Beneath the moon
under the scatter of stars,
close your eyes and feel me there
lips to lips without a care.
Till the sun once more rises
hold me in those arms of yours,
just the thought brings a smile
and has me begging for more.
Beneath the moon
under the scatter of stars,
close your eyes and feel me there
lips to lips without a care.
It was the fragrance sweet
that ignited the memories,
a time where we were one
and united by our love.
I gazed up at the sky to see
the morning moon above,
the days are all but gone
and still remains our love.
Tears most certainly fall
at the thought we had it all,
I face what tomorrow brings
in a world based on dreams
The energy is amazing
what one can say and do,
devoted to the emotions
I let your love on through.
The time has passed and
everything comes to an end,
for we are merrily passing
in a circle from within.
That which pierced the spirit
lifted the soul on high
also caused the ache
that toys with mind.
I placed in all my love
happiness and peace,
sprinkled with passion
and the joy of dreams.
I added the sunshine
to brighten your day,
filled it with blue skies as
if every day was in May.
I tossed in the heavens
the stars that shine at night,
a simple reminder that
you are the love of my life.
Running through the heavens
jumping from cloud to cloud,
even though my feet are
firmly on the ground.
Whispers of sweet love
have fallen upon deaf ears,
it might be wishful thinking
to believe that you still care.
Turning the pages
on this story we call life,
chapter upon chapter
reveals the human plight.
"You have got to give a little, take a little and let your whole heart break a little"
dancing with you.
It could be the season, the holiday surprise as I dance around in circles with your image in my mind. The day feels so magical beyond the worlds despair as I take once more to dreaming of my sweet love, called forevermore. There is sunshine when skies are dark and grey and a warmth that can be felt when the snow won't melt away. Your memory brings a joy to my life as if I had you here through the day and night. It is so special these feelings I have. The darkness fades replaced by the sunshine just like your love that brightens my life.
Whisper once and whisper twice
and whispers just for you,
bringing words of love
from the heavens blue.
Hear it when you wake up
in the winds that roar your way,
I sent to you all my love
in each and every drop of rain.
I closed my eyes
and crossed my arms,
one more time to feel
you here with me.
The Kitchen Dance
has never been the same
as the first time I felt
you in my dreams.
Softly humming
wordless sounds of love
calming this weathered
heart of mine.
My waking and sleeping hours
are all simply just the same,
I spend them thinking of you
each and every day.
I hold onto the moments
that bring the most amount of joy,
relieving each and everyone
the images cannot be destroyed.
Grateful for the experience
of a time so long ago,
a life preserver I hold on to
and just can't let go.
Gazing at the night stars
that shine down on you and me,
it brings with it a reminder
no distance can separate a dream.
We're as close as the thoughts
that unite a soul to soul,
each comes with the blessing
the heavens quickly unfold.
The hopeless romantic is
running while standing still,
trying to change the path
but I guess I simply failed.
The words take to the music
like the heart to a whisper,
repeating the words of love
that can't even be heard.
Waking to the morning light
with you here in my mind,
feeling a sense of peace
that only comes with time.
The song no one else can hear
meant only for your ears,
sung to cross the miles
hoping it brings you smiles.
If tomorrow doesn't come
cliche are the words of love,
left for the world to read
of how I feel for you.
The gift comes without a tag
there's no price on the day,
you came into my life and
started it all new.
I whispered to the wind
to send to you my friend
kisses upon kisses to land
upon your lips.
If the wind doesn't cooperate
I'll send a few of those snowflakes,
as they melt upon you may you
feel my love for you.
When I can't sleep
I lay here daydreaming,
gazing at the night sky
and thinking of you.
May the star that shines bright
shine over you tonight as a
reminder how near you are
to me.
Two hearts and one love
blanketed by the heavens above,
a reminder of how special
you are to me.
I whispered to the wind
to send to you my friend
kisses upon kisses to land
upon your lips.
I recreated the moment
of our first hello and the
smiles between us
would certainly glow.
My heart felt the warmth
from deep, deep inside,
as I held you close
right here in my mind.
Your love is certainly here
as close as the memories we share,
From the rain comes kisses
from the moon hug as the world
is the gift of our love.
In the silence of the night
the wind whispers to me,
calling out your name
as if I was caught up in
a dream.
The tears had fallen
and numb was this heart of mine,
as I sighed and took a breath l
I felt your love come over me.
The memories surfaced
and my heart began to sing,
a smile to my face as I
walked right thru the dream.
Forever is most certain
and I will tell you why,
as the love between us
left its imprint on my mind.
Singing and dancing
as a calm came over me,
I stopped to feel you in my arms
to the title of eternity.
Chapter upon chapter
till the end is near,
the story was written
when a heart dared to care.
I looked on back
at the choices that were made
and the sorrow swept over me
like a fog filled gray day.
Should there be heartache
and tears that don't stop
or should I file them away
under the title " I've lost"?
I find myself thinking of you
hoping your life brings joy thru,
from the first day you said hello,
I couldn't ever let you go.
Words can be meaningless it's true
except for the ones that the soul writes of you,
the expression of emotion written in the clouds
directed my heart as I fell in love with you.
I felt the wind as it dipped down
and it made a loud roaring sound,
it woke something from deep inside
as thoughts of you toyed with my mind.
Brushing up against my cheek
my knees quivered as they became weak,
for just one quick moment in time
I had you in these arms of mine.
