Pictorial Prose

Pictorial Prose
Indulging my most lucid daydreams

Thursday, July 08, 2010

My Soul on canvas, "Pictorial Prose": Positive Energy


The earth felt cool and the water like ice and there I lay upon the rocks dreaming of the night. When you first came in to my life and everything was tipsy turvy and a lovers delight. The trees stood still, no wind in the air and the only thing I could hear, was my heart as it beat for you,it sounded like a brass concerto of one hundred and two.

I tried but dare not move, the reflection on the water showed the bodies of two.My soul said, it's no surprise, the images cast are of you and I. I placed my hands to the sky and I beg the heavens to stop the teasing of my mind, they graced me with the love of you and than they distanced it by a mountain or two.

I gazed deep into the blue and the sky mesmerizing summoned me to you. I agreed and left my soul take flight, so that I could hold you for the rest of the night. I felt it from inside and I knew it wasn't a trick of the mind. Love was not in the air, love was everywhere.

The day came to an end and the sun seemed to be spent. All that I could see was our love scattered through the hills and the trees. I held on, like it was my pillow tight and I promised never, ever to leave you out of my sight. Happiness is what we have to spare and so I sent it to you, because I care. Love likes ours is a unique fine and just keeps getting better with time.

If it is possible to truly love more with each moment that passes, than I indeed love you more, more than there are stars in the sky.



The sun is shining so brightly
and the hollow is now in song
and as I take to the path,
I'll take your love along.

The sky is the bluest of blue,
no clouds can be seen but
when I gazed once more
above I saw the king with his
queen

The river gently flowing,
and I have heard people say,
that if you toss a stone into
the water her heart will break
away.



Sings> I need you here with me, I need your energy. I'll meet ya underneath the sycamore tree and I'll dream of your love from memory.


I need you! to be in your arms and kiss you goodnight, love you each and every moment to have your smile in sight . I need you!My head upon your heart listening to every beat and my soul interlocked with yours for all eternity. I need you! to give this life meaning and erase all the dreams and replace them with the happiness that only your love can bring. I need you! to wipe away the tears and to ease the ache, love me at night and again awake. I need you! for nothing but to feel your tenderness of flesh and make love to you in away gives my heart a test. I need you! each and every moment,seven days a week to feel the surge of your energy. I need you! I need you! I need you! I need you! I need you! I need you by my side.

~
I give to you one rose,
red as it can be and
I place it over your
heart as a reminder
of destiny.

Petals like precious silk,
fragrance hauntingly sweet,
as I embrace the moment
I feel your love infuse
magically into me.

I give to you one rose,
dipped deep in my love
and whisper of the power
of our everlasting love.




I didn't know just where this path was leading,I didn't know just how far I'd have to go.I didn't know how much I'd be stumbling but I know how much I love you so.

I didn't know we'd build a bridge, I didn't know we'd cross it many times.I didn't know how much we closed the gap, until I felt your love and mine combined.

I didn't know how many times I'd dream,I didn't know you would be cast the lead, I didn't know how it would all affect me, until my heart beat to your memory.



~

The truth is when I surface for air,
I feel your energy breathe life into my soul.


~

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One Million Miles Between Us

Can you feel my love? I need to know, do you know how much I love you and how I want you so? Can you feel my love? I am trying so, but one mile between us is like a million in a winter storm that just won't go. I want to share the flesh with my fingers to your lips, let our hearts race as I replace my hand with a kiss. I want to stop the dreams and give reality a score, so I write the words of you my love whom I adore.
Can you feel my love? I need to know, do you know how much I love you and how I want you so? Can you feel my love? I am trying so, but one day without you feels like eons ago. My heart aches, my soul recognizes the pain of each lonely moment when eternity is the show.
Can you feel my love? I need to know, do you know how much I love you and how I want you so? Can you feel my love? I am trying so, to reach out to you and never let you go. I can't shake the feeling, I know this to be true, that your arms my love should replace the clouds that blanket the blue. I need you badly, I want you so, reach on out to touch me and don't you dare let me go.
Can you feel my love? I need to know , do you know how much I love you and how I need you so? Can you feel my love? I am trying so, so many tears have fallen that to your heart like a river I float. I don't understand the reason or the why, someone built a mountain to divide you and I.



