My Soul on canvas, "Pictorial Prose": ... not just your ordinary dream.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

... not just your ordinary dream.

There is nothing I could possibly want

or need that would fill my heart and touch

my soul like that of your love.

I have set my love free,

so that you may feel it in the wind.

The only thing better than falling asleep in your

arms would be to wake up in your arms.

Breathe deeply and feel the infusion of my love...

It is your presence in my life that gives it a direction,

without you I am lost like a ship at sea.

I found myself awakened by a nightmare and I ran if only in thought to the warmth of your embrace. My conscious thoughts immediately consumed the positive energy that comes with loving thoughts of you as a replacement to the darkness that so dared to tightens its grip upon my being. Lost and aloof I wiped the tears as I try to shake the fear that so invaded my subconscious. Memories,actions, thoughts, the what ifs all played havoc with my mind. I tried to file according the emotions and bring some sort of organization to the scattering that was taking place in my mind.

I am tired and though it will be a busy day in town, I am reluctant to get moving this morning. The temperature is a little cooler than it has been over the last few weeks, but the good news is though cooler it is definitely dryer and sunnier. The flycatcher caught my attention as it was sitting on a branch outside my window. Every year the flycatcher nest right by the window, same nest for as long as I have lived here. The sun makes it way through the leaves of the trees to create a speckling like on the low growing green plants that carpets the hills at this time of year. The sun has a way of getting your attention, its work of art through the reflection of light is amazing. I have a mental note of all the things I need to do this morning in preparation for the day and i have chased away almost all of the negatives thoughts that came with the nightmare just a few hours earlier. Of all my thoughts, those which battle most for the attention of my heart are those of sweet memory and my dreams of the future. Just to hold your hand and walk with you, I dream of it night and day is if both were the same. I'm walking through the dreams to get to you, where love is awaiting to make these dreams come true. To hold you close and never let you go, whisper in your ear, how much I love you so. To feel your heart beat tenderly next to mine and know that our love is eternally entwined. I just want to tell you, I need for you to know how much I love you and need you so.

I am trying to get moving,, I know what I need to do, but I find myself caught up in the day dreams of you. I decided I shall not let them go and i'll take you along, I'll hold you in my heart where you know you belong. We'll prepare to make our dreams come true, but first I want to give to you a kiss straight from the blue, as I told those clouds to circle my love overhead of you.

I wanna lay my head upon your chest,

listen to your heart beat and place eternity

to the test. Feel your sweet kisses empower

the moment as it sets me free to love and

to dream.

Chase away the darkness and bring the

warmth of your love, I need you so badly

my dear that I running to your arms to

feel your tenderness through a hug.

I will not allow the dark thoughts to have

a resting place in my mind.

Reaches for your love and feels the ever so

wonderful magic embrace my soul.

I had wondered what it all meant and why the ache could still be felt and it was obvious that I could not shake the hell which was spewed in direction. I try to decipher the meaning of the past experiences and put to the rest the devils hold upon my spirit. Runs fast, races forward, reaches for your hand and finds your heart, reaches for your heart and finds your soul, reaches for your soul and finds your love, reaches for your love and finds home. Hold me tight and don't let go.

I gazed into the heavens and the stars were shining bright and I knew where ever you were you would be able to see and feel the unity of light. Here within my sight and there blanketing over you , far enough and close enough to embrace the souls of two. From the time a child first wondered about the magic of the sky to the woman who knew my stars were yours and yours were mine. It was awfully comfortable, it brought you so very near and as I reached into the darkness and I felt the love we shared. There was no mystery, no story to be told, the words of love recorded were created by you and I to live an eternal moment where dreams fill the sky... I promise to love you in away that spans the galaxy, in the creation of love which lives within our hearts.

I am not sure that I was really all that much of a tomboy, but that I did love picking apples and peaches off the trees as well as gathering wild berries etc. The largest and best fruit is always at the top of the tree and the darkest and largest berries in the middle of a poison Ivy patch. Whether its a bit of a challenge or just the internal drive to have the best fruit, I manage to climb or carefully step where I know I shouldn't. I think how we go through life and handle it is a reflection of our personality. There are those who couldn't bother to even want to gather fresh fruit, surely those who wouldn't climb the tree and still maybe its a little lack of common sense would not step over the poison ivy leaves to gather the berries. As I reached for the berries which will be taken to the market tomorrow, I thought of you and all that has happened over the last few years. Again I thought I am not the gambler, but just like the risk of getting ivy, you do what you think is right.

Reaching through the dreams,
opening the heart as I gaze
unto the heavens and pull
you from afar.

Sweet as the fruit on a
summer day and brighter
than the stars that cast
your love my way.

Reaching through the dreams,
opening the heart as I gaze
unto the heavens and pull
you from afar.

Happiness is a day with you,
as you taught my soul to
enjoy the nightly skies
and the morning blue.