Afraid to open my eyes
to find the dreams were built on lies,
you were never and I wondered
if you ever cared.
The days are quickly passing by
and I felt I wasted a lot of time,
wishing that you felt the same
and hoping we would share just
one day.
You never ever said goodbye
just got up and left myside,
all that is left is foolish dreams
that bring you close to me.
Decorated the Christmas Tree and
watched as snow fell to the ground,
all my thoughts drifted to you as I
wandered if you thought of me too.
The choices we made led us here
parting ways with no time to share,
an alternate universe is what we have
only thing between us is a photograph.
I celebrate the days gone by
even though it was a very short time,
windows and doors open and close
that's the story of life we all know.
Decorated the Christmas tree and
watched as the snow fell to the ground
all of thoughts drifted to you and I
as I wandered if you thought of me too.
Let the silence fuel the moment and
let the darkness dance a melancholy blue,
capture the days of sorrow and replace
them with love between two.
Choices led us down the path
and choices keep us where we are,
I go about daydreaming to feel
your love once more in my heart.
The start of winter
another chapter or two,
I don't understand this life
and what we do.
Snow is falling
with the whispers of wind
like a dance upon the mountain
as each day begins.
I feel the magic within
as your love reaches out
and lets the warmth of
the sunshine in.
I needed to be closer
and there is no running away,
I took to my pillow to dream
that in my arms you lay.
I hold on to you
as you feel like a day in spring
bringing your love via my
nightly dreams.
The end of a season
and the passing of a day,
another chapter written
as the memories never fade.
Tears of yesterday
sorrow and heartache,
weeping of tomorrow
as the void remains.
Waiting for the moment
to hold you in my arms,
feel the beat of your heart
under the nightly stars.
I'd hold you forever
and I'll never let you go,
precious moments of sweet
creating a soft, sensual moan.
Today it is just a dream
one that might come true,
as I gaze unto the stars at night
knowing they shine down on you.
My Dad would always say " see ya later or I'll be seeing ya." He didn't believe in goodbyes. Year after year a parent passed, a sibling passed until the family was gone. I never imagined outliving all of them. This time of year I try to remain busy so that my thoughts don't race. My own children walking their own path as adults. I find myself emotionally exhausted as I have said goodbye to my dearest friends and family members.
I closed my eyes tightly
to race to where you are,
as if the clouds above us
united us from afar.
The tears are falling
and my heart aches,
as I take to dreaming
underneath our star.
Unpacked the train for the Christmas Tree and
unwrapped the decoration with each memory,
watching another sappy romance movie as
the tears surfaced I thought of you and me.
The years have quickly passed by
and still you are fresh on my mind,
thoughts of how it could have been
and the loneliness that seems a sin.
Unpacked the train for the Christmas tree and
unwrapped the decorations with each memory,
trying to conjure up a scene of the past
I couldn't help but let out a laugh.
My head upon the pillow
and my fingers to the keyboard,
I wanted to type the words
more special than forevermore.
To tell you how much I love you
in a unique and loving way,
but I don't know how to express
what my heart has to say.
I keep running through the memories
as if my soul could finally escape,
reaching out for your hand
to pull me to safety.
But there is no one here to listen
and there is getting away,
as time takes to passing
the tears no longer fade.
The screams are all in silence
and this world is the barricade,
as I have fallen victim to the
dreams the heart has made.
I think about the difficulties in life. They may be different for everyone but never the less their burden to carry. As a child Christmas didn't mean gifts, it meant hope. Hope for peace, love and happiness. I wonder at times how we got to this moment in time and I guess it's hanging on to those little positive moments . They are the life jacket that keeps us from drowning in the negativity. My first lesson as a child was " Life is not fair" and the response " no one said it would be." To the adult version of " life is not easy" and the response " no one said it would be." So this may be a bit early but I wish you a Christmas filled with hope!! One of peace, love and happiness.
Where are you? Where are you?
I looked but can't find, the
rivers between us and the
mountains divide.
I looked to the heavens
to the moon and stars above,
trying to capture and hold
on to our love.
Morning filled darkness
and ache from inside,
constant reminders
of you and I.
The wind danced upon the trees
like a ballet of an autumn breeze.
The sky a bold and bright blue
cloudless allows the sun to shine
through.
Melancholy the inner spirit
as I find myself a drift to you,
the whispers take to the heavens
hoping the whispers surface in you.
I retreated to my bedroom
as the silence took control,
I held my pillow tightly
wondering if you ever thought
of me too.
The hum needed no words
the sounds deep within my heart
replaced any trace of tears
with an image of you from afar.
Is this a childish game of love
or am I a fool from the start?
To unlock the gateway and
allow you here in my heart.
.
I ran without moving
and escaped for a time
soared to the heavens
as the mountains I climbed.
The pages came together
and a chapter was written,
in a story of love where
the heart and soul fit in.
The time has come
and goodbye are said,
as I close my eyes
and climb into bed.
Dreams still bring you near in a
strange way I know you still care.
The night brings a comfort to the soul
as your voice still has a magic hold.
There's a dream I've been having
I repeat it time after time ,
it is always the same
consisting of you and I.
Sometimes it is comforting
it's where we can talk
and sometimes I can feel you
as if this life has been unlocked.
There's a dream I've been having
I repeat it time after time ,
it is always the same
consisting of you and I.
It might be my wishes
to make it feel so right,
or could just be the dream
that brings the moment to life.
