

Lyrics by Rachel Charlotte Miller

The Dance in the clouds

Welcome to Prose, my daily escape, where sweet fantasy mingles with reality, to create the magical land of romance.
Dreams.....

1.
a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.
2.
the sleeping state in which this occurs.
3.
an object seen in a dream.
4.
an involuntary vision occurring to a person when awake.
5.
a vision voluntarily indulged in while awake; daydream; reverie.
6.
an aspiration; goal; aim: A trip to Europe is his dream.
7.
a wild or vain fancy.
8.
something of an unreal beauty, charm, or excellence. –verb (used without object)
9.
to have a dream.
10.
to indulge in daydreams or reveries: He dreamed about vacation plans when he should have been working.
11.
to think or conceive of something in a very remote way (usually fol. by of): I wouldn't dream of asking them. –verb (used with object)
12.
to see or imagine in sleep or in a vision.
13.
to imagine as if in a dream; fancy; suppose.
14.
to pass or spend (time) in dreaming (often fol. by away): to dream away the afternoon. –adjective
15.
most desirable; ideal: a dream vacation. —Verb phrase
16.
dream up, to form in the imagination; devise: They dreamed up the most impossible plan.
Close your eyes and open your heart, and step into my world where the clouds carry us through the night sky to the awaiting sun lit mornings. ...

Soul Mates

Most people relate to the study of Greek mythology, the magical stories of the heavens and the gods that ruled them. Zeus the God of Gods, ruler of the universe struck bolts of thunder down upon mortal man. The myth that humans were combined of four arms and four legs and a single head made of two faces which struck fear into the Gods, caused Zeus to split them in half. Zeus Condemned split souls to spend eternity searching for the other half that would complete them giving them the energy and power.
In our modern day era there is all kinds of talk of searching for soul mates, a loosely used term for finding the person who has the perfect fit. Soul mates could be defined as very dear friends who have a strong bond, two people who walk in harmony, a life lasting connection, spiritual companions, twin flames that burn as one, one that has an extreme , positive influence over another or in a more romantic way some have referred to soul mates as the reuniting of
split souls.
There is no doubt in my mind that an energy does exist between people, on a scientific note, they would break it down to mere adrenaline. I believe soul mates are much deeper, it is the equilibrium that causes an inner balance of happiness.
In our society there are the expected norms, dating marriage, love an life that we are somehow predestined to perform. As you look around you find that rarely do people find such a perfection connection. In my mind is a view of all the perfect weddings that I had attended to find that very few lasted the miles.
In the bonding of a soul mate, both must be standing on common ground, that which feels comfortable and in a state of normalcy. Each knows the others moments of weakness as well as days of strength and brings out the best in all situations. The positive cognation from one partner to the next creates a platform of encouragement, promoting one to strive for better, to create a desire.
In a bond of two inner spirits there is no demand set upon the souls, but an understanding that speaks without words. Emotions rise up from the flames to possess the energy of desire and create lasting moments that lift and bond two into one.
What is the possibility that two people will find such a positive energy of attraction, both in the spiritual and physical sense? I can address no formal number to the combination of a puzzle that interlocks two souls.
Do I believe soul mates exist? I in every sense of the word believe there is a connection from one human to another that is above the normal expectation. The interaction of souls is rare and gifted with trust, respect, faith and love. The crucial ingredients must be met with self first before they can be shared with another human being. Standing at the gateway of self respect, allow faith and the trust in oneself guide you to Love.