I could dream for ever the sweetness of your kiss, pleasure the moment in a forever state of bliss. I would hold you till the ocean looses all its wave or until the mountains become just one sandy grain.

I could go on loving you as if it were the first day, when you took my heart and made me feel special in every way. I would barter with the devil or beg the angels from up high, just to love you for all time.

I could look sing the songs that make you mine, to document the moment and record it for all time. Music from the heavens as the angels strum the chords and somehow I am blessed even though I am not sure what is in store.


The tragedy does not come with the passing of our earthly form,it appears most often upon the death of a soul. When the heart beats and the song of love fills the air and you can appreciate the beauty of the moment, you have succeeded in experiencing the magic of life.

Once upon a time in a far away land lived a man whose heart was so big that from a million miles away the nymph of the forest could feel his love. Each morning she woke up to dance upon amongst the lilies of the summer garden and each night she would go to sleep knowing very well that she was loved.
Her beauty was a reflection of the mystical power one soul can cast upon another. Happiness could be seen from the flow of the cool mountains waters to the top of the mountain, everywhere she looked she saw the power of his love.
The nymph of the forest was quite unusual and very few understand her need to acknowledge to the world such a love. She summoned all of the elements and she reckoned with them in order to allow the love to live forever and so she summoned the earth and the sky to agree in offering a gift.
She spoke first to the sky, " Oh sky of blue, through the storms that life may bring, make sure his everyday is that of spring,shades of every color of blue and just enough rain so the flowers may bloom. The sky in agreement stakes a claim," behind the darkest clouds I still will reign." To the earth a whispering plea" from the river to the sea, send my love with utmost speed." Mother earth she listened well and morning and night she cast her spell" from the snowflakes of a winter day to the quick hot summer drops of rain" the season of earth made a claim" the gift of life indeed remains and only time can strip away."
True this man did not appear to be a King nor a God that makes life sing, but his power was in his love and you could view it in the clouds above. He taught the soul how to dance and gave to it a second chance, his heart he stretched far and wide and to this day it's by her side. How gentle is his uncommon touch, that made her love him so very much. He is warm and caring,wonderful as can be and as she soars to meet him above the mountainous trees, you can get a glimpse like a May fly in spring.
In the dark of a summer night, gaze into the stars of light and there you will find a silhouette of a loving man and his nymph entwined. When the season changes and the stars move on, remember the love that will forever go on. For a man whom to many seemed simple and plain was really a King on the plateau beyond the storms and the rain. Their love grew stronger and united as one and their power even stronger than a thousands suns and this to day people still say that not another love like theirs has come this way.



Oh! my darling, Oh! my love,
wherever I journey, whatever
I do, you're here with me,
in my heart and my soul
forever under skies of blue.

You're the joy that brings me
happiness and light to the
dark, sunshine where
once we needed to build
an our own ark.

Oh! my darling, Oh! my love,
I love you, love you, love you,
take the raindrops and send
to you all my love for you.
Sweet kisses you will find as
each drop sent to remind.

Oh! my darling, Oh! my love,
you are the only one,to hold
my heart and soul to soul
embrace from afar.



There is only one mystery how
time chooses the moment.


~
If I had my way and I wrote the book,
I would
have had you behind me from the start, pulling
those pigtails
and sending you notes of love.

If I had my way, I would be in your arms at this very moment and I would direct time to stand still long enough to feel the infusion of your love as our lips meet and our souls interlock.

If I had my way, paradise would not be a thing of dreams but would be the first
experience of the morning and the last one of the night.

If I had my way, I would hold your hand forever and never let it go and where words of endearment of how much I love you so.

If I had my way, the dreams that bring such comfort would be the script for you and I and the rest of our lives.

If I had my way, I'd be rolling over into your arms near a field of heather feeling the tease of your love like a summer wind as it dances about.

If I had my way, there would be no happy ending, only happy moments
waiting to happen.





Whispers that breaks the silence
of the day, visions of loving you
which never fade away. The
passion infiltrates with desire,
and once again sets my world
on fire.