I took to cleaning as the
years had taken their toll,
stacked in the corner was
the words I had written
long ago.
The box held memories
of the years gone by and
I felt a bit melancholy
as if I had drank a little
wine.
I was caught up in the moment
and my heart began to ache,
as I wiped the tears from my cheek
and tried to mend the heart break.
Music came to mind
and once more I began dance,
I held my arms open
and to the heavens I glanced.
There is this place within me
where I store the love filled rhymes
and when I am feeling lonely
I read the poems of a lifetime.
I felt your love
lift my feet from the ground,
I was reminded by my smart watch
that my heart beat raced with time.
It was a sort of magic
that only two lovers share,
like a rainbow on a sunny day
is a reminder that you are here.
My mind a drift
at the days of long ago,
I couldn't help but think
how much I love you so.
The chapter had been written
and the pages have all been turned,
as I hold the pen once more and
write the words of love again.
I have said a few goodbyes
and teetered on a new hello,
wishing and wanting that
you wouldn't have let me go.
But I can't change the yesterdays
no matter how much I try,
even if the thoughts of you
never, ever leave my mind;.
Singing... can't rewrite the pages
where you held my hand
and I can't skip the chapters
that made you my man.
I spend my nights dreaming
sweet thoughts of you,
I'll take the blue skies and sunshine
as they are filled with love from you.
Your love lifts me up
in the most amazing way,
rids the sky of darkness
replacing all the grey.
Touches the heart
as if it were made of gold,
the precious moments
have a special kind of hold.
Your love lifts me up
in the most amazing way,
rids the sky of darkness
replacing all the grey.
Feels like a thousand suns
have warmed this soul of mine,
taking me high above the clouds
each and every day.
Your love lifts me up
in the most amazing way,
rids the sky of darkness
replacing all the grey.
Age is no requirement
for ever sixteen are we,
that is how I feel with you
in my every dream.
The birds migrating
stopped to say goodbye,
in the tree tops high
they had taken flight.
Surprised by the view
too many to count
as their silhouette was
cast against the blue.
They tweeted and chirped
in a roar like sound
that befuddled me as I
glanced up from the ground.
The sky darkened
as they went on their way
in this page of life
documenting a day.
I mastered the running
with my feet standing still,
I conquered every mountain
by starting at the bottom of the
hill.
The visions are inviting
with a positive view,
like the passion flower entwines
the love just grew and grew.
I felt the magic
that had me reaching above,
in away that brings two
beings into one.
If I say river
you say stream,
I see a mountain
you view the dream.
No two moments
can be explained,
our worlds are as
different as different
can be.
Could have been love
or could have been lust,
the emotions that surfaced
couldn't adjust.
I said hello
and you said goodbye,
as the ache in my heart
lasted all of this time.
The curtains are drawn
and the sun is bright,
with a lift to the soul
and a trigger to life.
The heaviness is
simply all but gone,
as I have accepted
the right and wrong.
We can't change
the seasons hold,
the mountains height
the rivers pull.
Time has passed
and it is all but gone,
leaving behind
a solemn song.
It was the fullness of the moon
in the universe within
that somehow became a reminder
there is no beginning or end.
Like stories in a passage
of one chapter to another
becomes a moment in time
from sunshine to thunder.
The emotions are heavy
weighing down upon the soul,
only to await the curtains
to see the truth in view.
The similarities are many
the differences just a few,
which in comparison
reveals how we are very
minute.
We can't change the stars
in the heavens up above
or rewrite the journey
with or without love.
I can shout it from the high
or in silence simply wonder,
if this tiny place in time
is some unintentional blunder.
My heart was racing
the numbers were high,
the visions before me
messed with my mine.
I wanted to stay there
and refuse to awake,
I wanted the dream world
even if fake.
To be in your presence
to know you were here,
I would do it again,
if our souls could share.
It wasn't spectacular
and it was ordinary at best,
complicated by all the people
who put us to the test.
I knew in my heart
you must have cared.
so I traded in my day life
just to have you here.
Could I continue the dream?
Could I find you there?
tucking under the blanket
and closing my eyes
in hopes that I'd be in your
arms one more time.
I repeated your name
I called it out twice and
in the thick of the dream
it all felt so nice.
It was quite clear
and as vivid as vivid can be,
that something's in life
are just meant to be.
I closed my eyes and refused to let go
I need another minute to hold you so,
the occasion was ordinary and a little
bit strange but to feel your presence
I'd it again.
For a short period of time I escaped into a world that was neither here nor there. Free to experience and to feel where I am void of any restraint. Am I who I want to be or am I what circumstance had created? The heaviness that weighs down upon the moment has me slipping back to a time where laughter ruled and the heart assured me of the magic that exist. Like a story where I was indeed the writer and the characters of life appeared briefly. There I am in a chapter that has my soul dancing upon the clouds. The anxiety that had engulfed my spirit for so long was channeled and I felt a sense of peace. Ahhh this must be what the water raft feels like when your head is slipping under. Running , running escaping the barriers . There is a kind of acceptance that comes with self . I am the sunlight that shines down upon you and wakes you in the morn, the wind that whispers your name and the sweetness that brings a pleasant taste to the memories.
Brighter sunlight and gifts of blue,
the sky above us a blanket true.
Dried the tears and warmed the heart
that soul to soul will never part.
I didn't go looking and I didn't expect to find
that you would be here time after time.
