Your Love

My laptop is down and my speakers on my desk computer are fried. I think I must be hard on electronics, of course I use it forever thing. Technology in away can be a companion, educational, business, access, friendship, entertainment, with a wide range of other uses. Without sound I find that I sing more and read lyrics more. I also find myself calling my sister more often. It is rather interesting to exchange the past, present and hopes for the future with her. I find that our views though represented differently really are not much different. I haven't read the poems I write to her like I use to. Sometimes I find it to be a safe zone, where only I can visit. Sometimes I feel like winter is taking its toll or maybe life. I'm tired, not sleepy tired, tired of the struggle. For a person who grew up in a very rigid structure, I find that there is so very little in my life. No real plan and in someways as I said to my sister, " I am very much alone ."  Surprisingly she understood, because it is not a loneliness that lacks people for there are many people in my life.
I see a finely coiled network and the weave like thin copper wire entwines. Intricate like that of a spiders web and so many people, places and things a part of it.

I take with me wherever I go,
I take with me your love.
I placed it in my heart and
it warms gentle like the sun.

From the moment I wake up
and all threw my day, I take
with you the love that I hold
in the most special of way.

I take with me wherever I go,
I take with me your love.
I placed it in my heart and
it warms gentle like the sun.