Reaching through the dreams,
opening the heart as I gaze
unto the heavens and pull
you from afar.

I wouldn't say a challenge,
definitely not a dare, but I
surely beckoned the angels
to invited you here.

Reaching through the dreams,
opening the heart as I gave
unto the heavens and pull
you from afar.

My heart I opened and
its here for you each day,
as I will love you forever
in the most exciting way.

Sings> I don't know where I'm going,

I don't know where I'll be,

I don't have the slightest clue

where the next rainbow will

appear to me.

I don't know where I'm going,

I don't now where I'll be,

but as long as I have your love

that is all I'll ever need.

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Light Up The Cloud

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your heart to mine,
rhythmic they beat,
spinning in circles
to memories.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Stars above us,
in the night of calm,
where we dance as one
all night long.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Your lips of sweet,
pressed gently to mine,
sharing a moment
please stand still time.

Light up the cloud,
the dance floor is ours,
if only to hold you
for a little while.

Not Only in My Dreams

Singing>I wanna hold you forever, I wanna make dreams come true.I wanna love you like no other and make you love me to.Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no! I wanna create our eternity, where you are holding me.

I wanna feel you inside me, I wanna dance the night away.I wanna make you need me .... the way that I need you....Not only in my dreams....no! no! Not only for a day, no! no!. I wanna create our eternity , where you are holding on to me.

Not only in my dreamssss

Lyrics by Rachel Charlotte Miller

The Dance in the clouds

Welcome to Prose, my daily escape, where sweet fantasy mingles with reality, to create the magical land of romance.
Dreams.....

1.
a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.
2.
the sleeping state in which this occurs.
3.
an object seen in a dream.
4.
an involuntary vision occurring to a person when awake.
5.
a vision voluntarily indulged in while awake; daydream; reverie.
6.
an aspiration; goal; aim: A trip to Europe is his dream.
7.
a wild or vain fancy.
8.
something of an unreal beauty, charm, or excellence. –verb (used without object)
9.
to have a dream.
10.
to indulge in daydreams or reveries: He dreamed about vacation plans when he should have been working.
11.
to think or conceive of something in a very remote way (usually fol. by of): I wouldn't dream of asking them. –verb (used with object)
12.
to see or imagine in sleep or in a vision.
13.
to imagine as if in a dream; fancy; suppose.
14.
to pass or spend (time) in dreaming (often fol. by away): to dream away the afternoon. –adjective
15.
most desirable; ideal: a dream vacation. —Verb phrase
16.
dream up, to form in the imagination; devise: They dreamed up the most impossible plan.
Close your eyes and open your heart, and step into my world where the clouds carry us through the night sky to the awaiting sun lit mornings. ...

Soul Mates

Most people relate to the study of Greek mythology, the magical stories of the heavens and the gods that ruled them. Zeus the God of Gods, ruler of the universe struck bolts of thunder down upon mortal man. The myth that humans were combined of four arms and four legs and a single head made of two faces which struck fear into the Gods, caused Zeus to split them in half. Zeus Condemned split souls to spend eternity searching for the other half that would complete them giving them the energy and power.
In our modern day era there is all kinds of talk of searching for soul mates, a loosely used term for finding the person who has the perfect fit. Soul mates could be defined as very dear friends who have a strong bond, two people who walk in harmony, a life lasting connection, spiritual companions, twin flames that burn as one, one that has an extreme , positive influence over another or in a more romantic way some have referred to soul mates as the reuniting of
split souls.
There is no doubt in my mind that an energy does exist between people, on a scientific note, they would break it down to mere adrenaline. I believe soul mates are much deeper, it is the equilibrium that causes an inner balance of happiness.
In our society there are the expected norms, dating marriage, love an life that we are somehow predestined to perform. As you look around you find that rarely do people find such a perfection connection. In my mind is a view of all the perfect weddings that I had attended to find that very few lasted the miles.
In the bonding of a soul mate, both must be standing on common ground, that which feels comfortable and in a state of normalcy. Each knows the others moments of weakness as well as days of strength and brings out the best in all situations. The positive cognation from one partner to the next creates a platform of encouragement, promoting one to strive for better, to create a desire.
In a bond of two inner spirits there is no demand set upon the souls, but an understanding that speaks without words. Emotions rise up from the flames to possess the energy of desire and create lasting moments that lift and bond two into one.
What is the possibility that two people will find such a positive energy of attraction, both in the spiritual and physical sense? I can address no formal number to the combination of a puzzle that interlocks two souls.
Do I believe soul mates exist? I in every sense of the word believe there is a connection from one human to another that is above the normal expectation. The interaction of souls is rare and gifted with trust, respect, faith and love. The crucial ingredients must be met with self first before they can be shared with another human being. Standing at the gateway of self respect, allow faith and the trust in oneself guide you to Love.