I didn't go looking and I didn't expect to find
a love, like the love between you and I.
I didn't know or understand at the time
that love does exist like a blissful rhyme .
I didn't know or understand at the time
but I know now what there is between
you and I.
I didn't go wishing or wanting anything
but a deep and dark void was left behind in me,
till that day long ago when you first said hello
you took my hand and held on to me.
I didn't believe a love like this could exist
it's more than any one person could wish,
from that first day I hadn't been the same
for my days of sunshine dried up the rain.
I don't need to make promises
for my heart belongs to you,
nothing can change the way
you make my sky so blue.
The words are definitely indelible
they are permanent indeed,
a script of forever love
beyond all eternity.
I lost it for a moment
I thought you didn't care
but no matter the distance
our love can be shared.
Holding hands
strolling by the seashore
kisses sweet that is
what dreams are for.
Moon lit path
nothing else matters,
love is here
that's all we're after.
Stop and stare
gazing into your eyes,
goosebumps follow
under starlit skies.
Magic in the air
thinking of the love we share,
brings together two souls
in a everlasting hold.
Holding hands
strolling by the seashore
kisses sweet that is
what dreams are for.
I took to daydreaming
to bring you close to me,
as I envisioned your love
as we frolicked by the sea.
Passion and desire
and happy as can be,
on the blanket in the sand
just you and me.
The image a blessing
that soothed this soul of mine
as I held you close to my heart
bypassing this troubled mind.
We have come together
though distance dares to part.
as I feel your kisses upon me
and your embrace from afar.
I've been running
though my feet are still,
can't make it past the
rivers and the hills.
There are somethings
that I just wanna say,
but I don't think it matters
to the ending of the day.
I thought I had it and
didn't wanna let go,
that something special
that gives us a glow.
You didn't believe
or understand,
I just needed you
to hold my hand.
I've been running
though my feet are still,
can't make it past the
rivers and the hills.
I measure all of time
to the moments that I had
once shared with you,
when skies took on a shade
of royal blue.
The chapter was written
and the pages have all been turned,
there is no looking back at tomorrow
or at the love for which I have yearned.
The final quarter of the game
it is where the end nears,
I spent years in hopes
that the love would fall upon
your ears.
I don't know just what I'm doing
when everything feels the same,
tear drops keep falling as if
I was caught up in the rain.
I quivered at the thought
in my arms you'd lay,
awake in the dreams
where the darkness fades.
There the silence breaks
with whispers in the night,
if only from you lips
the words of love delight.
as they sing their song,
watching the baby deer
as she wanders along.
Another day in passing
and I was feeling blue,
as I spent my day
thinking of you.
I tried to forget
the print left on my heart,
as the sun set and the moon
took it's place in the dark.
Wondering as I do
as the tears fall,
trying to mend
the break in the hearts
wall.
Maybe we are just a moment
that quickly passes away ,
just like the seasons
leaning on a new day.
To gift to you the sunrise
with a kiss in the early morn
and hold you in my arms
in an embrace of forevermore.
Somethings are everlasting
more beautiful with each day
and other moments are passing
leaving only memories to stay.
There is a ache in my heart
and a feeling that never fades,
as I review the chapters of
all those yesterdays.
I lay here thinking of you
and wondering what could be,
if you had held my hand
beyond our dreams.
I watched as the sun took its place in the sky
and at that moment realized truth is reality
and the lie is the dream.
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When my son broke his arm the doctor said
" don't worry mom he will be stronger where he broke his arm than any other place in his body." I feel that way about the heart...where it is broken it hardens so that you are stronger . It does indeed harden , so much so that you can never quite feel the same kind of love again. I don't think it's possible to love the same way twice. Maybe we put your guard up as away of protecting ourselves. We can always love again but that magical " in love" If you find it once in a lifetime...
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There is something about the silence that fine haunting.
~
Once upon a dream..
~
Every story has an ending ...like it or not.
~
It is impossible to let go... holding on.
~
We all have a gliche as if life malfunctions.
~
I think we are a by product of circumstance.
~
Blah, blah, blah.
~
I get it ...sometimes you just don't know which way you're going.
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Happiness is overrated ...because surely you have more to lose.
~
I admired my grandmother and at a very young age
wondered how she got through life with all the loss.
~
Love...I never want to feel the pain of loss that great again.
~
I do believe we are a vessel
on a limited journey.
~
So much ugliness in the world
that is why I hold onto those special moments.
It might be human nature
the emotions that I feel,
we all want to be loved
till the earth stands still.
The sharing of two souls
in away we only can,
walk me through life
while holding my hand.
My needs are simple
as any need could be,
to feel your love
beyond the dreams.
It could have been the movie
or the song played to the heart,
but more than likely it was the
memories that created the spark.
The yesterdays suddenly replayed
as if they were new today
from the moment I opened my eyes
till the stars found their place.
Sweet tender moments
that only love can provide,
as I think of you sweetheart
the pages turn within my mind.
One or a thousand
matters very little to me,
for you are the love of my life
via the sweetest memories.
I have a little bit of faith
wrapped up in the dreams,
little bit of hope that you
are still here with me.
In the silence of the night
and again in the morn,
my heart races at the thought
of what love has in store.
Time is moving faster by the day
but my heart of sixteen still remains,
like a clip of love movie scene
I find myself holding to yesterdays
memories.
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I was told the feelings would fade
but they are stronger with each and everyday,
it might be true that one can love longer
or that one's emotions were always stronger.