Oh! my darling, Oh! my love,
wherever I journey, whatever
I do you're here with me under
heavens blue.

The joy which brings me happiness
and light to the dark, the rainbow
from my soul direct to your heart.



~

I don't know why,
rain must fall into each life,
but this I know to be true,
from the moment I met you,
you brightened up my life.

The stars which shine in the
sky, meant nothing till I
shared with you and there
is where I found love and
knew how much I meant
to you.

Songs, sweet songs of
love with words that
claim to master, describing
what I mean to you and
what you mean to me.





Accompanied by a Xylophone


Sings>I wanna love you and all I need is for you to wanna love me too. Unfold those rays from the blue and you'll find I tucked all my love inside for you. Just to warm your heart the way you warmed mine from the very start.

I wanna love you and all I need is for you to wanna love me too. Day and night for the rest of our life, making you happy, making you smile, closing the gaps in all those miles. I wanna do what lovers do and wake unto only you and have you wake to me.

Yeah, yeah, yeah you know it's true when your heart sings to the blue and the world takes on a new view of what love can do, ooooh oohh! yeah what love, what love can do!

~

I was laying here partially awake and I thought about all the experiences which led me to this moment and of course it all really directed me to you. It had to do with a blend of wants and needs and the desire to make it all happen.
When I was young I would spend hours in my fathers electronic shop, everything he worked on had a schematic. It always seemed pretty easy he would look at the diagram before setting up a plan of action. In all reality his method of trouble shooting was not all that difficult and except for testing a few transistors and such, he pretty much new what direction he was going to take. I had wished in life we were handed a etched schematic, telling us what we are dealing with so we can create a plan for the final outcome. I guess that is kind of like wanting to look into the crystal ball and not. In many instances it is like a repair shop and each day we go about doing some trouble shooting.
I would say most of my life I had a plan and like many people the plan is some how altered by circumstances, finances, actions and choices and those who have scrambled my circuit board. I have reviewed life and looked at the various outcomes. I guess I am just amazed how one person actions has a trickle down affect on those around them. I do not know what life has planned nor how long any of us will be here before blowing a fuse. But I do know that I have had enough experience to recognize love, patience, warmth,respect, happiness, lust and a wide range of emotions that have brought joy into my life.
There are times that I find myself in a battle being a part of some else's schematic or my own. Because in some instances it has already been drawn up. I will always be someones daughter, a mother, grandmother, friend, lover etc. Even when I am doing things, I feel almost as if I am separate but one, performing to my expected part in the journey. On the journey there is no turning back, so you can't erase what already happened the existence of the many characters who perform their part. Through all of it, I must say that loving you and being loved by you is the best thing that ever happened to me. I am glad you have been written into the plan, because I don't know what I would do without you...holding on to your love.







Running on empty a little bit low, I can't get in gear and I am running slow. Need your loving, need your smiles, need you for those extra miles.

Running on empty a little bit low, I can't get in fear and I am running slow. Need your loving , need your smiles, need you for those extra miles.


Running on empty a little bit low, I can't get in gear and I am running slow. Need your loving, need your smiles, need you for those extra miles.

Running on empty a little bit low, I can't get in fear and I am running slow. Need your loving , need your smiles, need you for those extra miles

Running on empty a little bit low, I can't get in gear and I am running slow. Need your loving, need your smiles, need you for those extra miles.

Running on empty a little bit low, I can't get in fear and I am running slow. Need your loving , need your smiles, need you for those extra miles.


Running on empty a little bit low, I can't get in gear and I am running slow. Need your loving, need your smiles, need you for those extra miles.

Running on empty a little bit low, I can't get in fear and I am running slow. Need your loving , need your smiles, need you for those extra miles..




I need his loving and
to feel his warm embrace,
to look in his eyes and kiss
as if we were in outer space.

Stars from up above,
he is the one I truly love
and I just want him to know
I really do, I really love him so.

~





I am going to attempt driving to the Amusement park today, see you in the tunnel of love.
Each day I learn a little more and understand a little more, I can now indentify true love and feel it in my heart each morning, through day and at night when I close my eyes.... I do love you so.

2 comments:

Jake said...

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Marsha said...

I love you writing, I can't wait to see the next piece.