I was told the feelings would fade
but with they years the ache still remains,
like a mountain that can't be climbed
the distance messes with the mind.
I was told the feelings would fade
wash away like stardust in the rain,
the truth that my heart can't deny
leans on the love that I hold for you
inside.
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To the morning sunrise a hello
wake up and let the sorrow go,
holding you as close as close can be
I found you in my foolish daydreams.
To the heavens I gaze each evening
knowing very well yours and mine are the same,
though our paths lead in different directions
our souls are joined for all eternity.
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One word , one thought
one dream is all I got,
One faith, one fire
one love filled with desire.
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I wanted you and needed you
so I wished upon a dream
and there I found you sitting
at the table across from me.
I felt the magic of sweet
to have you here with me,
if only for a moment
via my nightly dreams.
I wanted you and needed you
so I wished upon a dream
and there I found you sitting
at the table across from me.
You looked at me so kindly
and I looked back at you
as the distance faded away
and one soul was formed from
two.
Nothing documents life like the seasons
as one prepares to come and another to go,
no calendar is ever needed to remind us
as the weather seems to always let us know.
I find it all to be a bit melancholy
as I don't enjoy those goodbyes,
nothing seems to last forever
as everything passes with time.
Each injury to the heart
leaves a scar I can't deny,
but it's true we become stronger
through the soul and the mind.
Life is chapters of interpretation,
different for all of us.
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No regrets...like butter on the hands
we are all bound to slip up.
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Sigh...
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Character, reveals much about each of us,
~
It takes courage to see the truth,
accept the truth and live the truth.
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No emotions...void of expression.
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I don't have a big enough eraser.
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It is what you want to see... a fool to the journey.
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To every life a story
and every story a life,
I've never known an ending
that ever felt right.
The happiness I'm feeling
are the memories of you,
but they too are fading
just like the sky of blue.
To every life a story
and every story a life,
with chapters on sorrow
that never feel quite right.
It's human nature to cry
with emotions rumbling inside,
the feelings of heartache
rest between me and you.
To every life a story
and every story a life,
from the moment we are born
till we turn off the light.
You're just a dream away,
that's how I get thru the day.
Feeling your sweet kiss
as if they touched my lips.
You're just a dream away,
that's how I get thru the day.
Like the dance upon the clouds
and embrace that can't hold me
down.
You're just a dream away,
that's how I get thru the day.
wishing you here with me
I fall back into the dreams.
blooms of life for us to share,
sorrow, sadness and darkness fades
as the sun filled memories remain.
weeping memories
listening for our heart,
wanting and wanting
you from the start.
I've said goodbye once to many times
and felt the sorrow that toys with the mind,
I had torn the page from the many chapters
and still the memories remain.
Haunting sounds fill the room
as tears flood like a river to the sea,
the heart aches at the thought
that this is how life was meant to be.
~
Page upon page of a lonely life
somethings just don't seem right,
nothing fills the void within me
not even the heart filled memories.
I held on for so many long years
wishing and wanting you to share,
to join the hearts of two souls
in a bond of a forever hold.
~
I tried to stop the hands of time
freeze the frame within my mind,
to mend what had been broken
and hold you for just one moment.
Nothing can change the past
it is time that has that last laugh,
for the years have gone before me
and left me with only a dream.
I tried to stop the hands of time
freeze the frame within my mind,
to feel your love once more
while wishing there was more in
store.
Interpretation varies
as does our experience.
~
You can change tomorrow
but yesterday is already engrained deeply within us.
~
When at the fork in the road
celebrate in the direction that follows.
~
I hung to the magic of love
felt it lift me to the clouds above,
the energy was quite exciting
shared from that special one.
You can't find another
no duplicate can there be,
the uniqueness I experienced
is beyond belief.
I treasure the memories
the feelings just won't let go,
it is the warmth and magic
that within me grows.
The flowers continue to bloom
another page is written that is true,
I prefer to look ahead but my heart
is on constant review.
~
Song sung, sung blue
my heart longs for you,
song sung, sung blue
I can't help but love you.
Song sung, sung blue
I feel the magic for you,
song sung, sung blue
that is what this love can do.
It is not you or I
it is the we that
took me by surprise
as my heart simply can't
deny.
Not mine or yours
but a world for two,
wonderful and loving
under one heavens blue.
~
I felt the joy only love can bring,
when that something special happened to me,
I felt the magic of you and I
when two hearts and souls are closely entwined.
Like a river that runs mighty deep
your love flows through me,
through the ridge of the mountains high
the magic of love brought us side by side.
I don't go for playing games,
you know my heart I gave.
From the moment of hello
I just couldn't let go... I don't
go for playing games.
I don't go for playing games,
I think of you day after day.
Sad as it may seem to the
mountain of my dreams,
I don't go for playing games.
~
This life is a bit crazy
don't ya know,
the road a bit difficult
don't ya know.
the world tilted to the right
as I think of that first night
and nothing is the same in
this life.
My heart is a bit saddened
don't ya know.
The days a bit long
don't ya know.
From the moment you went away
there was nothing left to say as
heart felt a little more sad and blue.
The butterfly caged set free
and only I know the dream,
the story with many endings
feels the pain of this trail.
Don't weep deep in sorrow
let the love shadow the heart,
remember the days of laughter
and the passion that two souls
won't part.
The trees whispers and
the winds called out your name,
the hills rumbled with the storm
as the gray skies remained.
I beckoned to the heavens
to the sunshine send
like the warmth of love
that is here to the end.
~
I kept my heart on guard
to never ever let it feel again,
the pieces now put together
allowing this heart of mine to mend.
They say that time is the greatest healer
what a fool is he who first wrote those words,
for the ache remains forever within me
with no sight of that darn blue bird.
Come a little closer
there's something I want you to hear,
it all doesn't really matter
if you're not here to share.
The kisses fade
into the morning sunshine
as I wake up with you
on my mind.
One can climb a mountain
or swim the river wide,
but two can take the heavens
and dance side by side.
If only you knew how I felt
how your hello made my heart melt,
the years have documented true
but even time doesn't realize how
much I love you.
Limbo under leaves of green
under memories and dreams,
felt your touch in the breeze
made my heart stop to sing.
Limbo under leaves of green
under hope and faith I sing,
felt the joy you brought to me
warmed my heart with memory.
I am here with all my thoughts
while everyone goes about their day,
wondering what I had done
to feel this amount of pain.
I released all the emotions
like tears drops falling in the rain,
if I were a dry board eraser
I'd erase many of the decisions I made.
Some may call that regret
but I don't regret knowing you,
I'd might have done things a bit different
I'd have you loving me like I love you.
I woke this morning
all my thoughts were of you,
like a flip book before me
I saw my life through.
The tears kept falling
and I didn't know what to do,
my choices were many
captured under the blue.
The experience is the lesson
on this path we call life,
some were awfully delightful
and others didn't feel quite right.
I don't know what to think
was this love of mine real?
I held it deep in my heart
and there you will find it still.
Everyone has a story and some
books are bigger that is true,
but as each chapter comes to and end
I find myself reviewing the one of you.
It could have been much different
and I could have walked away,
but the reasons are so many
while infused in a certain way.
From a child I carried the sorrow
as a woman I quickly put it away
only to find another heartbreak
would follow me to this day.
The song that broke the silence
took me to another time and place.
there I could find your smile
and the love that made my heart race.
I stayed awhile in the moment
I felt as if you were here,
something changed inside me
and the strength to get thru appeared.
I snuggled under the blanket
and I wished the sorrow away,
I'm here to celebrate a love
that is in my heart to stay.
I took the path
not knowing where it leads,
felt a bit lonely while
falling to my knees.
I made my mistakes
lost count of a few,
but it taught me to appreciate
my love for you.
There is a lot to learn
we are never to old,
for the journey was written
to guide our soul.
Our needs may differ
and our needs the same,
in this chapter of life
that seems like a game.
Might have been the sorrow
and the heartache I felt,
that numbed the experience
in this life long tale.
Like our Irish song
that fills the hills,
my heart sings
what my soul has willed.
La de da, la da de,
la de , la de da
no words are needed
in this chapter called love.
To hold for a moment
in this most unusual way,
I close my eyes and give
praise for the day.
Hold my hand ,
come dance with me,
if only in the heart of
my dreams.
Tell me you love me
tills the stars no longer shine
and that you will be mine
for all of time.
Just a moment in time,
was it you or was it I?
this heart in pieces
is left like a broken rhyme.
Surely the answer was there
from the first hello we shared,
was it I who was afraid to see
that somethings are not meant
to be.
The question is always the same
and there no one else to blame,
the tears are all but gone
as I carried them far too long.
Just a moment in time,
was you or was it I?
saw, felt and wanted so
the dreams of love that
would not let go.
We are made of songs
and made of dreams
and what we leave is
clearly memories.
My heart has felt the love
and than again it cried,
the void that is left inside
still toys with my mind.
I felt a certain ache
as I turn the page,
the pen was always there
in a chapter we both shared.
From the mountains that surround us
to the rivers that join the sea,
the song that breaks the silence
delivers the dreams to me.
There is where I hold you
and whispers words of love,
like the angels in the heavens
looking down from above.
It's through the whispers of the wind
that reveal just what you mean to me,
getting weaker by the moment
as I fall victim to the dreams.
Stars in the heavens
belong to you and I alone,
as the sparkle of moonlight
unites us with its glow.
The yesterdays are compounded
in a chapter book of sort,
revealing a story of how
you simply took my heart.
The day has ended
and I sit here all alone,
wondering where it's going
this long and weary rode.
The moments of tomorrow
will certainly arrive
and whether you still love me
never , ever leaves my mind.
I think of you constantly
in away I don't think I should,
from the moment I wake up
I find the path misunderstood.
No tears are here to fall
nor sorrow to be breached,
as I wake up next to you
via my morning dreams.
Early in the morning
a stroll thru the hills,
as I gazed up at the blue sky
the moment stood still.
I felt happiness and sorrow
like chapters in a book
as I turned the page
I got one last look.
Fields of bailed hay and
skies of cloudless blue,
the beginning of summer
has me missing you.
Perfection is synonymous
with souls times two,
that is the wonder of magic
and my love for you.
The tapestry of life
is colorful in away,
like the green of the hills
and the abundant rain.
Memories are daily gained
sometimes through dreams
that ensure in my arms
is where you'll stay.
Taken back by the floral display
roses and peony's have their way,
fragrance so haunting sweet
brings me back to you.
Time is quickly running out,
the blooms suddenly will fade
into a series of dreams
where all that is left is you and I.
Cloudless skies of blue
there is no way of reaching you,
I tried so many ways to call
on out to you.
No one knows the feelings
that can't or won't let go,
my heart and soul broken
as the emptiness inside grows.
In your long and distant absence
the pain and sorrow can be felt.
I had fallen beneath the heavens
and on my knees I knelt.
There's too many goodbye's
too much sorrow and ache,
chapter upon chapter of
foolish heartbreak.
You took my love with you
and left me with a void,
the feeling of emptiness
to my mind toys.
The tears keep falling
like a storm in the night,
leaving only the darkness
in which I can't fight.
I've tried over and over
to let the feelings go,
but the ache in my heart
knows no tomorrow.
Strolling through the gardens
with roses and peony's in bloom,
the fragrance sweet and haunting
brought me back to you.
I thought about each moment
and how you got me through ,
from day one there was always
me and you.
Strolling through the gardens
tears swelled in my eyes
and from that first forward
the feelings could not be denied.
Could have been the angels
that sent you down from above?
blessed me with your magic
by sending sweet love.
You never know the reason
we have to wait so darn long,
the timing is out of our control
for we didn't write the song.
The words are only documentation
of the time you and I had spent,
left for future generations
of what our love has truly meant.
Like rainbows after the rain,
somethings must come and go,
but the love I have for you
just continues to grow.
If the whispers don't make it to your ears
and the words I write don't find away there,
then I'll take out a billboard or two,
as you pass you'll see the words " I love you"
If you can't understand the way I feel
when you talk my heart it stands still,
from the moment you first said hello
something in my heart could not let go.
Some call it fond memories
others think it is nothing but a dream,
but I know our love to be true
all my gray skies turned Blue.
Some call it fond memories
others think it is nothing but a dream.
but I know our love to be true
all my gray skies turned Blue.
Close your eyes and you'll see
it was always you with me,
a rare and wonderful love
it's reserved on the clouds above.
Opened my heart and let you in
if it's a game I certainty win,
for you and I were meant to be
as we rewrite eternity.
Close your eyes and you'll see
it was always you with me,
I was there and you were here
if only by our nightly dreams.
Don't forget I love you so
you took my hand and didn't let go,
holding me, holding you,
the bond of love just grows and grows.
Sometimes the stars align
and everything feels alright,
it's when I hold you near
in my heart without fear.
Sometimes the stars align
and everything feels alright,
when I embrace your love and
take to the heavens above.
Sometimes the stars align
and everything feels alright,
and than it all disappears
leaving only memories here.
Sometimes the stars align
and everything feels alright,
until I wake from the dream
to find it's only me.
We'll come and go
like the season of snow,
leaving behind only memories
to those whose heart we've touched.
As long as I can write
I'll take a little bit of time,
to leave a part of you and I
in words on a page.
When we are no longer here
I hope that someone will share,
the simple words of love
that documents you and I.
Like the breeze to my cheek
I was gifted with memory ,
or it could have been the flowers
that to my heart empowered?
The sun is shining
and my heart is not denying
that you warm me
through and through.
There are many ways to love
and as many ways to feel,
but my darling sweetness
only you made my heart
stand still.
I'll be ever grateful
that life exposed to me,
a path that led to love
as love would have it be.
When darkness falls upon me
you brighten up my day,
bringing joy and happiness
through warm summer rays.
I reached on out for you
and felt your hand take mine,
interlocked both heart and soul
from the very first time.
Everyone a legacy
and a story to be told,
mine shall be a glimpse
of a dream that unfolds.
Turn the page ,
as a story is told,
chapter on chapter
of life unfolds.
If I could rewrite
I'd choose the one,
written in romance
and filled with love.
The sweet kitchen dance
and the geese out back
as a story of love surfaces
on a well journeyed path.
We are temporarily caretakers
of this precious land we hold,
from the hills in shades of green
to the stream that don't stand still.
Precious moments become memories
from the sharing of laughter to dreams,
the images are clearly a picture of sort
stored safely away in my heart.
The road before us is shortened
with each and every passing day
and the story of life is written as
nothing we can do will change it.
Tears won't wash it way
for every beginning there is an end,
we are granted the number
to challenge the time that is spent.
So grateful am I
that I have experienced love,
that someone had cared enough
to rearrange the stars above.
The night sky appears different,
the moon belongs to you and I
and the star shines brighter
like the sparkle in your eyes.
I looked for the words
to speak from the heart,
a passage of love to you
from afar.
Combinations are many
and still I can't find,
a way to express the joy
of you and I.
Falling rainbows,
clouds passing by
with whispers of love
that toy with the mind.
Needing to feel you
and wanting you so,
I closed my eyes and
I've yet to let go.
I'm living on a dream
to bring you here to me,
wishing and a wanting
each day to feel like spring.
The darkness is quite heavy
and unbearable at times,
so I go living on this dream
that makes you mine.
From season to season
it's your hand I felt in mine,
as time takes the reign and I'm
no longer twenty nine.
I don't wanna wake up
might you disappear,
I'll keeping living on the dreams
that bring you here.
Just a moment in a day,
or a fleeting thought away,
memories of you and the
world turns gray from blue.
Sorrow and despair and the
heartache we once shared,
fades like the sun when
the day is surely done.
The void is there where
once my heart appeared,
when I think of you and
that we could do.
What we need or what we want
are these things that we call love,
just knowing that you care for me
means mores than anything.
I could search the world over
and it would be no surprise ,
that the magic of love is
right before our eyes.
What we need or what we want
are these things that we call love,
special in their own kind of way
and more than wonderful day by day.
Chasing grasshopper, catching fireflies,
skies blue and the sunshine bright,
looking back at my many yesterdays
when the child quickly escaped.
To the hills where flowers grow
and dreams within are on loan,
trading one for another
thankful of sweet earth mother.
~
Review the dreams of you
and the story tells the truth,
I am here and you are there
joined by one heavens blue.
From the moment I wake up
till the stars find their place in the sky,
it's both heart and soul that unites
you and I.
The moon lit the darkness,
the owls hooted their song
as the frogs joined in
the eerie night felt solemn.
The weather was colder
than normally it would be,
still the animals were courting
as if they calculated by memory.
The flowers kept on blooming
through the snow on the ground
but I kept the faith that the season
of sunshine would come around.
I kept myself moving as I
dared not stopped to think ,
and still the tears were falling
in the chapters weighted in the breeze.
My need for you not grater
than my want of your sweet love,
so I closed my eyes to find myself
in the arms of your love.
~
If this is the journey
and the path leads to you,
I'll take my chances on the
star that shines for me and you.
Yes rainbows will fade away
and sometimes the clouds of grey remain,
but there behind the darkness
the sky is always blue.
My head upon your shoulder
a smile of sweet remains,
if only in my daydreams
I'll share with you another day.
I am watching the clouds
in the heavens above,
as I go about dreaming
of your sweet love.
Just a bit of magic
to bring you near,
as I opened my arms
and you just appeared.
From morning till nightfall
I'm holding your hand,
sweet love ever after
each moment commands.
There is no room for sorrow
nor darkness and gloom,
you brought your sunshine
like the flowers in bloom.
~
The sky blue as I gazed
at the crescent moon,
all my thoughts sweet
turned directly to you.
What can I truly say
to make you feel the same,
loving you in away
that is stronger day by day.
Dreams are my delight
they're the magic I can't fight,
no matter the time of day
you're in my arms to stay.
The sky blue as I gazed
at the crescent moon,
all my thoughts sweet
turned directly to you.
From the mountain to the sea,
from the river yonder those trees.
My heart is racing with thoughts
conjured up in a dream.
Rainbows don't last
they always fade away,
unlike our star in the sky
it's there for another day.
~
I'm a fool for believing
I know it can't be real,
these emotions that have
my heart standing still.
Like a penny in a wishing well
there is no way to escape,
I am not sure if it's wants or
a boggle up kind of need.
~
The silence speaks the loudest
as it toils with the mind,
playing games with my heart
fiddling through time.
Chapters are written
and the pen was always mine,
I made a choice to script
your soul here next to mine.
~
I quivered at the notion,
the chill raced from inside
as I wiped the tear drops
resetting the hands of time.
Once the day has passed
another one begins,
I think of you my sweet love
and how we'll meet again.
~
If I the cause of a fallen tear, a lash to the heart, a scar to the soul, then I shall join and weep shall we of the darkness cast and stale windless sea. Gloom filled stagnant pool of fear created the waters to drown us here. Cold and rough separates the land and yet I still can feel your hand. Grasping mercifully this my plea, to lift me from my fallen knee. A chill that weakens from inside, forces me to run and hide. Hard like crystal and yet reflects the light of love, the warmth of souls, the mystery that still unfolds. Lay your head upon my breast, gentle soft with out life's test. Unlock the gates of despair and let the sadness free from here. Together we shall take flight, like an eagle who rules the blue sky. Above the winds and many clouds, beyond the barriers of the mind. One to one this bond was formed and nothing can break what God has born. Love and caring, warm and true, a friendship of many a hue.
Taste the salt
feel the waves,
that's my flesh
and that's your all.
Hear the sounds
like falling rain ,
that's the joy
love gave.
Sing sweet melody with
words out of a dream,
casting you and I the lead
that is what I see.
You choose the moment,
I'll bring the sunshine,
you start the loving
and I'll make you mine.
Kisses sweet
as kisses should be
with my lips to yours
from now to eternity.
This is my forever
I've waited awhile,
for you bring me the joy
and I give you the smiles.
You choose the dream
and I'll make it come true,
creating a moment
out of the heavens blue.
The heavens must have directed
this script written from above,
that you should be the magnet
and I should be your love.
The path paved with need
and yes a little want ,
to spend a day with you
cradled one to one.
No worries, tears or heartache
nor sorrow can be found,
only joy and happiness
fall like star dust to the ground.
I caught it in my heart
dreamt up by the soul,
the magic of a life time
that has a magnetic hold.
There is a star in the heavens
and a dream to come true,
just to spend one day
loving you.
There's a feeling in my heart
one I'll try to explain ,
as you've touched me
in a most magical way.
Kisses between us,
holding hands,
from morning to the evening,
this must be part of God's plan.
I don't know what else to say
as you made me feel that way,
like stars shining bright at night
my heart burns hot for you.
Time has passed on by
but you still are on my mind,
everyday is something knew
but it can't compare to my love
for you.
There is no place for ugliness
that would leave the soul a mess,
the memories beautiful indeed
are a blessing on me.
I hope as the days go by
that I may cross your mind
and if that happens to be true
may a smile warmth shine down
on you.
Another season, another day
the rainbows come and rainbows fade,
but through it all the sun shines through
as I lay here thinking of you.
